GUYS CAN ANYONE PLEASE HELP ME FIND THIS BOOK??
So the story is about a zoo/circus, but for humans and supernatural creatures that exist in their world—they're captured and displayed for entertainment. The main female character goes there with her best friend and boyfriend. While she's looking around, she feels something happening to her and starts changing. She transforms into a Fury-like character from kinda Greek mythology. The people in charge capture her, and she learns about how they're torturing the creatures and the dark dealings happening behind the scenes.
She decides to help the captives because she's a Fury—a being that only emerges when others need help. She makes friends and goes around helping them. During this time, she gets pregnant, but she doesn't know it. She makes a deal to give her child to someone else and erases her memories of it because the pregnancy happened without her consent and she doesn't want the baby.
Later, she discovers she's pregnant again and remembers what she had done. The father of the baby is a magical Red Cap who needs to soak his hat in someone's blood to turn it red, which gives him energy. I think his name was Gallagher.
When she gives birth to a baby girl, she realizes she doesn't want her child to grow up in a situation where she'll have to fight for her life like everyone else is doing. So she decides to kill all the bad people, but dies in the process.
In the final scene, Gallagher is standing beside her grave, saying something like, "I couldn't tell her that I loved her when she was alive." The last scene shows him playing with his daughter in a park, and there's no more discrimination in the world.
I am really sorry for my bad explanation and any errors😭😭
I read this book years ago and suddenly remembered it again.
Thank you for much in advance 🪼🪼