love reveals anything unlike itself

This is my blog. I’ve written some fics which you can find on ao3, where I'm also @rockinhamburger. I play guitar and piano. I have a lot of opinions, mostly in the form of meta, and sometimes I share them. Current fandoms: Heated Rivalry | Ted Lasso | Schitt's Creek | Check, Please

[gaynehollander]

I think Shane coming hands free the first time he was fucked genuinely made Ilya feel insane. Like, here is your league-mandated rival, he skates like a god, he has the media eating out of the palm of his hand, he commands the room without even seeming to realise his power, he is fucking gorgeous, he drops to his knees at the slightest prompting, he moans like a whore, and, oh! he also fucking spurts all over himself just from having your dick in his ass. Have fun trying to content yourself with fucking literally anyone else for the rest of your life!

[gaygoatshane]

favorite hudson poses

[ilyashaneconnorhudson]

x

[deedala]

awe [noun] ・an overwhelming feeling of reverent wonder

[penroseparticle]

"Pride is not a party"

Yes the fuck it is, stop being a baby

Yes pride is a riot and a fight and yadda yadda yadda but you are not revolutionary for sucking the joy out of queerness. Sometimes, pride is a party. It is a celebration of the fact that we are here, we're queer, and we're not going anywhere. And that is just as important as throwing bricks and fighting cops, actually.

If your activism doesn't allow you to enjoy the fruits of your labors you will burn out babe. Go suck some dick. Hit on that lesbian. Get the faggy haircut!!! Dance, for the love of god.

[penroseparticle-memorial]

#stop being dead it's pride and we're sharing your post again (via @lookninjas)

[finelytaylored]

he was down SO BAD IMMEDIATELY

[thisfeebleheart]

from shifty eyes stealing a glance to openly checking Ilya out (insp.)

[rockinhamburger]

Heated Rivalry Diet Pepsi, Addison Rae

[kaijuerotica]

save me, rice mixed with some bullshit

[louferrignojrofficial]

thinking about the in-universe hollanov shippers watching this

[therealrashid]

i know this was like a month ago but jacob on the shift saying what makes connor so perfect for the role is that he was so good at playing “what i wanted out of ilya, which was a slyness. that ilya’s always trying not to laugh, especially at shane. that he doesn’t want shane to realise how much he likes him, and how charmed, how endlessly charmed he is by making shane uncomfortable. it actually lights him up inside, he really loves it.”

literally the mandate of heaven that jacob tierney has 😭😭😭 it lights him up inside i-

[therealrashid]

something something ilya likes to cause a hurt then soothe it.

these images are the same to me. he likes to push too hard to bruise to needle to sink his teeth in to know he’s making an impact. and then follow it up with a good fucking or to say in so many words i love you. to know he is loved enough for his impact to be felt. it lights him up inside. and god you just KNOW shane bruises up so pretty, and he looks so pretty when he cries 😮‍💨

[therealrashid]

and by popular demand. of course shane has built up so many layers of protection in his unimpeachable skill his work ethic his diet his routine he is going through the motions like a little roomba living in a state of desperately hoping no one looks at him long enough to see anything real. he’s constantly at a remove from the world his walls are up so high. and here comes ilya who does look too long who wants to touch and push and prod and provoke, who gets a reaction out of shane every time. those carefully built up walls and he crashes through them so easily. for shane i think it has to hurt a bit to feel real 😵‍💫

[rockinhamburger]

Heated Rivalry Diet Pepsi, Addison Rae

[firstprinced]

they make me want to say "oh they're married" (probably a part 1)

[plasticlibrary]

One of the benefits of watching psych (2006) is that in most shows with a weird protagonist you find yourself asking why are you like this but in psych you don't do that because you just saw. You just saw 10 minutes ago at the start of the episode when Henry was putting him in a trunk

[actuallysara]

The cover of "I'll Believe in Anything: The Making of Heated Rivalry, Season 1" by Jacob Tierney has been revealed. On sale October 13th, 2026 (via people)

[smokingrozanov]

Thank god Ilya married Shane Hollander because he did have his thumb over the buy button on a Cybertruck & Shane said “that is the least fuckable car I’ve ever seen” & Ilya cleared his browser history

[rockinhamburger]

Heated Rivalry Bittersuite, Billie Eilish