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Kara Danvers stared at the blank sheet of paper on her desk, fingers gripping the pen just a little too tightly. She was a writer by profession, used to crafting compelling articles and heartfelt stories for CatCo. Words were her tool, her weapon, her art. But this—this was different. The paper felt impossibly blank, like it was mocking her. Writing this was far more difficult than anything she'd ever done.
Because this was about Lena.
Kara had always known she loved Lena Luthor. She couldn’t pinpoint the exact moment it happened—maybe it was during one of their quiet late-night talks, or perhaps it was the way Lena’s smile could light up a room. It could have been how Lena saw her, not just as Supergirl, but as Kara—clumsy, bookish Kara who could barely manage a coherent sentence when she was around her. Whatever the moment, the feeling had grown, become undeniable.
But as much as Kara was a writer, she was not a poet. Words flowed easily when she was covering a news story or writing about her adventures as Supergirl, but poetry? That was something else. The structure, the rhythm—it made her feel clumsy, like she was trying to navigate a maze with no map.
And yet, with Lena as her muse, suddenly Kara wanted to try. No, she needed to try. There was something about Lena that brought out a creativity in her that she'd never experienced before. It was like Lena unlocked a part of her she didn’t even know existed. When Kara thought of Lena—her sharp intellect, her fierce kindness, her vulnerability masked by steel—words began to tumble through her mind, and before she knew it, they formed into something that, while imperfect, came from her heart.
Kara stared at the note she had already written, the first of many she would send. It was simple, barely a whisper compared to the storm inside her, but it was a start:
In your eyes, a world anew,A place where dreams come true.Dearest Lena, you are my light,Guiding me through endless night.
It felt small compared to everything she felt for Lena, but it was honest. It was the best she could do. And as a perfectionist in everything she wrote, that should’ve bothered her, but it didn’t. Not when it was for Lena.
Kara sighed and leaned back in her chair, glancing at the small stack of other poems she had painstakingly crafted over the week. She had never felt so exposed, so vulnerable, as she did writing these notes. But each time she finished one, the urge to share it with Lena grew stronger. She couldn’t tell Lena how she felt outright—at least, not yet. The fear of ruining their friendship, of pushing Lena away, weighed heavy on her. So, she decided to take the subtle route. Small, anonymous notes. Gentle hints. A love letter in pieces.
Each morning, she slipped a note onto Lena’s desk before anyone else arrived at L-Corp, heart pounding as she imagined Lena finding it. Would she read it right away? Would she smile? Kara hoped so. She hoped it made Lena feel cherished, loved in a way that words could barely express. She couldn’t shake the nervousness, though. Kara Danvers, confident reporter by day and fearless superhero by night, was reduced to a bundle of nerves when it came to Lena Luthor.
But there was something so thrilling about it, too. Writing for Lena was exhilarating in a way she hadn’t expected. She found herself daydreaming about the next note, scribbling down lines of poetry on napkins, sticky notes, and even her phone whenever inspiration struck.
Yet every time she sat down to write another poem, that familiar doubt crept in. I’m not a poet. But Lena made her want to try, made her want to reach for something she hadn’t believed she was capable of. And so, she pushed forward, pouring all her feelings into words, hoping—praying—that Lena would feel her heart through them.
One evening, as she finished the final note she would leave for Lena—the note that would reveal everything—Kara’s hands trembled. She had rehearsed this moment in her mind a thousand times, yet the reality of it terrified her.
Dearest Lena, I have so much more to say.But words escape me when you're near.Meet me tonight, and all will be clear.
There. It was done. There was no going back now. She had left the time and place—tonight, on the rooftop of L-Corp. If Lena showed up, if she was willing to meet her there, then maybe, just maybe, Kara would finally be brave enough to say all the things she’d been hiding.
Kara glanced at the clock, her stomach fluttering with a mix of excitement and terror. It was almost time. She gathered her things and headed to L-Corp, her heart racing the entire way. She replayed every conversation she’d ever had with Lena in her mind, searching for clues that Lena might feel the same way, but her mind kept circling back to one thing: What if I lose her?
She took a deep breath. She couldn’t think about that now. Tonight was about hope.
By the time Kara reached the rooftop, the sun was setting, painting the sky in hues of pink and gold. The city stretched out below her, but Kara’s eyes were focused on the rooftop door, waiting. Every second felt like an eternity, her nerves twisting tighter with each one.
Then, she heard the door creak open. She turned, and there she was—Lena, standing in the soft evening light, her face framed by the city’s golden glow. Kara’s breath caught in her throat.
"Kara?" Lena’s voice was soft, her eyes searching.
Kara smiled, though she felt her heart hammering in her chest. "I’m sorry it took me so long to say it… but I wanted it to be perfect."
Lena stepped closer, her expression unreadable but her eyes soft. "You wrote the notes?" she asked, her voice barely a whisper.
Kara nodded, feeling the blush rise in her cheeks. "I’ve been trying to tell you how I feel for a while now, but I was scared. Scared of losing you. But I couldn’t keep it inside anymore."
Lena was silent for a moment, her eyes glistening with emotion, and for a second, Kara’s heart stopped. But then, Lena smiled—a smile that made everything worth it.
"I’ve been hoping it was you," Lena whispered, her voice filled with warmth and something that made Kara’s heart soar.
And in that moment, Kara knew—despite all her doubts, despite her stumbling attempts at poetry—she had found the right words after all.