rozepetal

Searching for Happiness . "Seduce my mind and you can have my body , Find my soul and i'm yours forever" -Unknown . Hi ,i'm Roza . [] online [] offline [x] mobile

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As you get older, you really start to understand more about why people drink the night away, smoke their lungs black, or throw themselves off buildings.

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rambling

my living situation is kinda of hard on my right now . When me and my husband got married in March this year , we instantly moved into his parents apartment which is located on the first floor of there house . It sounded like an amazing thing at first because as newly weds we really needed to save money . 

But for me , i was a different situation because not only was i moving in with my in laws and getting married (!!) , but also because i moved countries ( temporarily ) all at the same exact time . 

I love my in laws to death , they are so warm and caring . I get along with the amazingly . But along with moving countries , i dropped out of college temporarily , i quit work . I left my car in my home town . i basically lost myself , or a better way to say it is i put allll , i mean all my time, effort and energy into my marriage, which is a great thing by the way because me and my husband weren't together that long before getting married ( 2 years) .

my situation and dilemma right now is , I’M BORED . I have gained 20 pounds . i had to go shopping the other day because nothing fits me !!! (HELP) i look scrubby all the time because i’m always home . or i look fabulous and amazing compared to everyone else when we go out because i have so much time and get so bored . I’m either cleaning , cooking , or watching tv and the occasional babysitting of his nephew . 

LADIES , what are some ways of feeling better about my self . how can i get back into my funk . My first thing is , i’m getting a job very very soon . I can’t keep up with this no responsibility thing.

I would love some advice please and thank you . Mwah .

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I thought I would be the happiest

God was I wrong .

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Roza's Travelling List

Amsterdam, Holland

Sydney, Australia

Bali , Indonesia

Vancouver, Canada

Langkawi, Malaysia

Kuala Lampur, Malaysia

Dubai, Abu Dhabi

Stockholm, Sweden

Syria

Mumbai, India

Kurdistan, Iraq

Southern France

Turkey

Egypt

Tahiti

Zurich, Switzerland

Jamaica

Guam

New Zealand

Japan

Oregon, United States

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You can never get a cup of tea large enough or a book long enough to suit me.

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I have so much to say but no way to say it

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May the next few months be a period of magnificent transformation.

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