March 18, 2013
It's has been two year is past March since my mind became truly dangerous for me. I was planning on taking my life that day. Instead I decided to fight back against myself. It's a battle that I fight every single day. Up until October of this year I was losing my battle slowly. Then I woke up from seemed like a hallucination that my mind had been puting me through for years. I still have my demons and fight every second of everyday but it's a lot easier now. I want to be able to help people who maybe going through similar things as I have. To be a voice to the silent struggles that is depression. I don't know if people will read what I write but at least I will know it's out there. At least I am trying to help people like me who struggle with depression. A lot of times people feel like they are going throught it all alone well I am here to tell you that you are not alone out there there are many more people than we can even realize. I maybe just one person but even one person standing up and saying am here for you can change everything. This blog is here to help others as well as myself. I will tell my story, struggles, triggers, copes, strategies, how it got easier, and answer any and all questions readers may have. I will try to blog every day if possible but there maybe times I can not. Remember you are not in this alone. Hugs and love RoseReaper 12/4/2015