Prompt #47: âDogs donât wear clothes!â
Mulder loves to dress up Daggoo and Scully hates it (it is known). Hereâs a little origin story for that, just for you, Alyse. xo
When he opens the door, sheâs standing there, holding a tiny ball of fur. Heâs confused for a moment, but only because she hasnât been here in months.Â
Then he remembers: Â the dog. The tiny dog sheâd stolen from the shelter. The one heâd agreed to keep for her because her apartment wouldnât allow it.Â
âHi,â she smiles, a bit nervous.Â
âHi,â he smiles back, his surprise at her presence evident.Â
âIs this a bad time?â
âNot at all,â he says. Heâs always happy to see her.
He holds the door open, but she doesnât step foot inside. She sets the dog down and it scampers into the living room, sniffing every corner, barking happily.
Mulder scratches his ear. âIs itâŚâ
âHe, Mulder. Itâs a he.âÂ
âHe⌠ house trained?â he corrects himself, allowing the impact of this huge decision heâd made in a split second to hit him. Heâs fully committed to this relatively small thing, this actually huge thing. He will not let her down, not ever again.
âHe seems to be,â she shrugs. âFor the twenty four hours or so he stayed at my place he didnât have a single accident.â
âAh,â Mulder sighs with relief. âA good boy, then.â He remembers Queequeg, who was not such a good boy.
âHeâs a very good boy,â she parrots, the corner of her mouth quirking upwards in spite of herself.
Scully picks up a box next to her on the porch and holds it out to him. âI bought a bunch of toys and stuff for him. I donât want him chewing on your shoes or the furniture.âÂ
He looks at her thoughtfully. Itâs a Freudian slip, surely. Why would she care what happens to furniture she no longer sits on? Sleeps on? Lives on?
âOkay,â Mulder says, taking the box.
âI just took him to the vet and heâs up to date on all his shots. And thereâs a bed and a bunch of dog food in the car, if you wouldnât mindâŚâ she gestures to her car and he nods, setting the box down just inside the doorway. He glances back inside the house where the dog is already snuggled into the couch, breathing softly. Could he really be asleep already?Â
Mulder follows Scully out to the Explorer and hoists two heavy bags of dog food out of the back. She pulls out the dog bed and closes the hatchback. They walk back to the house and he sets the bags on the porch. Birds titter cheerfully in the dogwoods and it doesnât feel right; he canât believe sheâs just going to turn around and leave him again, go to some place that isnât here. Some place that isnât home.
âThank you, Mulder, for doing this,â she says gratefully. âIf it ever becomes too much please let me know and Iâll re-home him.â
He looks at her, shaking his head. Maybe Scully canât stay but her dog isnât going anywhere.Â
She gives him a tiny smile, but he still sees those eyes that heâs been seeing over the past few months; the sad ones. Her beautiful eyes shouldnât look that way. He knows heâs responsible, at least partly. He wishes he could stop hating himself for it.
His hand reaches up, more out of habit than anything, to touch her face, her cheek. He wants to tell her you are home, too.  Anytime you want to come home, Scully, Iâll be ready.Â
She closes her eyes and allows it but makes no move to reciprocate. After a couple seconds he pulls his hand away, the moment over.
âYou want to come in?â he asks, unwilling to believe sheâs ready to drive away. âHelp me set this stuff up?â
She nods and agrees, and he hopes itâs more out of desire than obligation.
When she crosses the threshold and enters his space he feels it in his bones. Itâs powerful, almost corporeal: the feeling she belongs here.Â
Daggoo is, in fact, already fast asleep on the couch.Â
âSo heâs⌠a sleeper, I see,â Mulder laughs.
âHe fell asleep at the vet, too. Right in the middle of the exam. I think he might suffer from narcolepsy.â
âCanine narcolepsy, huh?â Mulder grins.Â
âLetâs add it to the stack of files in the office,â she chuckles. She sits on the couch awkwardly, her hands on her lap. Heâs noticed this lately, about her demeanor. She keeps her hands close to her body, where theyâre safe. Maybe itâs how she stays safe around him.
Mulder lifts the box of doggy stuff over to the coffee table. Daggoo doesnât stir.
âLeash, bowls, poop baggiesâŚâ he lists off the items as he removes them from the box. âWhere are his clothes?â
Scully blinks. âClothes?â
âUh, yeah,â Mulder says playfully, as if the absence of dog clothing is among the worldâs worst offenses.
âMulder, dogs donât wear clothes,â she says with an air of exhaustion that reminds him of the olden days. The way she used to be.
âYes, Scully, they do,â he insists.Â
âThis one doesnât.â She glances in Daggooâs direction, the dog snoring softly. Her hand reaches out to softly stroke his back.
âHey,â Mulder says, slighted. âHeâs my dog, too, now, isnât he?â
She narrows her eyes and gives him a small smile. âYes.â
âOkay, so if I want to buy him a sweater, Iâm allowed, right?â
She sets her jaw. âI suppose so.â
âAll right, then,â he says in that  well itâs settled tone he likes to use when she canât prove him wrong. âAnd later, Daggoo and I are going to head to the city to pick out his new wardrobe.â
âYouâre doing this just to annoy me, arenât you?â she asks.Â
âItâs definitely within the realm of possibility.â
She shakes her head, canât help but smile. He sits down next to her and pets the dog, not because he wants to, necessarily, but because this is what heâs resorted to: finding excuses to get his hands near Scully. Sure enough, his hand bumps into hers and thankfully, charitably, she doesnât recoil.Â
âThis kind of feels like a custody battle,â she jokes.Â
He grins. âNot a battle. A difference of opinion,â he clarifies. The only battle heâs ever waged with regard to Scully is the one heâs currently fighting to get her back.
She helps him find a good place for the doggy dishes, the bed, the other items. Only a few minutes pass but it feels like every second is precious; every second sheâs here counts as progress.
âIâd better get going,â she says when theyâve run out of tasks to accomplish. He wonders if sheâs always felt this way; that he only wants her around to help him do something. He knows it isnât true, not really, but in his darker moments he tends to self-reflect. He hasnât been used to doing that, at least not before she left him.
âYou donât have to go,â he protests, perhaps a bit more desperately than his deeply rooted masculinity would typically allow. âI mean⌠you can stay. A little longer. If you want to.â
Her smile is genuine and warm, but still sad. âIâd like to, but I should really go.â She gives no reason.Â
He feels another little piece of his heart detach, fly across the room and adhere to hers. It hurts watching her walk out the door, just as much as it did the first time.
âScully,â he says suddenly. She stops, turns around, her hand on the knob.
His mouth drops open, hangs there like a flytrap. He wants to say so much but everything about her body language indicates sheâs not ready to hear it.
âArenât you going to say goodbye to Daggoo?â he finds himself saying, stupidly. She glances over to the sleeping pup, who at that very moment lets out a snore as if to punctuate his disinterest.
She lets go of the doorknob and steps over to Mulder, looking him right in the eye. Without a word, she closes the distance between them, wrapping her arms around his midsection and holds him tightly. Her head nestles beneath his chin and she takes a deep breath, exhaling contentedly. Â
âThank you,â she whispers again.
He hasnât held her this way, really held her, in so long. Heâs afraid to let go.
They stand together in the middle of the silent house, the ticking of the clock and the dripping of the leaky kitchen faucet he hasnât had the will to fix in weeks the only sounds. He smells her hair because he must; his senses are flooded with Scully and he misses her with an anguish he canât program, categorize or easily reference.
After what feels like minutes she releases him, and if only for a moment he sees his Scully, the old Scully in her eyes. The one he used to make happy, at least fairly.
âSee you tomorrow, Mulder,â she says. âI know youâre terrible with that new phone of yours but send me pictures, okay?â
âI will,â he nods. Itâs all he can do for her. âI promise.â
She leaves the house again, and takes that little piece of his heart with her. But the scent of her on his shirt remains, which will get him through a few more days. And the dog, too, which will get him through the rest of them.Â
As many days as it takes to get her to stay.