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18/10/22: fallen out of love with most official/canon om content and don't really have other fandoms i'm into enough to blog about on the same level i did for obey me; so goodbye for now. it was fun while it lasted, but it isn't anymore, and it's about time i stop being the whiny blight on everyone's dash. see you!

fandom blog. heavy with #obey me and sometimes #guild wars 2, and i tag my fandoms, usually. if you need to contact me, please direct it to @alsoyooraiyah.

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#chat & colloquy | answered asks

#self & soliloquy | personal asides

#ros punctum | nsfw & suggestive content. minors and blank blogs dni.

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#obra, #katha | my art & writing, respectively

#familiar strangers | other's ocs and mcs

#dolasach | my obey me oc; main info post is here (needs an update as of 2/2/22)

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#sal et suka | rants, vents, criticism, and overall negativity. it’s not ‘good vibes only’ here

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om friend id: 3926839152 | gw2: yooraiyah.4765 | theme visuals: Hotel Sowls

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THE PRICE OF RESURRECTION

nathaniel orion g.k / anna ådén / antigone - sophocles, tr. anne carson / jenna barton / grief lessons - anne carson / ain't no grave - claude ely

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:/ what am i now lmao

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lia/ wait what's wrong with the new satan ur :o

It’s quite the personal attack if you were ever that kid who was reeeally into Naruto when you were younger. I just couldn’t take it >.>

Also once again… Cats.

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I made the mistake of reading just the first part of that devilgram and I wanted to die. And the Naruto references made it even worse.

It's beyond comical. Honestly, a slap to the face for Satan fans. I get hesitant to read anything that involves Satan nowadays 😕

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As an avid Satan fan and a veteran fan

Also as someone with anger issues and around the same trauma as him

I think people are overreacting and not reading into his character

The devs do their research and you can see it if you look between the lines

He's such a good representation of ACTUAL IRL trauma based anger

ESPECIALLY IN HOW HE COPES WITH IT

Yes the Naruto part was cringe

But like

He's not being mischaracterized anywhere but your eyes

Just do a bit of research on this stuff and you'll see he's actually just really fucking depressed and he hates himself for being angry

He literally says that cats fill the hole in his heart and another time he says they calm him down when he starts to get angry

You silly bafoons/j this man needs an ESA

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idk people can get it and just not like it :/ saying this as someone who similar anger issues and emotional turmoil as satan and also as someone who’s done way more research than you think on the guy

i cope in similar ways and am also in need of an esa. but i still dont like the direction theyve taken satan and how much they lean into the cat thing for easy content. is it any wonder than the fans think all he is is cats when the devs feed into that idea so much?

there were many ways that they couldve written satan throughout the course of the game, and similarly many other good and realistic ways they couldve written his coping mechanisms re: his anger and self-loathing. it is just unfortunate that i don’t enjoy the way the devs have written him but people arent idiots for expecting and hoping for something else.

or idk. maybe we are. idk what tf i expected from a gacha otome game’s writing.

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From the story key route of the Halloween event—

He’s so sad and guilty about having gone into a rage trying to take MC’s soul under the curse ;w;

It’s not hard to imagine how it keeps him up at night sometimes, that there’s a very real, very plausible fear that his Wrath can and will hurt or even kill MC… and to have it almost come true because of the masks’ curse? Awful.

I often feel bad for him because his sin is so outwardly destructive and blinding that he really has to keep it under wraps as much as he possibly can... Which is why I hate it when people are like ‘none of the brothers try to control their sin’ (I won’t mention where I see it the most but iykyk) because it’s not true, Satan could be much much worse if he let himself go. His anger gets played for laughs but I highly doubt that that’s the extent of it—remember, he was born from Lucifer’s wrath, and one of the times we’ve seen Lucifer really lose his shit had him almost kill MC, a child angel, and his own brother once. The same brother he was trying to protect in the first place.

Imagine that, except raised a hundred fold due to losing a war, being betrayed by so many of his former brothers and sisters, and losing the sister he fought so hard to save—that’s the anger that Satan was born from, and he knows it and has had to fight it all his existence.

There’s a headcanon I have that the only reason why he’s willing to be in a relationship with MC is because they have a pact with him—that way they could stop him if he ever flew into a rage with them around, especially when it reaches a point where it’s blinding and he can’t control himself. I don’t think he fully trusts himself around them, but trusts them and their sensibilities instead. It would have to be something they discuss very early on—along with other precautions about his anger and what to do about it—because Satan wouldn’t be able to live with himself if the sole being in all three realms who dared to love him, a monster born of rage and hatred, got hurt because of the very thing he has the most and also the least control over.

It’s such a gamble for him to love and let himself be loved, I think, and it’s something he’s keenly aware of. He’s just good at hiding it.

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Y’all need to be more grateful to self-insert fic writers because you know how much money otome games charge you for the same if not worse content?? Like