Baby Baby

lee haena. 24 years of age. cancer survivor. ex-nova member. model. mute

[rvhaena]

rvrey: 

“that’s true. i just… i just wish i could perform without the judgment you know?”

“i understand completely. but i hope you know how much support you have.”

[jessifanylove]

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[rvjooheon]

“I didn’t know that it’ll be this difficulty to debut. I mean i had the chance to show myself during idol project season two and gladly became a member of creed. But i’m craving for a debut under alpha i really want to be a part of a permanent group. And i know i’m asking for too much, i only can keep dreaming and work till i collapse on all my failures. Sometimes i wonder if it wouldn’t be better for me to start an acting career instand of trying to be an idol singer?”

[rvhaena]

haena frowned, pausing hard before slowly writing out, “i don’t think it’s right to quit just because things aren’t going as expected. your training period is hardly out of the ordinary compared to other trainees, or training periods of other idols.”

[rvhaena]

rvrey:

“that’s true. i just… i just wish i could perform without the judgment you know?”

“i definitely understand,” haena wrote out, pausing to tap her pen idly against the table before adding, “perseverance is key, though.”

[rvhaena]

rvdaya:

“that’s not what the forums have been saying.”

‘the forums rarely show the positive comments.’

[rvsonique]

“it’s really cool, this tour. i never thought i’d get to see the world like this.”

@rvhaena

[rvhaena]

she nodded. ‘me either. sightseeing has been so much fun’

[arcanglsofpiri]

“This weather is driving me crazy! Can mother nature just make up her mind and decide if October will be hot or cold.” Groaning, rolling her eyes obviously annoyed. “I want winter already.” Looking over to the person next to her. “What do you think? Isn’t this season crazy?’

[rvhaena]

‘i kind of like it. it’s sweater weather.’

[rvhaena]

rvxsooyoung:

“you’re plenty useful!”

“i was. but i’m not in the context of a tour.”

[rvhaena]

rvdaya:

“that’s reassuring.”

“there’s nothing wrong with not being loud and 4D”

[jinjjajohahae-deactivated201901]

[chcmistrys]

“would you still support me if i quit this whole idol thing and left to become an alpaca farmer? because this whole idol project thing is really getting me down.” rey sighs. “i mean, i love performing it, but i love getting a good night’s sleep more, y’know?”

[rvhaena]

“it may not feel like it now, but you’ll definitely miss it.”

[rvdaya]

“netizens keep saying i always look like i’m pouting…..am i really that bad?”

[rvhaena]

“no. more pensive than anything.”

[rvxsooyoung]

“do you ever see cheerleaders and all the stunts and stuff and wish you could do that? i can barely dance, let alone do all those crazy flips and stuff.”

[rvhaena]

“often. maybe i could make myself useful as a dancer then.”

[rvgaeul]

“Everyone is complaining about the lack of sleep these first couple days, but it’s worse for idols who also work jobs,” Gaeul groaned. “Do you know how much time I’ve spent with the styling team making sure everything we need for the next four months is packed up and set to go? So much time. Too much time. I’d be happy if I never saw any of them ever again.”

[rvhaena]

“i’m sure it will only bring you all closer.”

[idolsgeneration]

[chcmistrys]

“would you still support me if i quit this whole idol thing and left to become an alpaca farmer? because this whole idol project thing is really getting me down.” rey sighs. “i mean, i love performing it, but i love getting a good night’s sleep more, y’know?”

[rvhaena]

‘sometimes you don’t know what’s best for you until after you’ve tried it out. why else do so many people switch majors in post-secondary? i mean, i would support you,’ haena wrote out with a little smile.

[rvhaena]

rvmeggy:

“what the fuck is the answer, then?”

“would you like to talk about what’s bothering you?”