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@runrunr1ver
please show me your saddest songs i want to hear them
i come back for my one a season post flood only to be greeted by a scam i think this fits
im am constantly on the edge of being the most depressed i have ever been and being an untouchable being
its happening my radiohead era is coming back
ok shit poetry spam over
untitled/unforgettable
your the shit stuck in the grooves of my shoe
no matter how much i pry you greasy fingers wrap tighter around my neck
then you shove them down my throat
and i curse you one thousand times over
bears death (the painstar eats itself)
im not nervous anymore
and i have buried all my fear
theres a grave by the sea for you
if marked by the stone i engraved for you
it says its a bed i made for you
but i dont know if you get tired anymore
and i dont think we can talk anymore
i just woke up again
but i think your pretending to sleep
i didnt know you could sleep anymore
and when faced with a mirror i touch it
my fingers designed to smudge it
and when it becomes foggy i wont look at you anymore
i wont be able to fix my hair anymore
i dont know how you can be here anymore
i just want to be the first human being
i want to be above you
the god you pray to
are you still here
are you still listening to me
i want you to open your ears to my gospel
i want you to see my heaven
i want you to taste my limbo
when i come back will you still be here
will your grave still be here
are you still my painstar
when you burn out will you tell me
i dont want to crash on rocky shores anymore
and i dont want to run my hand under cold water anymore
i never wanted you to be a bear
i just wanted these clothes to fit
and when im done i wont miss you
so let me stand on your shoulders
life my up into the sky
the pearly white sky
i know that when i reach it im not going to pull you up with me
and i know that will be the best day of your life
you always looked good when the weather was nice
so i will keep the sky clear for you
i will keep the hunters far from you
i will give you what you want
i will give you what your due
i will watch you eat yourself alive
and when you hammer in that nail
ill let it hit
bears enlightenment (crashing ships wont get there/ill star digging your grave by the sea)
i am the shameful one for pushing my art on you
and when i told you about it
you said not to
i told you it helps me sleep
you said what does
how could you not know
how could you not know when i just told you
i just told you
i just want to hold you
i just want to change or be different
i just want to be too weak to hold this pen
and to full to sit in this room
its stuffy in this room
my throat is closing in this room
my limbs itch in this room
my body to big for this room
but at least im heavy and warm
to heavy to hold now
and to feverish to watch now
a painstar has awaken in my stomach
its carving me out now
i think i lost all my blood now
and now you can fill my husk with the girl of your dreams
the man in my dreams looks a lot like you
but hes not as bright as you
and his lighthouse lets all the boats crash
in the splintering carnage i find a seastar
its now a deadstar
but your still my painstar
your still my star
and i cant help but look when your on stage
and i cant help but listen to your fabrications
but i cant hear anything else now
i think we should lie down now
because im getting dizzy now
all my joints are rotting now
so feed me something before i sleep tonight
the painstar in my belly eats only your works
and im getting greedy now
bears genesis (the painstar is alive off screen)
i wish you were a bear
but you would just shoot yourself wouldnt you
and i bet you would use a golden shotgun
cause your in your golden years
and my years are just cliched
i mean your hearts not in it like it used to be
and my arts not cool like it used to be
so ill use big words you cant understand
you galvanistic thing
you faradic thing
your a painstar
and you kept fogging up the window
i wish you were in a movie
because bears talk in movies
and your grave would be 2D on screen
your coffin would be 2D
and i couldnt get into it with you
i mean i never liked dirt much anyways
and you never liked death
i wish you would look up
i wish that when you look up you look up for me
i wish that its for me
i wish that your eyes are always looking for me
i want your eyes on me
and i liked it better when you didnt talk
you inaudible thing
you made too much noise
but i kept listening to you
and i kept stealing your lines
but ill pay you back in a week or two
cause when the sun sets neither of us will have the clover
i mean you were never lucky in life
and i was just never lucky
and im too nervous to walk now
and my hands are too shaky to hold now
but your hands are fixed like the men in the coffins
and i think i cut off all my fingers last night
and it made me think of you
cause you have all your fingers
you have all your fingers and mine are on the floor
my fingers are on the floor and yours arent
so wont you make me your idol
but if you do youll have to hold the mic
because i cant anymore
the ballad of nervous dogs (shaking tails dont make good conversation/dull teeth don’t bite)
i have never seen the day break
i wont see the angels hand
im only allowed to be awake at night
wasting time fearing the sun wont understand
they say ill miss this town when i quit
i guess i never did mind the rain
but now all your faces are eating themselves
and i dont know if i can get up again
my fangs stopped growing years ago
and now i cant eat at all
so ive lost all my passion and fury
and my eyes can only glorify the banal sheer wall
so tell my mother im not coming home
for my wings have grown pathetic and thin
now that im in the sun again im starting to melt
so if i dont make it hell will you take me to heaven
ive come to accept that i come back every month or two
but i will keep trying to be better
to my 6 followers
did you forget about me?
thank you for sticking around
swear to god im back this time
and with new music
im back :)
That was a fucking lie lol
to my 6 followers <3
do you wanna look at my bad art and or read my shit trash poetry?
current csh song obsession
i can only access this account on my laptop so im never active
ill try harder tho