Jordan

Sometimes I'm kinda sad.

[tanknaka]

hey

hey friend

dont kill yourself tonight ok

you have a really pretty smile and i know its not always easy to manage one but itd be a bummer if we never had the chance to see it ever again

youre really important and you matter a lot so stay safe and try and have a nice sleep

[the-grace-of-fallen-angels]

I would like a moment to thank the people who reblog post like this so that it eventually shows on my dash.

It is keeping me alive

[lavendertears]

I actually really needed this tonight, thank you

[myblissfulsuicide]

You’re a wonderful being and I hope to God you make it through the pain you’re going though. You deserve so much more.

[afatbabe]

If you’re not noticed, you’re still valid.

[afatbabe]

Like, if no ones gonna read it, you should still write it.

If no ones gonna see it, you should still do it.

If no ones gonna hear you, you should still say it.

You’re not measured by how people react to you.

[scum2000]

You’re not measured by how people react to you.

[tootaytofunction]

[amargedom]

“I am jealous of those who think more deeply, who write better, who draw better, who look better, who live better, who love better than I.”

— Sylvia Plath (via goodreadss)

[rustlemyjimmy-blog]

Poem #7

I'm drowning

In the things I didn't say

In the things I can never say

[rustlemyjimmy-blog]

Poem #6

I don't know

What to feel

What to think

What to say

I'm speechless

I saw this coming

I chose to ignore it

But now it's all come crashing down

Freezing me in stone

Making me unable to walk

Talk

Think

Listen

Say

Breathe

[rustlemyjimmy-blog]

Poem #5

I want more with you

I want to love you

But I'm scared

I'm scared of commitment

I'm scared of what might happen

Of what could happen

I'm scared of being in a relationship

I'm scared of the social standards

I'm so scared

[rustlemyjimmy-blog]

Poem #4

My heart beats fast

My hands start to shake

I hate this feeling

I hate this stress

How long will this last?

Will it ever pass?

[rustlemyjimmy-blog]

Poem #3

I'm trying my best

I'm trying to be his

But he doesn't seem to catch on

He doesn't seen to want me

He tells me one thing

But he'll act out something out

Maybe I'm just not good enough

[rustlemyjimmy-blog]

Poem #2

He kissed her

Why her

Why not me

Why not the person

Who's been there for him

Who's been playing his games

The one person

Who truly cares for him

The one person

That would do anything for him

[rustlemyjimmy-blog]

Poem #1

I don't know how to feel

He played her

What proof do I have

That he won't play me?

I don't want to be played

No one does

But my heart

Keeps forgiving him

Is he worthy of being forgiven?

Or am I just letting my feelings

The way I want to be with him

Get in the way of my judgement

Maybe I'm oblivious

Hoping that he might love me

Love me for just me

That he wouldn't need

Someone else to hold

If he had me

That he wouldn't want

Someone else to hold

If he had me

Maybe I'm unfair

To myself

For letting my heart want him

For giving him pieces

Of my heart

Little by little

Until he was holding

My heart in his hands

And slowly

He would glue me back together

Just to give me away

[rustlemyjimmy-blog]

Might start posting

I might start actually posting like poems or just my thoughts or somethin.

[spengs]

im laughing @ this image of jeff goldblum bc it makes him look like a centaur but w the horse bit cropped out

[spengs]

update:

[spengs]

Look I didn’t spend 20 minutes drawing jeff goldblum as a centaur in front of my family for 3 notes

[the-ginger-joy-box]

Jeff acknowledges you

[spengs]

i can finally die with a smile on my face thank you Jeff

[rustlemyjimmy-blog]

So I discovered this and I dont know if it's just me finding it weird, but like you can't breathe out of your nose while also drinking something???

[rustlemyjimmy-blog]

Stay away from people who make you feel like you are hard to love.

(Not my quote)

[such-justice-wow]

Conspiracy theory: staff started the @staff thing so no one would know you’re meant to @support and they wouldn’t have to do work

[such-justice-wow]

No one is reblogging this which obviously means I’m onto something

[cardboard-puppy]

Reblogging this literallly crashed tumblr you’re onto something.

[theoracleofkwangya-deactivated2]

nothing is awkward or cheesy if you dont give a fuck. im on this earth to have a good time not to be seen as cool