Hey!! I'm Rachel

[brengmethehorizon-deactivated20]

[n0thingwillchange]

“Some nights I miss you so much it hurts to breathe. It hurts to think. I can’t stand to pick up my phone knowing your name isn’t going to be on the screen. I’m trapped in these thoughts of you and me, buried in the memories that seem like they’re from another lifetime.”

— i just want to forget the pain for a little while (via multa–paucis)

[maesetrova]

you died and i desperately need to tell you how it feels. i need you to hold me upright while i show you this hole that exists now in my heart and the emptiness that swallows my soul. i need you to hold me while i cry out for you, and scream at god and ask him why. you died and you are the only one who can get me through this.

-Mae S. // letter to everyone i've ever lost.

[gyustellations]

cutting isnt enough i need to blow my head off

[rld120]

For real, I've been cutting every night and can't find any release or relief

[svdcore]

[rld120]

[rld120]

[rld120]

[danger]

[rld120]

You ruined your life

You don't think I know that. I look at myself in the mirror, and I hate myself. I know I'll never have the life that I want and dream of. Should just give up and end it. Start over.

[emotionalwords]

[rld120]

Facts, made plans with a coworker but she cancels each time. Guess no one wants to be around me

[rld120]

When I asked to hang out, I meant I need someone to be around other than myself or my family. It really sucks having no one, but yourself

[thepersonalquotes]

Shop

[emotionalwords]

my toxic trait is that i don't know how to ask for help, i just disappear and come back when i'm feeling better.

[limit]

9:56PM

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

I can relate to this

[theoptia]

Sophokles, from Elektra; translated by Anne Carson in An Oresteia

Text ID: Death itself is not the worst thing. / Worse is to live / when you want to die.