Found, but still lost.

 AlterRune Susie(s)(Nicknamed Gunpowder and Thistle) Ask/RP Blog

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Anyway I should get on that event I planned that people are waiting on. 

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lmao

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I’m so. Tired. I want to go home. I wish I’d never left.

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End

It all happened so fast, Gunpowder may as well have appeared in front of me.I was stunned, and more unsettlingly...heartbroken.

I saw more clearly then than I had in a long time.

And then...

“I blacked out.” 

“Caprisun tells me that she carried me to safety, and no matter how much I begged in my feverish state, she refused to take me back.”

“I-If you hate me that’s fine, but I never intended for this to be anyone’s burden but mine.  I didn’t mean for her to pay for my arrogance and I’m so so sorry that she did...” 

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Part 6

I can’t remember what he said, but I can’t imagine Tinsel was terribly happy.

I was too busy struggling to regain my breath to remember much of the following exchange. 

I do remember hearing say something about collecting my ashes, then seeing him ready an attack to finish me, but... 

What happened next is burned into my mind forever. 

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Part 5

It didn’t deter me.  I knew I would fail and so I did. 

I just hadn’t expected it to be so quick. 

I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t relieved. If there wasn’t some part of me that wanted this to be over. 

I guess Gunpowder had other plans.

“HONESTLY I’D HAVE SETTLED FOR HITTING EITHER ONE OF YOU ASSHOLES.” 

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I have a serious problem with scaling lmao

“How can I make hyperdeath more imposing?” 

Brain: idk lmao turn em into a building

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Part 4

“The beating had apparently awakened something ferocious inside of him. Before I knew it the tables had turned.”

“On its own, his sudden change was frightening.”

“But he wasn’t done yet.” 

“And by the time he was, even my current state I realized that I was no match for him alone.” 

“I was as good as dead. “ 

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Suicide Mission (Part 3)

“It’s power was incredible. I could scarcely keep up with it and neither could Tinsel.”

“For a minute, it really looked like I’d win.”

“It didn’t last.” 

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Suicide Mission(Part 2)

“I could’ve put an end to it.  Pressed my advantage and killed him right then and there. I’m sure I could’ve. I should’ve.  But I wasn’t in control anymore.”

“It was.”

“And it wanted to play with its food.”

Part 2 of ???

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My followup post isn’t showing up rip

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Suicide Mission

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“We agreed on a time and place.” 

“We met. We fought.”

“But I was genuinely no match for him. The gap between us was immeasurable. Once I realized this, I didn’t know what else to do.”

“So I fed what was left of me to the beast in my brain. An abomination made whole from my despair, soldered together with my determination. The “Killer” inside me. The Megalodon.” 

Part 1 of ??? 

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So I was thinking of how to convey the next story beat and thought of something I’ll prolly be murdered for as it completely destroys the emotional weight of it for a meme.

I’m probably gonna do it

I changed my mind not 20 minutes in and I already hate myself for this

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So I was thinking of how to convey the next story beat and thought of something I’ll prolly be murdered for as it completely destroys the emotional weight of it for a meme.

I’m probably gonna do it

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fuck riot i am so so sorry i didnt know they would follow me i

Follow you? Doll what in the world are you on about?

Hold on- I’m coming over to make sure you don’t hurt yourself more than you already are. Just hang tight, alright?

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Riot? Hey, it’s Caprisun. I’ll send over the coords but could you gather Mistletoe and Kale as well? It’s best everyone closest hear this.

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it hurts to move let alone type. ill update on the situation soon. im sorry. im so sorry.

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[R]: Thistle, how in the world did you get hurt? What’s happened?

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fuck riot i am so so sorry i didnt know they would follow me i

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it hurts to move let alone type. ill update on the situation soon. im sorry. im so sorry.