𝖸𝖤𝖫𝖤𝖭𝖠 𝖡𝖤𝖫𝖮𝖵𝖠

i have not forgotten what the black widow is at her core !

[rooskcya]

hi friends ! slowly but surely i’m going to be rolling out a smol hiatus notice across my  blogs , i’ll be going out of town in a few days and then starting november 1st is nano which i am making myself participate in and that won’t leave much space for rp unfortunately . however if anyone wants to reach me , you can find me on discord , just ask ! i’ll still be checking in with this blog every now and again to collect drafts xo

[rooskcya]

YELENA HAS MOVED ! it may be temporary but still , for the next several months you will be able to find her over on @ofeden

[rooskcya]

YELENA HAS MOVED ! it may be temporary but still , for the next several months you will be able to find her over on @ofeden

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maybcrry​:

a  kindred  familiarity  was  forming  the  more  she  spoke  to  the  other,  as  though  both  knew  what  it  was  like  to  not  be  able  to  simply  exist.  to  always  be  more,  to  always  expect  more.  but  right  now  she  could  think  of  nothing  more  peaceful  than  forgetting.  “  oh  absolutely.  ”  readily  agreeing  to  the  question  posed,  head  tilting  as  she  regarded  the  other.  “  though  i  know  it  would  be  impossible  to  truly  forget,  that  moment  of  being  able  to  breathe  easy.  of  having  the  weight  lifted  from  my  shoulders  for  an  evening.  yes  i  should  it  would  be  very  much  worth  it.  ”

❛        𝐄𝐗𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐋𝐘 ❜    there  are  times  when  she  longs  to  forget  ,  but  knows  that  the  widow  holds  no  such  luck  within  her  knuckles  .  instead  she  is  bound  to  drown  out  the  memories  ,  the  echoes  ,  the  sounds  that  draw  her  to  what  she  truly  is  and  she  pulls  them  all  into  the  weight  of  a  smile  .  gracious  as  ever  ,  she  drinks  ---  raising  her  glass  with  a  prideful  arch  of  her  brows  as  if  to  say  look  watch  us  forget  it  all  ,  even  for  now  ,  before  finally  downing  the  last  of  her  drink  .  ❛        so  ,  the  first  step  of  forgetting  ,  i  think  is  to  imagine  that  there  is  nothing  to  forget  in  the  first  place  ,  right  ?   ❜

[rooskcya]

brokenspy​:

@rooskcya​ liked for a starter.

“are you alright?” it seemed a rather redundant question, given the fight they’d just been a part of, and especially given that there was no telling if everything was over, but sarah herself was in pain, and she’d really prefer not to dwell on it. her tolerance for pain was high, though not high enough to ignore it completely - she was however, a good liar, skilled in the art of pretending. “if we’re both okay, we should go while we can.”

𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄’𝐒  𝐀  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐁𝐁𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐍  to  her  shoulder    ,  muscles  roll  in  reaction  but  she’s  steady  ,  can  walk  and  after  a  few  flexes  of  her  fingers  she’s  come  to  a  conclusion  .  ❛      yeah  ,  i’m  fine ❜    annoyed  ,  yes  ,  but  fine  nonetheless  .  neck  cracking  quietly  around  the  bone  ,  yelena  takes  a  moment  to  look  over  her  shoulder  ,  irritation  still  carrying  across  her  gaze  .  ❛        we’re  going  to  have  to  find  a  new  exit  ,  heard  an  explosion  go  off  at  the  other  end  of  the  hall  --  they’re  trying  to  bury  us  in  here   ❜

[rooskcya]

hi friends ! i’ve managed to finish my nano so i will be making way through my replies on here within the next few days , in the meantime why not call this a hot new lil starter call ? they’ll probably range from one liners to something short so ! xo

[rooskcya]

maybcrry​:

the  response  was  unexpected,  a  bubbling  laugh  tipping  from  her  lips.  nodding  in  response  as  she  straightened  her  expression  some.  “  oh,  copious  amounts  of  liquor  would  be  required  i  should  think.  ”  to  forget  the  lives  she  had  led,  the  people  she  had  transformed  herself  into  just  to  survive.  though  it  sounded  as  though  the  other  had  experienced  similar.  “  i  should  think  forgetting,  even  for  an  evening,  would  make  it  a  whole  lot  easier  to  breathe.  ”

𝐒𝐇𝐄’𝐒  𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐃  𝐓𝐎  𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐋𝐘  𝐁𝐄  𝐎𝐍  𝐇𝐄𝐑  𝐓𝐎𝐄𝐒  ,  to  be  on  the  lookout  for  anyone  that  could  arise  suspicion  ,    but  there  are  moments  such  as  this  where  forgetting  is  equally  as  tempting  ,  to  simply  exist  in  this  new  world  that  she’s  created  for  herself  ,  forged  with  care  in  order  to  maintain  her  place  within  society  and  no  longer  be  just  the  black  widow  .    ❛    it  usually  does  ,  even  if  it’s  only  for  a  night  ,  but  still  ---  i  think  that  moment  of  peace  is  kind  of  worth  it  ,  don’t  you  ?   ❜

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cxpt​:

“It would definitely HELP.” Anything that would give them more time and keep the soldiers inside the building from sounding the alarm would help. The problem was whether or not one was readily available. He sure as hell didn’t have one on him and he had a feeling neither did Yelena. Which meant either finding one that someone left laying around, which was highly unlikely, or making one. That, too, seemed unlikely which meant there was no point in either one of them thinking about it. Though looking at her, Steve can’t help but think she’s already got a plan in mind. Not that it honestly surprised him. They each had different strengths and this mission would definitely play to each of them. He just needed to know what was running through he head. The sooner he knew her idea the better plan he could put together from it. “You actually carry one with you,” was all he could say, blinking at the other. Maybe it should surprise him that she had things like that on her belt. Did Natasha carry one, too? “Five minutes is more than enough time for us to get in and get out. They might not even realise we were there.”

❛        𝐎𝐅  𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒𝐄  𝐈  𝐃𝐎   ❜    it’s  no  big  thing  to  her  ,  always  be  prepared  and  all  that  ,  ❛    every  girl  needs  to  have  a  good  anti  transmitter  ,  right  ?  never  know  when  it  might  come  in  handy ❜    a  part  of  her  is  surprised  that  he  doesn’t  have  one  ,  but  on  the  other  side  ---  captain  america’s  efforts  in  the  covert  department  always  went  a  little  bit  sideways  ,  so  she’s  just  finding  relief  in  the  fact  that  she  has  one  herself  .    ❛   all  you  need  to  do  is  grab  a  little  bit  of  focus  if  they  end  up  responding  ,  i  can  do  the  rest,  you  know  ----  the  good  stuff  ,  how  does  it  feel  to    be  the  eye  candy  once  again  ,  captain  ?        ❜       a  sleek  grin  wears  upon  her  features  as  she  begins  to  move  forward    ,  ❛      just  give  the  go  ahead  and  we’ll  move  in     ❜

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maybcrry​:

every  ending  opens  a  new  door.  the  words  echo  through  her  mind,  smile  remaining  upon  her  lips.  she  was  not  wrong.  she  had  survived  through  so  many  endings  within  her  lifetime.  more  than  anyone  should,  and  yet  she  continued  with  her  fight.  “  you  might  be  correct.  though  sometimes  i  do  wish  i  could  forget;  only  for  a  moment.  ”  the  usually  bright  expression  drops  from  her  features  as  she  speaks,  brows  furrowing  lightly.  “  we  have  reinvented  ourselves  so  many  times.  i  wonder  if  it  will  ever  stop.  ”

        𝐓𝐎  𝐁𝐄  𝐑𝐄𝐈𝐍𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐃  ,  𝐓𝐎    𝐁𝐄  𝐑𝐄𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐆𝐄𝐃  ,  whether  it  be  into  a  weapon  or  something  else  ,  yelena  belova  has  seen  it  over  her  years  ----  she’s  witnessed  the  fall  of  countless  enemies  ,  her  own  death  and  even  those  of  fellow  comrades  .  a  sigh  ,  eventually  falls  ,  her  head  shaking  with  a  shrug  of  her  shoulders  ,  ❛      i  think….    ❜      she  speaks  this  from  a  different  perspective  of  the  other  ,  someone  who  has  been  remade  ,  forced  to  wear  the  face  of  another  ,  been  punished  for  loyalties  when  she  was  just  a  child  ,  ❛      i  think  that’s  possible  with  more  than  enough  liquor  ,  no  ?  forget  even  just  for  a  little  bit   ❜

[rooskcya]

spyuncaged​:

𝙰  𝙷𝙴𝙰𝚅𝚈  𝙰𝙲𝙲𝚄𝚂𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽  𝚃𝙾  𝙼𝙰𝙺𝙴  ,  both  of  them  are  aware  ––––––  but  it  isn’t  entirely  impossible  ,  after  all  there  were  plenty  in  the  past  who  played  for  the  opposing  team  .  bobbi  fiddles  with  the  gold  bracelet  on  her  wrist  ,  both  their  coms  deactivating  with  the  press  of  a  gem  .  if  it  is  someone  from  within  SHIELD  then  better  they  not  know  just  yet  they’ve  been  caught  .  “  and  what  makes  you  think  that  ?  ”  an  arm  links  with  yelena’s  as  the  elevator  doors  open  ,  a  brief  glance  given  to  the  security  camera  in  the  corner  monitoring  them  .  bobbi  affectionately  pulls  the  fellow  blonde  in  closer  ,  turning  so  their  faces  are  away  from  the  camera  and  the  conversation  can  continue  on  in  private  .  “  an  accusation  like  that  doesn’t  just  appear  out  of  thin  air  .  ”

         𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐑  𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐆𝐔𝐈𝐒𝐄𝐒  𝐀𝐑𝐄  𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐑  𝐖𝐄𝐀𝐏𝐎𝐍  𝐀𝐍𝐃  𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐑  𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐄𝐋𝐃  ,  and  both  agents  use  them  ruthlessly  without  prevail  .  yelena  shifts  away  from  the  cameras  ;  bringing  bobbi  into  the  elevator  with  ease  so  that  the  pair  are  nestled  comfortably  within  the  corner  and  the  perfect  blindspot  of  the  camera  as  to  not  garner  any  other  unwanted  attention  ,  ❛    this  op  was  supposed  to  be  deep  cover  ,  nobody  else  knew  about  it  except  shield’s  higher  agents  and  us ❜      she  returns  in  kind  ,  hands  gracefully  drawing  down  bobbi’s  arms  while  she  continues  ,  ❛    think  about  it  ---  they  knew  we  were  coming  and  that  set  up  on  the  roof  ?  typical  shield  protocols  ,  i  know  it  because  i  studied  them  to  death  when  i  was  in  training   , maybe  that’s  why  coulson  was  so  set  on  me  coming  on  this  mission    ❜

[rooskcya]

« induro  » natalia romanova

Her feet are light on the ground, jumping forward, summersaulting to keep herself out of the light, flashlights glimmering above their head as Natalia kept herself hidden, not letting the altercating words between her and Yelena distracting her from the task at hand. “That’s the thing, dearest little spider, I never underestimate you.” Natalia knew how skilled the other Widow was, how her skills could potentially outrank the Black Widow, but also how loyal she had been to the Red Room whilst Natalia was planning her way out. “Retire? Me? Oh please, don’t ever think you’re getting me out of my leathers.”

         ❛        𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐋  ,  𝐍𝐎𝐖  𝐈𝐒  𝐀𝐒  𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃  𝐀  𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄  𝐀𝐒  𝐀𝐍𝐘  𝐓𝐎  𝐓𝐑𝐘      ❜      the  idea  of  retirement  felt  a  long  way  down  the  rabbit  hole  for  someone  like  yelena  ,  but  still  ---  perhaps  one  day  she  will  be  free  of  the  chains  to  the  red  room  ,  her  loyalty  shattered  by  the  hopes  and  dreams  of  her  family  .  ❛      and  you  know  what  ,  it’s  wise  for  you  to  not  underestimate  me  ,  i’m  full  of  surprises ❜      she  continues  to  make  her  way  through  the  hall  ,  battleground  etched  within  the  shadows  and  slowly  dropping  the  bodies  that  come  her  way  .  caution  is  a  preset  natural  to  her  ,  ❛      they  told  me  we  won’t  have  an  extraction  plan  ,  hope  you’re  ready  for  a  sharp  getaway      ❜

[rooskcya]

« induro » natalia romanova

The one who was originally gifted the Black Widow title was something that Natalia held onto a little tighter than she should, certainly more than anyone dared to know. She was aware that Yelena would slowly get under her skin, she usually did, but unfortunately when they were at each other’s throats put out together on a mission, was when they did their best work. Trying to show off more for the other, got the job done and it put the pair of them on their A game, Natalia tended to play into the annoyance because she was aware of the stellar outcome. “Like hell I would mess this up, I’m not the mess up in this pairing.”

        𝐒𝐇𝐄  𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐒  𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐀’𝐒  𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐒  ,  but  they  don’t  register  --  a  weak  attempt  at  an  insult  that  she’s  not  about  to  bury  herself  in  for  the  sake  of  argument  .  instead  ,  yelena  scoffs  ,  a  swift  roll  of  her  eyes  the  only  response  necessary  in  response  for  a  long  moment  before  she  carries  on  the  mission  before  her  ,  ❛        yeah  well  ,  i  think  you  underestimate  me   ❜      that  much  is  clear    ,  and  something  yelena  belova  was  long  used  to  .  how  often  did  those  around  her  underestimate  the  abilities  wrapped  within  the  black  widow  ?  perhaps  that  was  her  greatest  strength  .    ❛          maybe  it’s  time  for  you  to  realize  you  need  to  retire  ,  hm  ?     ❜

[rooskcya]

outlawiism​:

HE’D BE SURPRISED IF SHE          didn’t notice that he was surgically trying to get away.       as soon as the lady stands so close to him,       he realizes there might be no way out of this                               no way that’s       PRETTY       that is.       he just got his jacket cleaned       ;       he will have to get it dry cleaned if there’s blood,       ugh       !          ❛          it was just a wild guess.         ❜          there’s yet another feeble attempt in which the hybrid tries to take a single step back,       expecting the other to close it.          ❛          a’ight,       i’ll take a small step back.       let me ask you this       :       do you even know what this space artifact is       ?       IF,       let’s say       (       hypothetically ‘course       )       that i have it.       as the       INTERGALACTIC SPACE HERO       of the universe,       i dunno why i should trust it to you,       i mean       WOULD       since i don’t have the artifact.       tell me the truth ‘n’ if we can’t come to terms,       i promise i will fight you as long as you want.          ❜

         𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐎𝐘𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄  𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐀𝐖𝐋𝐒  𝐀𝐂𝐑𝐎𝐒𝐒  𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐅𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐃  𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄𝐒  ,  there  were  a  thousand  ways  she  could  have  gone  about  this  ,  she  can’t  help  but  feel  ---  but  the  orders  were  sound.  make  no  fuss  ,  just  get  the  artifact  ,  leave  and  drop  it  off  at  shield  HQ  before  carrying  on  her  merry  way  .  ❛     truth  is  ,  i  have  an  employer  who  needs  it  ---  think  of  it  as  sort  of  ,  a  whole  protect  the  world  kind  of  deal  ,  which  according  to  what  i  can  ONLY  IMAGINE  is  your  self  made  moniker  ,  is  what  you  stand  for  ,  right  ?        ❜    another  step  taken  forward  ,  but    this  one  isn’t  given  the  same  stride  or  threat  as  the  last    ,  ❛      so  again  ,  i  really  don’t  want  to  fight  this  out  ----  why  don’t  you  just  give  me  what  i  need  and  you  and  i  can  never  see  each  other  again  ?   ❜

[rooskcya]

cxpt​:

“No, I’m not.” It wasn’t the first time he’d heard something like that and he knew it wouldn’t be the last, either. Somehow everyone seemed to think that and no matter how many times he told them otherwise they never listened. And now it seemed to have spread out beyond the team. Shoving it aside, he knew they needed to focus on the mission. Yelena wasn’t someone he wanted to put all of his trust in and he knew that she would use this new piece of information to her advantage. All of them would should it get out and Steve was hoping it wouldn’t. If it did? He’d deal with it if it happened. “They’ll know someone is coming.” But he liked the idea of surprising them with putting the room in the dark. They’d never know just how many people were there and it would give them the advantage they needed to take the men down. The problem would be losing the element of surprise before they got to the room. All of it would be for naught if they lost that. “But if we can keep the soldiers from alerting anyone while we turn out the lights we can pull this off.” They had to and heading towards the breaker room, he hoped that she understood that as well.

       ❛     𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐒  𝐓𝐎  𝐌𝐄  𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄  𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓  𝐖𝐄  𝐍𝐄𝐄𝐃  𝐈𝐒  𝐀  𝐉𝐀𝐌𝐌𝐄𝐑 ❜      a  slick  smile  spreads  ,  delicate  hands  (  stained  with  blood  )  slip  onto  the  belt  of  her  suit  as  she  watches  him  ,  lifting  a  small  device  with  a  small  ,  but  noticeable  button  in  the  center  .  she  always  has  a  plan  ,  prepared  for  just  anything  ,  the  widows  are  intended  to  slip  in  and  out  without  notice  where  as  the  likes  of  captain  america  are  meant  to  bestow  america’s  strengths  ,  meaning  all  attention  on  him  and  exactly  who  he  is  taking  down  .  ❛      this  will  give  us  …  oh  i  would  say  about  five  minutes  extra  ,  and  i  don’t  know  about  you  ,  old  man  ,  but  i  think  that  is  plenty  of  time  for  us  to  get  in  …  and  get  out   ❜

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maybcrry​:

poetry  starter  call  //  @rooskcya​

“  it  is  not  the  endings  that  will  haunt  you,  but  the  space  where  they  should  lie.  the  things  that  simply  faded  without  one  final  wave  goodbye.  ”  sad  gaze  focuses  upon  her  companion,  small  smile  curling  the  corners  of  her  lips.

       𝐈𝐓  𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐒  𝐀𝐍  𝐀𝐖𝐅𝐔𝐋  𝐋𝐎𝐓  𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄  𝐇𝐄𝐑  𝐎𝐖𝐍  𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘  .  how  many  beginnings  ?  how  many  endings  ?  far  too  many  chances  to    make  things  right  and  where  the  wrongs  have  settled  in  she  became  something  else  entirely  .  this  recreation  has  been  a  burden  ,    but  an  uplifting  just  as  well  .  so  she  sighs  ,  offering  the  other  a  soft  smile  of  familiarity  before  speaking  ,        ❛    i  think  that’s  all  a  matter  of  interpretation  .  every  ending  opens  a  new  door  ,  and  you  have  to  remember  how  you  got  there  ,  don’t  you  ?      ❜

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                      i have not forgotten what the black widow is at her core !                              independent . low activity . 616 based yelena belova .                                                        protected by noct

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« induro » natalia romanova

A roll of her emerald hues and a scoff out of her lips, Natalia couldn’t be bothered with the blatant display of pride and self-arrogance out of the blonde. Certainly, under the physical appearances of the pair, Natalia stuck out more than Yelena due to the ruby red curls down her back compared to the others blonde locks, but stealth and skill set wise, Natalia was brilliant as espionage. “Only you would think that, Belova.” Her hushed whisper carried behind her as she ducked with the flashlight shining past them. “It isn’t an issue for me as the favourite, but I cannot be bothered with the lecture.” 

        𝐒𝐇𝐄  𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖𝐒  𝐇𝐎𝐖  𝐓𝐎  𝐆𝐄𝐓  𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑  𝐇𝐄𝐑  𝐒𝐊𝐈𝐍 it  appears  ,  and  it  is  with  a  strenuous  huff  that  she  takes  down  the  urge  to  offer  a  shrill  response  .  over  her  dead  body  is  natalia  the  favorite  ,  especially  considering  the  history  involved  in  the  making  as  such  .  she  follows  ,  regardless  ,  makes  steady  moves  through  the  shadows  with  ease  and  maintaining  a  safe  distance  for  the  sake  of  their  coups  .    ❛        i’m  sure  we  all  have  better  things  to  do  than  have  her  lecture  ----  so  why  don’t  you  do  us  both  the  favor  and  DON’T  mess  this  up  ,  hm  ?   ❜