* ( - actual gem ; )

“I pulled myself from his mind, day by day, piece by piece, memory by memory, until there was nothing of Ruby left to weigh him down or keep him bound to my side..”

[rubaeaf]

hi guys, it seems like i don’t have much muse anymore and it really sucks, because every time i get it back for a while it seems to disappear just as quickly again. i’ve tried a lot of things to get it back but it’s just not working, and while i love my characters so much and all of yours i think that OV just isn’t for me any more. i think that the point has come where i’ve just....lost muse for the group. i’m not in high school anymore so maybe that has something to do with it? i dont know, but im going to be dropping both ally and ruby and i’ll probably try to find a different place to rp. this place will literally always be that rp that became home for me and i really do mean it when i say it’s the best rp i’ve ever been part of. i’ll probably never find another group that’s as amazing as this and i know that i’ll probably never be as happy in another place as i was for a long time in OV, but i don’t want to continue to hog roles and stay in a place i’m just not happy anymore. i love you guys!! thank you for plotting with me and for making me feel as welcome as you did, and for all of the good times and laughs and friendships! :) maybe i’ll be back, who knows. but for now i just think i would be happiest somewhere else. bye baes!!!! 

[rubaeaf]

@actualgem: how could 1 not hate a place where sad, sad ppl have nothing better to do than sit behind their screen and "expose" others

@actualgem: whether it be an imaginary friend or an irrational fear, or an old hook up or words said in private to a family member

@actualgem: nobody /likes/ a place where they don't feel safe or comfortable being themself in fear of getting "exposed" for it

@actualgem: so yea i hate ov!! and i can't wait to fuckin leave after this year :)

[dani-woodham-deactivated2015082]

“She just wants you guys to enjoy the arts, Ru. I’ve seen The Nutcracker so many times as a child, I don’t think I could watch it anymore. Only preform it.”

[rubaeaf]

“Well, I’m not really one for dance. I don’t really understand dance at all, but I’m supportive and for those two hours, I’m The Nutcracker’s biggest fan.”

[madiisonisms]

“Wow… You really hate this place, don’t you?”

[rubaeaf]

“Well, what’s there to love?” 

[delightwoods]

[loserlandon-blog]

“I love Christmas time so much!  The only real stress that happens during this season is trying to decide whether I want to watch The Grinch or The Santa Clause.  Can it be this time of year all year long please?”

[loserlandon-blog]

[rubaeaf]

“Hey, I say we marathon all of the christmas movies - I’ll hold the puppies. And yes, it definitely can. I love Christmas.” 

[jasonxmccready]

“You enjoying the view over there? I promise, I’m not that interesting, and I’m not objecting to you taking a picture and staring at that, but I feel like your eyes are burning a hole into my skin.. I can see you, you know..”

[rubaeaf]

“You’re kidding, right?” 

[fukcarter-deactivated20151002]

“Uh I was just messing around with it.”

[rubaeaf]

“It sounded pretty good for just messing around.” 

[miaft-blog]

“After weeks and weeks of countless rehearsals, Oceanview’s yearly holiday production of The Nutcracker is finally having opening night tomorrow. And as much as I enjoy that, I’m seriously so thankful tomorrow is the last day of school. Winter Break could not come any sooner. I am so over this semester.”

[miaft-blog]

[rubaeaf]

“I’m so over this school, never mind the semester. Where are we going for our holiday trip? Has it been decided yet?”

[byeimgonee-blog]

I might marry Harley Quinn after seeing that trailer. I mean, I already wanted to, but now I’m just two hundred percent sure. She looked awesome!

[rubaeaf]

“I know...nothing about Harley Quinn.” 

[dani-woodham-deactivated2015082]

Dani left the auditorium smiling. She had just completed the first performance of The Nutcracker, and it was a hug success. She had her dance bag over her shoulder, and her leg warmers pulled up to her knees on this unusually cool night. She hit the hatch lift on her remote, when she noticed a familiar face leaving the show. “Oh, hey. You made it! How was the show?”

[rubaeaf]

“Well, yeah. You must know that Mia forces all of the girls to come by now. I’m not all that crazy about The Nutcracker otherwise. It was okay, though. Not bad.” 

[terrixporter]

“What’s wrong with caroling? I’ve never actually been caroling but whats wrong with it?”

[rubaeaf]

“I’m just not a singer, there’s nothing wrong with it.” 

[mrloganlane-blog]

“But it already got to my head, Rubes. Everyone loves me and I’m famous at this school.”

[rubaeaf]

“Everyone including T and her sidebitch? Because if so, that’s impressive.” 

[madiisonisms]

“Ugh, but I thought… or at least I was hoping that things might’ve changed. I guess I was wrong.”

[rubaeaf]

“You really, for a second thought that things around here could change? OV is a complete shit show. Always has been, always will be.” 

[rubaeaf]

@dtfjude: @actualgem tempting, but will you genuinely be happy about it?

@actualgem: @dtfjude id be genuinely happy just to be in your presence. lets run away, jude 😘

[rubaeaf]

@dtfjude: @actualgem this year, the only thing on my wish list is a gemstone that won't post tweets that break my heart :-(

@actualgem: @dtfjude well if u came with me all order would be restored and i would be the big spoon whenever u want.

[ohweskin]