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i had stupid idea that if i just got through the worthless brainsick days this week and watched utena at night,somehow i would be healed at the end,and i did feel like i was being carefully healed with this broken show 4 broken me while watching,but then the ending was just kind of....it was so lovely but i just feel even more lost and worthless now i dont...get this feeling

#maybe because i love anthy and im so happy for that soft queen #but i guess i identify more with utena and....the feeling of utena trying so hard and then just vanishing for the time being #is just the same feeling i have....every day #i wish the two of them had walked away together. no....i like that anthy made a choice all by herself and is going off into the world purely #of her own making....#i dont know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#im so happy for the experience and its stupid to place all your hopes on something to save you. its all ive ever done #but there you go...............#realistically im just especially deadzone this week out of my own hands. i wish i were less cruel to myself #What a post...............#its all wrong i love the ending i love rgu. i just hate myself :^)#i just hate my situation....

maybe it was an engagement ring?

#bike blog bluffs #I WORKED OUT HOW TO EASILY FIND COMPLIMENTARY COLOURS....HAHA #revolutionary girl utena #i dont care anymore

just finished watching last night....wtf

#w t f #love how easy it is to bullshit a rose #eye strain / ?

Good evening.

In the books the Moomins exchange the King's Ruby for the Hobgoblin's top hat and the Hobgoblin later arrives, to collect the King's Ruby, with a new hat. In the series however, Hobgoblin gets his top hat back in the second episode and in the seventh episode the Moomins instead exchange the King's Ruby for a heart-shaped sea-shell Snorkmaiden gave Moomin.

please read this the cutest sentences in the world.

#i hope it brings you peace.#i love.....................moomins.#draws em

sad summer

#bike blog bluffs

there are bits in cat street where after being a shut-in for 7 years keito is trying really hard to live in a small space with her tentative friends and then people who used to know her trample into her space and shes tricked by people for being so small and scared and hopeful and i want keito to be ok so much but i want me to be ok too, i think, every day, but its so hard.

oh my god all my posts are awful do not enable me. i feel like suddenly deleting all my posts and myself but im not going to im going to watch bike and get rest and float away.

kinda feels like the end of the world today...

#spiders //#?

please look at my adorable ass background and while you are there you can listen to the rayman music & be healed (you dont have to do these things)

#now i feel like i dont have to be All Bike.....maybe....

i should read more okage instead....but the last time i did the cutie fortuneteller made me so excited i had to stop and then i tried again and around the corner THERE WAS ANOTHER FORTUNETELLER WITH A PALETTE SWAP Why??????????? why kill the maya?? i draw paipais you Need Me....

#(reads more anyway)#i dont know why i am posting a lot.

im stupidly into the dragon petsite....but aoyagi would be too so what else is there 2 live for

#teshima would put real yen into it and send lavish dragon gifts to her account and do nothing else #THATS IT im never talking about it again.....maybe i should draw a scruffy comic abt this too #what did we just say

ah yes......the paipai

err... utsutsus wedding...

#IM A GARBAGE GAY!!!!!!!!!!!1 #bike blog bluffs #love that intricate and highly effort based paipai there #thank so much maya

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HAKONE WINTER

#ywpd_60min

テーマ：冬の箱根学園

#cute....#usakichi scarf....cute....

yeehun

with you i can go anywhere, maki-chan.

polarisprince

Here’s more of that t2 florist au

#too much...........

×ruinousidol ×also /)_(\ im glad hahah... ×i love so much of what you post whether its talking or draws there's a really wonderful tone to it all that makes me really happy ×its hard to do draws or talk at times but ahh its so nice to just. quietly talk about all these types of things.

BLUSH.................thank you...so much...

#i didnt see this before i started nattering back then i saw it and. blush #i really like the tone to your posts too!!! u dont hold back if you have a lot of things to say and i admire that so much #but you also seem to have worries about whether you can leave them.#lets all talk quietly about whats important to us at our own pace!!!#THIS POST....IS GAY???? IM SO sorry #so sorry.........

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