Love like you. @rrrrrc0rps3 - Tumblr Blog

⤷ ゛ Hi and welcome to my blog!! ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ) ˎˊ˗

I'm Corpse and currently 7teen y/o, i love to draw and make ocs + stories cuz i dont have a life outside of daydreaming 24/7 >_<!! I'm mentally ill + anxious + struggling with trust issues :P. Might have BPD but I'm gonna get my head checked out just in case ^^ I love reading fanfictions and making up headcanons in my free time btw!! i love yumeshipping ITS MY FAVORITE ACTIVITY YET (⁠つ⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)⁠つ!! #1 delusional freak here fr!! (did I mention that I'm a jirai freak too? Well now you know! ><)

Fandoms that I'm in;

My hero academia, Houseki no kuni, Helluva boss, Hazbin hotel, Puella magi madoka magica, Demon slayer, Creepypasta, Scp foundation, Undertale, Cookie run kingdom, The arcana, Blooming panic, Darkest dungeon, Valorant etc

Artists that I listen to;

The warnings, Ado, Dazey and the scouts, Madilyn Mei, Penelope Scott, The crane wives, Yaeklore, Pinkpantheress Unamed-san, Will wood, Sodikken, Mitski, 9lana, Sushi soucy, Musicals ( Alexander Hamilton, Six, Heathers, Epic etc.)

KIN LIST;

Eternal sugar cookie, Agar agar cookie, Himiko toga, Neito Monoma, Diamond, Cinnabar, Phosphophyllite, Indou Hikaru, Ellis Twilight, Julian Devorak, Vanitas, Spinel, Jinx, Beatrice Luna Reden, Natsuki, Scaramouche, Nicole (class 09), Blitz0, Charlie Morningstar, Madoka Kaname, Homura Akemi,,,

TRIGGER WARNING!!

My posts contain the following topics:

ʚ♡ɞ $elf harm

ʚ♡ɞ $uicidal thoughts

ʚ♡ɞ Cannibalistic idealization

ʚ♡ɞ Yandere tendencies

ʚ♡ɞ G0r3 n bloody stuff

ʚ♡ɞ Stalker behavior etc etc,,,

Interact with caution!!

#corps3 intro #jirai intro #landmine jirai #irl yan #yan blog #jiraiblr

12:05 PM (9/11/2025)

I wish it didn't have to end like this. I wish I was strong enough to push through my emotions and struggles just so I can make everyone happy. I hope everyone who sees this post will know that, deep down, I cared for you all so deeply. I had a dream, a vision, where everyone is loved and cherished by one another. A world where people just like me, don't have to pretend that we're perfect and 'always bright' and don't receive any judgement or insults for being... human. Emotions were not looked down on and was understood. A place where people that I cared the most won't have to suffer from society's favoritism. I'd do anything just to grasp that dream of mine. I was planning to create an animation studio and make my own films and series that tackles on mental health, incorporating creativity and psychological themes just to bring the topic into the light. I had three short films and one series that I used to daydream about. 'Out of orbit', 'Mother', and 'Daydreams' but I'm delusional for thinking that I'd be able to change people by drawing the same stupid frames for 24/7. I kind of wish that I wasn't into art and animation. I wish I could've just chosen academics over creativity. I'm sorry, ma, for being useless. I should've been good and stick to what you want for me. I hope you know, that even if I'm verbal about it, I love you deeply and I'm truly grateful that I was apart of your life for 17 years. I'm sorry, big sis(r) that we didn't get to develop those games that we've been hyperfixated about. I'm sorry for leaving too soon, that I wouldn't be there to celebrate with you once you published your first storybook, I'm sure that every kid would love your amazing bedtime stories that you used to tell me back when I was a kid. Just so you know, I'm going to haunt the guys who'll try to hit on you even if I'm dead :P (unless if he's decent then... I guess I'll let him slide). You're going to do great things in the future, I'm sure of it. Just don't give up and don't be too hard on yourself okay? I love you. Other big sis (k), I'm sorry for leaving too early too. Don't blame yourself okay? This never has to do with you, I could never feel shitty for being apart of your life. You and the rest of the family means everything to me. You were always passionate and hardworking in everything you do. I look up to you because of that. I wish I could've been there to see you getting up on the alter with your silly boyfriend (soon to be husband hopefully or else I'll hunt his ass as well.) but if you feel any devious presence in the room, then that's me dancing in your wedding venue. To my little brothers, yes I'm going to haunt you guys at night mwuahahahah >:3 Anyways, I'm sorry for leaving you two. I'm probably not going to be dead but a lingering spirit so just use the ouija board and summon meeeeee !!!! Don't give up either yeah? I have yet to see you two achieving your dreams and I'm going to be there in ya'll photos, lingering wooooooooo,,,, Living with you two silly goobers were one of the best moments of my life (even if I don't verbally say it heh im so nonchalant fr) even if ya'll were a handful sometimes... I'm really greatful for everyone to let me come into their life and show me how wonderful it is despite of how selfish and unfair I am. I love all of you, please don't give up. All of you deserve the best things life has to offer.

Maybe in another life I can love properly too, just like everyone else.

-Corps3

I'm lowkey dissociating i cant tell whos real or if im real or if anything else around is real hrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh save me plssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

#corps3 missed calls

I don't feel human. Maybe I never was one. Everything I do feels forced for no reason. I feel like I'm not my own person. That I don't have a personality, background, a purpose to be here. It's like I'm some kind of selfish entity that wants nothing more to morph into somebody else, just to ignore these disgusting feelings that's manifesting inside my chest. But either way my vessel is still viable, maybe fate has something else instore for me? Possibly not but I'm just going to pretend that I'm sane and optimistic till I'll find another chance for me to do it again, I'm going to prepare a foolproof plan in the meantime...

#corps3 missed calls #why am I alive again?#sigh #breathing is such a chore #and then my subject teachers are going to confront me at school next week #for being absent for 3 days again #I cant even remember where I placed my phone #nor do I have the energy to find it.#so many unfinished projects and then theres my animation team... next week is going to be hectic thats for sure....

Can anyone suggest me pills that can instantly kill you if you overdose on them and that doesn't have any serious health complications attached if the attempt fail? I just spit out mine!! ><

#corps3 unsent messages #corps3 missed calls #literally was overthinking if I failed my suicide attempt then I would end up in the hospital and probably get diagnosed with liver failur #im already having flashbacks of my mother's debts pilling up and going back and forth between hospitals because of my ill cousin.#id kill myself over and over if I ever caused her more harm than I've already inflicted on her and anybody else.#I was this close to swallowing those pills #ugh why did i hesitateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee #im going to cry now thank you all so much for tuning in!!!!#<33333 #mwuah mwuah kiss kisss XOXO

I'll do my first attempt tonight, if I manage to pull this off then another post will be published on September 13, 2025 (UTC +8).

#corps3 unsent messages

📣REPORT THIS PEDO!!!!📣

It took me a few days just to confirm if he had any ill intentions with minors (such as myself) and today is the day I finally present to you... The evidences!! (⁠｡⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠｡⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♡

This is @cruellimptavern, a 28 year old guy trying to hit up a mentally ill 17 year old while calling her 'hot' for $h and for being a jirai!! ^^;

(Had to act like I'm interested in him so that i can extract information from him </3)

If anyone in the jirai community received any contact with this degenerate, please report his account and block him!! He's a weirdo and a creep for targeting minors and taking advantage over them at their lowest!!! >:C

Please help me get this predator off of this app by reporting his account so that he can't inflict more harm on other vulnerable teenagers on the internet!!

Stay safe everyone and remember to take care of yourselves!! (⁠｡⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠｡⁠)⁠ﾉ💗

🌊tags: @coffinkid @morguemanikin @gay-ass-nerd0w0 @yuzukishimaru @dudejealousy @landmineguy @maiiscool (srry in advance for tagging </3 I don't know what else I can do to spread this post to raise awareness,,,)