kieran

shed and occasionally nsft blog

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@charliethekilljoy ☆

[sunnystheangel]

BREAKING VERY IMPORTANT NEWS:

Boy HURTS HIMSELF and cries because it HURTS?!

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i need to talk to someone, but its always "not that serious" and never will be until i do smth serious

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when i wanna have the most insane relapse then end it but my life is supposed to be perfect rn 🥹

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when i keep trying to get new interests and friends to keep me happy but i just end up feeling annoying and even worse than before 🥹

[lemon-labia]

who up riding the self harm express

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i dont wanna live like this anymore

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id genuinely do anything to be a kid again

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crying and saying i wanna go home bc this isnt my home and it hasnt been for a very long time

[spookygothgrrrl]

Let me end it anyway.

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i wish i could post pictures of my sh, but i only do enough to bleed on my chest bc its easiest to hide lowk

[idunnoanymore34]

”that’s not a healthy coping mechanism”

gods forbid a guy have hobbies i see how it is

ill have you know i take very good care of my cvts 😒

[i-said-im-a-fucking-star-deacti]

bashes head against wall bashes head against wall bashes head against wall bashes head against wall bashes head against wall bashes head against wall

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i genuinely dont think recovery is possible for me atp

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"why do you have that tone with me?" i can barely talk to my boyfriend bc how bad im doing. why would i wanna talk to the woman whos been mentally destroying me for years.

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anddd the blade is missing as soon as i need it. great.

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i ate. i hope i throw up. i feel gross.