Love is bigger than we are they say.. love is great and kind. But what happens when it becomes twisted and dark.. And no longer is the love that is good for us? Does it just linger with a whole bunch of negative thoughts in the back of our minds or what..Ā
Till this day i guess i won't ever really know. It affects me still to the day with someone new, and its hard.
The closure of trying to get passed it while still trying to overcome the demon right in front of me is exhausting, its tiring, its draining.
Maybe from the outside looking in every one thinksĀ āwhat the heck, get a grip and stand up for yourselfā but its really not as easy as 1,2,3. I wish it was but nothing in life is as easy as a snap of a finger.
If i could say one last thing its really just let me live.. With or without you. preferably withoutĀ


















