What doesn't kill me...should better run

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UPDATE:

Replies and starters will come very soon. I have not forgotten about them and they are all drafted!

In other news:

I found a 1L can of the strongest energy in this country and I’m drinking the last bit of it from a wine glass as I type. I am an adult.

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Jinhee:

｡:゜☆｡ ･ﾟﾟ･｡. SHE WASN’T THE KIND OF PERSON that would stop and listen to gossip andrumours. She thought they were all PETTY, she thought that the people who talked about other people’s lives were shallow. It was as if their life was a blockbuster movie and they had the starring role. If Caleb’s life was a movie, based solely on the rumours that flew by her ear whenever she hanged around him or whenever she mentioned him in passing to other people, his would definitely be a suspense thriller, a horror movie that would leave people with goosebumps raising on their skin and screaming in the cinema, perhaps. But Jinhee didn’t care, in fact, she did LOVE horror movies. But his life wasn’t a movie, and the people didn’t watch it in the silver screen for them to know who he really was. Jinri wasn’t stupid, she wasn’t dumb, she knew who her friends were and her friends were chosen very very carefully. She knew what she wanted and she knew what she deserved. So she didn’t really care about what other people said about him or their unlikely friendship.

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Innocent, had never been a word Caleb Hwang identified with. Ever. Because that’s not what he was. He knew everything about everyone – their past, their present and their darkest little secrets they wouldn’t even dare to tell their diary. But only for this night, he felt innocent like never before. Caleb wasn’t used to not being in control of the situation and he had to admit, he was a bit hesitant about their kiss for that exact reason. He was comfortable at topics he knew at least the basics of – kissing was a black hole to him. An experiment he couldn’t understand. Now he knew. He knew he didn’t have to understand; hell he didn’t even have to think. He merely needed to feel it. Pathetic how humans were barely able to properly explain the act without making up chemic reactions they could neither fully prove nor properly second them, yet they claimed to understand it without words. It was one of the few times that Caleb begrudgingly had to admit his agreement to the mass. And while he could barely grasp a rational explanation for kissing, he was clueless about anything going further than that. It served its purpose of reproduction but that’s as far as his knowledge carried him. What they were about to do was definitely as far away of said purpose than it could ever be. Caleb didn’t want kids and he doubted she was ready to be a mother as well. Their personal purpose was, what he assumed to be, freedom. The freedom of just letting go and feeling pleasure, of forgetting everything around them and just being humans for once – well, at least that’s what it felt like for him.

He let out a soft chuckle when she pushed him down, only to look up at her with a smug smirk. To be frank, Cal could didn’t mind the pace they were going with – it was fast enough for him – but no matter what position he was in, he was still Caleb Hwang. And that guy was snarky to the core. Even though, unlike Cairo, he didn’t grasp for every possibility to throw out a sarcastic comment or passive aggressive statements but if he saw a good opportunity, he sure as hell took it. To be frank, the Hellion wasn’t exactly incredibly eager to get fully undressed – nobody has ever seen him fully naked – but for now, he couldn’t care any less. Especially when her lips crashed back down on his in the sweetest manner. While one of his hands still steadied her by her waist, the other one was hovering over her exposed thigh. Hormones were once again rushing through his blood when she started biting on his lip. How she managed to do so, he was completely clueless about but damn, she was good at what she did. His usual soft breath left his throat when she pulled away to leave a trail of kisses down his jaw and…further down. What exactly was her plan? And why the Hell was it feeling so nice when she was starting her work at his nipple? Without any warning, a rather uncontrolled flush of goosebumps rushed over the whole of his body. Was this some kind of sweet spot for him? Was this even a normal reaction? Did he even care? With her already and him about to be naked, he couldn’t bring himself to care enough to find answers to these questions. Clouded by pleasure, his mind barely recognized her smirk until her lips connected with his stomach. His hands were now barely touching her shoulders and eventually rested by his side. To this point still, Caleb had a bare minimum of knowledge of what exactly was going on and an equal bare minimum of fucks to give.

Whatever she did, she knew exactly how good it made him feel and to be frank, they were quite similar in a way. Just that he didn’t do what he did to please people but rather the complete opposite. He could sense her head and especially her lips inching closer to his erection with every passing second and he slowly started to understand why she put the condom away for now. Classic Jinhee, she would never let him experience anything but the best she could offer. And for a second, he wished he could give back to her in a way but both knew that it was highly unlikely. This was certainly an activity Jinhee ruled over him. “I don’t want you to stop…” possibly ever. He arched a brow as he offered her another small smirk and lifted his hips up enough to let her slide his pants off. No second-guessing, no hesitation, not a single thought of wanting her to stop. It felt weird to have somebody remove his pants for him – even more so with his underwear – but considering her hand on his apparent erection, he didn’t have the mind to grasp the concept of their shared actions. As far as he could remember it’s been almost over a decade since anything ever came close to the area except for maybe a bat or a foot in an attempt to hurt him in any way. It hurt – quite a lot actually – but he wouldn’t be where he was now if he couldn’t mask it long enough to keep his face. He did touch himself once or twice in his life when he was younger, thinking that maybe the life of a criminal wasn’t the path he wanted to go, thinking that he didn’t want to be the illusion of the Hellion the immortal. But that was then, while he was just a normal teenage boy who was trying his best working all kinds of jobs to keep his brother and himself alive. Then when he still thought that working a real and fair job was the best he could do. Then when he was still young and naïve and stupid. His eyes closed in what he assumed was either pleasure or anticipation. Clearly, he’d been wrong mere minutes ago when he thought that kissing her was the most pleasing experience on earth because now with her hand gently moving up and down, it was…indescribable. Even more so when her lips touched his length. Lest it was just for a bare second, it was an incredible feeling. Lips, of all things, never came close to that area of his body. If he already hated that pathetic whimper that left his throat when they broke their kiss, he definitely couldn’t stand the even softer sound he uttered when her lips departed from his length. What the hell was wrong with him? Clearing his throat in a rather unsuccessful attempt to mask it, he offered her a simple nod in answer. “No, it’s good. Go on…” And Saints, she did. Drawing in a sharp breath, his eyes closed again as his eyebrows furrowed when she let her tongue circle over his tip. It was so gentle and sweet – she was teasing him and if it wouldn’t feel so damn good, he would’ve thought of revenge on his part. “….fuck…”

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Jinhee:

｡:゜☆｡ ･ﾟﾟ･｡. LOYALTY was definitely one of the traits that Jinhee had, it’s also something that she looked for in her friendships. It’s either they’re loyal to her or not at all. She had no time for pretending and for people that were eventually just going to stab her in the back. It seemed that she had a special eye for seeing through people who were backstabbing her, very much unlike her youngest sister who let people push her around and betray her. If not for her sister stopping her, she would have had taught those people a lesson by breaking some of their bones. That was how much Jinhee treasured the people that were loyal to her. And that same kind of loyalty and trust were what she saw in Caleb, perhaps in the beginning it was quite hard to trust him due to the brooding sense of mystery that was surrounding his every being but through it all, Jinhee was definitely sure now that he was one of the people she trusted the most. Her loyalty also lied with him.

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His outer appearance was just a couple of notches shy of matching his even darker personality. Caleb knew that. Despite his best efforts to equate his looks to the sinister thoughts racing through his head, the Hellion looked frightening enough yet wasn’t completely satisfied by the level of lunacy reflecting in his eyes. Still, even though he looked like he could kill with a mere touch and had the lethal reputation everyone was intimidated of, Jinhee didn’t seem to care. She never did. Without any hint of prejudices or any warning from either side she became a dear friend of his. Whether she was too open-minded for her own good or naïve, he never figured out but whatever it was Caleb prayed to all Saints that it would fade away soon enough. And no matter how often the Hellion told himself that his way of thinking was rather practical than selfish, he knew that it wasn’t about him wanting to protect her from other people like him; potentially worse people than him. It was because he didn’t want her to forget about him. As cheesy as it might sound – and he hated how cheap it sounded – but Jinhee was one of the people he could be somebody else with. Not the kind of deadly man he was known for but rather a much nicer, calmer kind of persona.

She was trustworthy – enough for him to trust her with his life. So he didn’t doubt for a second that she’d keep this night a secret to even her siblings – not that he’d care much if they’d know but it’d be better to be safe than sorry. Caleb couldn’t trust any of his crew members – not even Cairo – with a confidential like this. While he knew his brother didn’t mean to, he had a loose lip after a drink or four. And the others; well, anybody could be a rat. One of the reasons why he wouldn’t want her to leave in the middle of the night but rather ask her to stay with him at least to the morning. The risk of his lookouts seeing her and eventually kidnapping her for spying was too high – their secret night would cease to be secret in a snap of a finger. While he could very well explain how she had to spend the night on his couch, it would be a trickier challenge to explain her leaving just before dawn. What other reason would there be to be up this early, anyways? Then again, he could find a plausible excuse if that was what she truly desired. She didn’t have to stay. She didn’t have to do anything. It was part of the whole concept of no metaphorical strings attached, wasn’t it? Besides, with just a night to spare to experience such one-time event so why not try to get everything out of it?

Jinhee was so damn good at what she was doing. Almost too good for him. Knowing that there was still a lot to come and a lot to experience left, Cal could barely imagine the pleasure he’d feel at the end of the night. Kissing her already felt amazing so how would the notorious feeling of having sex made him feel? Or whatever she was planning to do right now? To be frank, Caleb usually wasn’t quite fond of being useless. Then again, who would be? The Hellion was used to being in control in each and every situation he’d ever been in but now, well now Jinhee lead the parade. With every kiss and every pull-back the need of reconnecting their lips again grew stronger. A dangerous game considering how dependent he was growing to her in the course of the night. He was Caleb, he shouldn’t depend on anybody. He simply couldn’t allow himself to do so. Just for tonight. Again, the same thought that ran through his head from the very beginning. A repetitive excuse to enjoy the moment he was in and the pleasure he was receiving. Without much of a word and more of a smirk, his hands merely found their way to her hips before his fingers slipped beneath the light fabric of her undergarment on their way down. His fingers ghosted over every bit of her skin as he slid her underwear off, bumping ever so lightly over her personal set of scars. If they inflicted any pain on her, she was an expert at hiding it as Caleb didn’t exactly hesitate to undress her. Who knew she’d be even more beautiful naked than with clothes? His eyes scanned her from head to toe and he couldn’t help but smirk in an almost cocky manner. To think that he had the privilege of letting himself indulge in such endeavor was freeing and somewhat….buoyant. It didn’t take long for him to rid her of the last piece of clothing she wore and merely throw it away. He didn’t know where to and he honestly couldn’t care any less. With one of his hands holding her firm by her waist and his other sliding all the way up to her breast, he had to admit he was quite fascinated by her naked form. Caleb has seen naked women before, for many and vastly different reasons every time but he’d never been in a situation like this and more importantly, he’d never seen her naked. Yet, as much as his rational side hated to admit it, he really enjoyed the sight. And the feeling. “Well,” with a brief glance down, he merely offered her a small smirk as he looked at her “you’re naked and I’m still wearing pants. You’re clearly doing something wrong, teach.” He knew his usual, sarcastic, mischievous self couldn’t contain itself any longer as he spoke. As timid and careful as he was mere moments ago, he was still Hwang Caleb. And that guy certainly was never short of derisive words.

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Jinhee:

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In an ideal world, Caleb wouldn’t have to do what he’s doing. He wouldn’t have to kill, to trick or to steal. The scars on his torso would be nonexistent and he could trust people without second-guessing himself with every step he’d take. But the world – at least the one they were living in – wasn’t ideal. Not even slightly. People were sick, physically and mentally. Killed without a reason for a deity that doesn’t exist and soaked in blood of friends and family – innocents who died several kinds of ways. This was the world they were living in and it was treacherous, dark and cunning. Caleb wasn’t naïve enough to believe in the good. He was strictly realistic and he knew that people like him could never trust anybody easily. They never could. Jinhee – while visibly open and extroverted – seemed more of an optimistic person to him. She carried herself in a happy and open manner – something he couldn’t help but envy at times – but she still seemed cautious to him. She would be too smart to do otherwise. Or at least that’s what his intuition told him.

For a fraction of a second a thought shot through his head as she stood in front of him. Has he ever really smiled in front of her? He didn’t. He knew he didn’t. Caleb barely smiled in front of his own brother if he didn’t have to, no matter the situation. His personality in addition to the situations he was in at all times didn’t allow him to. Caleb wasn’t wicked or insane – he couldn’t keep a smile while doing his job. Gruesome wasn’t exactly part of his favorite description. But this, this was different. This wasn’t a job nor was anything of it forced. It was an act of friendship from her part and an act of trust from his. He could trust Jinhee with his life. More importantly, he could trust her with Cairo’s life – something far more important to him. Not because he was naïve or because his mind was clouded by any kind of pheromone but rather because she proved her loyalty to him – and more importantly to herself – more than once. She would never betray him to harm him. Not in this life, not in the next. And if she would, he thought, there wouldn’t be a single soul to trust on earth left.

His eyes caught a glimpse of her hand as she placed the condom away, adding to his confusion even more. What exactly was she going to do to him? As good as it might feel, there was nervousness pooling in his guts. Caleb never got nervous. So why now? Maybe because this whole night was completely out of his spectrum of comfort, yet so pleasant it confused him? Or because he was completely clueless about what to expect from either of them? Or because he was lying down half-naked with a nearly naked gorgeous girl sitting atop of him about to do whatever she wanted with him for a promise of pleasure? Maybe… “Trust me, I’d forget my own name before I forget this night.” Even if he’d try, Cal would never forget about what was happening in this exact night – even if he’d try. The image of her sitting atop of his lap, their bodies close enough to become one and their lips locked in a passionate kiss, was marked somewhere in the back of his mind. He would never neglect the memory of this particular night. Yet, he anticipated whatever was coming next. His lips curved into a small smile for a split second before his lips met hers again. A mix of warmth and familiarity flushed him when they kissed again. No matter how often they started doing so, it always felt like a first. It was still pleasant, still exciting and most importantly still arousing. His hands instinctively moved upwards to her waist to steady her atop of him, longing to pull her closer in an attempt to minimize the gap between them. Yet, he decided to hold still and wait for her to act. Unlike him, Jinhee obviously had a plan and full knowledge of what was to happen. And to be frank, it felt nice for once to not be the one to think of everything. Just like before, a soft sigh emitted from the Hellion when their kiss broke      like a ritual to show her how little he was enjoying the lack of her lips on his     but he merely looked at her in an expectant manner. His eyes fell upon her shoulder as she bared it of the last piece of fabric holding onto it before she did the same on the other side. Caleb has seen naked women before      voluntarily or not      but it would always be a vastly different scenario. Never something remotely close to this     never in a sweet and completely optional manner. Some where paid or forced to be naked, some were stripped of their privileges for psychical torture, some just wanted to do what Jinhee was doing just now (inefficiently, of course). “No, I didn’t.” Caleb wasn’t used to being tender anybody but he tried     oh he tried     to do his very best at showing his affection towards their actions by carefully sliding his hands up her firm body to her breasts. It was a swift touch yet it was fully and utterly intentional. With little hesitation, his fingers held onto the clasp of her bra     he couldn’t completely comprehend why it was constructed in a rather complicated way that’d require two hands but he decided to simply ignore it. Nonetheless, he withdrew his hands from the fabric before he cupped her chin again to pull her into a spontaneous kiss before they slid back to their place. Looking at her from this angle, the lack of kisses between them actually bugged him      not exactly surprising in this situation but yet quite strange considering his usual being. It took him a fair amount of time until he could fully open it     he blamed the haziness from the kiss in a grasp for excuses      but he was quite satisfied with himself for doing it. And damn, was the primitive part of his mind satisfied with the situation. Holding onto the straps, his fingers brushed against her skin as he slid the subordinate piece down her arms in an attempt to forget it ever existed. 

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Jinhee:

｡:゜☆｡ ･ﾟﾟ･｡. HIS KISSES ARE STARTING TO FEEL LIKE FIRE against her lips  in the best way. She feels a little lightheaded as she feels herself melt against him—Jinhee has always liked kissing. They make her feel really nice and really fuzzy if done right but she doesn’t expect Caleb to make her feel somewhat dizzy. From the time they started locking lips just moments ago, he definitely has improved and she can definitely name some people he’s better than at this. As much as she’s really enjoying every moment that they feel soSO close to each other, Jinhee doesn’t want to enjoy it too much. She doesn’t want to get too lost in her pleasure that her hormones cloud her mind. From her experience, Jinhee alwayscomes back to wanting more of the things she enjoys and she knows that this night is something that she cannot return to anymore once the sun has risen. This side of Caleb isonly out here for the night, she might as well savor every moment and etch this night into her memory. This kind of Caleb, this kind of proximity between their friendship is something that Jinhee CANNOT come back to. But she doesn’t really find herself minding the fact that they’re going back to the friendship they’ve established before this night. The only thing changing anyway is the fact that they’ve both seen each other naked, right?

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Caleb knew – oh, he knew only too well – that if anybody would ever find out about this night, they wouldn’t believe either of them anyways. Accusations and rumors about him drugging or raping her would probably surface and as little as he cared about his image, he didn’t exactly want Jinhee or her siblings to have to walk along the streets with a burden like that. People – whether they knew her or not – would look at her in a sympathetic manner. If they were to be especially cruel even arrogant. While Jinhee didn’t seem to be someone to care much about other’s opinion about her either way, yet was the kind of person to care too much about her siblings to let anything like that happen to them. He would feel the same anger, would anybody hurt Cairo – not that his brother would ever care about other people in general. Society would look down upon the two of them and people would use her as a trigger for him. A dangerous game. Nevertheless, Cal could bet his head on the fact that Jinhee would never tell anybody about it and neither would he. The night was too precious to be shared with somebody else. And albeit people would rather believe her than him ever,he knew that this kind of story was too incredulous to be true.

Watching realization hit her that he would be the last person to ever have any kind of protection, Caleb couldn’t help but chuckle softly. Maybe it was her laugh that was so addictive or maybe because she understood how weird that inquiry must have sounded in lights of current events but Caleb couldn’t help but feel amused about the situation they were in. It felt incredible for him to feel her nuzzle the crook of his neck when she laughed – he’s never let anybody near that area – as if they’ve done it thousands of times. As if they could trust each other without any hint of hesitation. An incredible development, considering Cal never trusted anybody in the first place. Smiling back at her, his grip on her soon loosened when he noticed how she was trying to get up once more. For a second, he actually felt like praying to any guardian of his for her to have some protection somewhere – he certainly didn’t feel like sneaking around in Cai’s room to get them out of his drawer. A very humiliating fact Caleb knew about his crew member but it wasn’t like Cairo ever had any secrets to anybody to begin with. His lips curved into another small smile when she left a soft kiss on his cheek right before she got off his lap once more. Her actions were arousing and pleasant in one moment, yet sweet and endearing the next – he didn’t exactly know how to behave in a situation like that. He watched Jinhee walk over to her bag, now fully taking in her beauty. There wasn’t any part of her that wasn’t completely gorgeous in his eyes, yet nothing nearly as perfect as the bruises on her legs. While Caleb wasn’t exactly sure how she’d feel about his own scars but he couldn’t help but really like seeing hers. They were cute imperfections, he didn’t know she had – not that he thought she was perfect in the first place but rather because this moment was way too overwhelming for him to progress fully. Women, he figured tonight, were far more powerful than even the strongest men. Whether it was their useless brains or their need for some kind of superiority or their desire to please whatever was between their legs, he wasn’t sure. But there was definitely something about women that made men weaker, stupider and softer – not that it was particularly a bad thing with most men he knew. Yet Caleb knew he had to be more cautious around them. Women were sly creatures – their brains working differently than most men’s. Why? He didn’t exactly understand – he merely assumed it was a feature of evolution – but at the same time he didn’t work enough with them to find out.

He must’ve spaced out for a second because he barely noticed her checking her bag and instead just paid attention to the sway of her hips when she walked back. Almost ready to open his arms again in an inaudible invitation for her to sit on his lap, he was visibly confused when she merely looked at him in a rather sly manner. What was her plan? With a skeptic expression on his visage, Caleb – for the first time in a while – looked visibly confused. Not because he didn’t trust her or because he wouldn’t want to do whatever she wanted but rather because her sly expression in combination with her request somehow threw him off-guard. It confused him even more when innocent features graced her face. What in Hell’s name was her plan?  Nevertheless, Caleb shifted his weight over and lied down on his back. His eyes never left hers, even for a second. They weren’t cold or judging but rather soft and trusting. She could use it against him and slit his throat open while he was half-naked and without armor – many women would do so in her situation –but something told him that Jinhee wouldn’t even do such thing for any money. “What’s your plan, Jinhee?”  With a small smirk, he arched a brow as he propped his elbows up to get a better look at her. “Better than the things we did just now?”

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Jinhee:

｡:゜☆｡ ･ﾟﾟ･｡. JINHEE KNOWS that there are people who tremble in fear whenever they hear Caleb’s name, or even if they see a glimpse of his shadow coming near but to her, she’s just Caleb. As far as she knows, Caleb’s hands are not the cleanest but none of the word of mouth that goes around everywhere regarding him being… what is that they call him? The Hellion is enough to make her fear him. To her, there is really nothing terrifying about him, or at least in her point of view. For her, he is a friend that is very dear to her, a friend who has the same mindset as she does when it comes to some things but definitely not everything, he is someone he sees as nothing more or lessthan a human. Despite his oddities that Jinhee will never understand, she truly and utterly respects his decisions in life. Let people live is her motto. So she doesn’t understand why there have been some people wondering how they came to be friends, or how she has stuck around him this long, but if they only know Caleb like how she knows him, they too will probably think the same thing as she is thinking about him. Especially at this moment right now, Caleb is nothing but sweet and gentle as he holds her in his arms. Then again, people will never know this side of Caleb.

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People were prone to talking about others. It was in their nature. A petty attempt to keep the social standard out of reach for their pathetic grasps. Fortunately, Caleb had never been one to mind what people talked about him. They said he was a monster, he’d killed innocents and collected their hearts in hope to fill his own. Nothing they said was exactly true – most of it was exaggerated – but who were they to judge? When people believe you’re a monster, you don’t have to do every little monstrous thing. He couldn’t prove them all wrong, anyways, so why fight it? Jinhee – if she heard of the stories surrounding him – didn’t seem to believe them. She was loyal. Not to him, nor to society but to herself. A trait he fancied most. She was passionate about her beliefs, knew exactly what she wanted and yet cared enough for her family, friends and acquaintances to take time out of her personal life to help. If Caleb was God’s bastard, Jinhee would be God’s first angel. Not that she gave off the impression of being incredibly religious, anyways.

Another shaky but soft breath left his lips when she started massaging the back of h is head. He never let people close enough to touch him anywhere near his head – or any other part of his body, really – but , damn, this felt extremely relaxing. Out of caution and a hint of paranoia, Caleb was too closed up to get any type of massage or anything remotely stress relieving. Maybe it was because it was Jinhee or maybe it was because his mind was too clouded to think straight but the Hellion soon found himself enjoying the motion. Letting her pull him more into the kiss, he deepened it even more – if that was even humanly possible. They were close enough to become one, yet still missed a crucial step to be fully connected. Although Caleb wasn’t exactly experienced in the field like she was, he wasn’t an idiot. In fact, despite the fact that he was rumored to never have finished school (some people claimed he was a troublemaker in their class which was wrong for the most part), he was still curious. Granted, he probably couldn’t do his taxes or talk about every religious cult like pupils were taught in school but he was a master in human’s anatomy and knew everything about politics and chemicals. Books were his teachers and his foes were his motivation to learn more. He wouldn’t have pulled off, let alone think of, the plans he did. He wouldn’t be one of the most feared men around, if he’d be an airhead. He wouldn’t be Caleb if he would be stupid.

His lap felt weirdly cold and empty when she stood up to get out of her pants and he was almost disappointed about the lack of contact they were having. Caleb knew that his conscience, wouldn’t it be dusky by pleasure, would probably just shake its head in disappointment in this kind of development. Yet, he already agreed to be normal for the night. With cautious fingers on the upper hem of his shirt, he was cut short of pulling his shirt up in one swift motion at the sight of her hips moving from side to side. Jinhee looked so elegant trying to get out of her pants and he couldn’t help but watch her with admiration and arousal. How did she manage to be so damn sexy at whatever she did? He might never figure out. His eyes were glued to her hips as they swayed from left to right and back as she tried to wiggle her way out of the fabric. And then there they were. Bruises. All over her thighs. Painting a picture of agony, hard work and determination. Despite his relief about the fact that he wasn’t the only one with marks over his body, he couldn’t help but feel worry build up and a question in the back of his head echo louder with each second. Who did this? Only a mere demand would suffice for him to kill whoever did this to her with an ill intention. Not because they were in a situation like that nor because he wanted t blindly murder but rather out of protection and care of a friend of his. Caleb would never admit to such nonsense – not even to himself – but he somehow cared for her. Not because she couldn’t take care of herself well enough or because he feared for her family but rather because she was a dear friend he wouldn’t want to worry about. Loyalty was definitely a trait they shared. Adoration mirrored in his eyes as he eventually looked up to her face and pulled his shirt up, revealing his bare torso. Caleb didn’t work out the traditional way in the gym or with friends. Much rather he trained himself in the art of fighting, strategy and endurance. It was only natural for him to be rather toned despite the fact that he was more of a thinker than a fighter. With a small smile, his arms wrapped around her thin, naked waist again, almost in a hug, when she sat down on his lap again. Looking down to her hands, he couldn’t help but notice how tight his pants were fitting now around the crotch area and how she was trying to unbuckle his belt. With a small smirk, he brought a hand down to help her open it and pull down his pants as much as the bed allowed him to before he arched a brow at her question. No. Of course he didn’t. Both of them already settled on the fact that he never even had his first kiss, let alone ever had sex before. Yet, in the heat of the moment, he didn’t even manage to consider protection. Caleb knew that more or less every member of his crew had some stacked somewhere – he figured that much – but he wasn’t exactly ecstatic about asking them for one. Then again, he wouldn’t want to risk anything either – the last thing Caleb wanted was to ruin both of their futures with a child. Biting back a curse, he let out a soft sigh before he shook his head. “Uh..no. I don’t…Do you, by any chance, have some?”If there was any god looking down on their bastard, he merely hoped they’d grant him this one night of new experiences and let Jinhee have one.  

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Replies and starters are coming tomorrow. Sorry for the delay but my weekend’s been packed. Find me on discord (rxttvn#0479)

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Starter Call

I’m going to make this simple so please like this post if you’d like a starter with Cairo.

I’m going to be busy the rest of the day and probably tomorrow too but I’m constantly doing replies at work and I need something to fill my time...

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Starter Call

I’m going to make this simple so please like this post if you’d like a starter with Caleb. 

I’m going to be busy the rest of the day and probably tomorrow too but I’m constantly doing replies at work and I need something to fill my time...

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When you get this, please respond with five things that make you happy. Then send to the last ten people in your notifications anonymously!

Caleb:

Silence

Revenge

A successful plan

Cairo (sometimes)

Discovering new places that could be significant for other raids.

Cairo:

Good music

Food

A good amount of his crew members

Making Caleb laugh

Winning a fight

OOC:

Music

Food

Getting messages like these

Sleep

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Jinhee:

｡:゜☆｡ ･ﾟﾟ･｡. AS FAR AS JINHEE CAN REMEMBER, there isn’t really an instantaneousclick that happened between the two of them during the event of their first meeting. Rather, the development of the most unlikely friendship she’s been in is gradual, as it takes time to befriend Caleb and get how his mind and his vibe work. And being Jinhee—literally the mostextroverted person in the entire planet, and the person who makes becoming friends easy, manages to slightly pry away the exterior walls and befriend him.  She’s glad she decided to befriend him—with how tonight’s event is slowly unfolding, it almost seems to her that she’s b r o k e n down every wall he’s ever built as he lets her be this close to him. She has always known him to be a guarded person, never for one second letting himself be defenseless or be at a disadvantage but as she sits on his lap and move against his hips, she cannot help but think that this is the most defenseless and unguarded she’s seen Caleb become. It makes her feel some kind of way that she really cannot pinpoint. Not that she’ll ever admit to him that allowing himself to be like this in front of Jinhee is really making her feel something.

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He bit the corner of his lip out of habit in an attempt to keep any potentially escaping sounds at bay. The least favorable scenario – although plausible and possible – would be one of his crew members storming in, thinking that he was in trouble or the likes. Whether or not the door was locked was another question. They were like family to each other. A messy, fucked up, scaring family who bonded together over the fact that they respected Caleb just as much as they were scared of him. At least together they could be slightly less scared of him. Yet their respect and curiosity could lead them up at some point – any voice eliciting from their leader’s throat making it just more and more suspicious. He wanted to reunite their lips again, trying out every trick she’d showed him and just feel alive for the first time in forever. Instead, he showed patience again. As addictive and arousing as her actions were, Caleb didn’t want to rush anything. He wanted the full experience, nevermind the duration. While on one hand his body was telling him to speed up, greedy for her touch and shared pleasure; on the other he wanted to enjoy every moment of it. They still had more than enough time until dawn would break and both had to be their usual selves again. So just for one night, he wanted to use his gift of patience to relish in each and every second of it.

He knew Jinhee to be tough and strong, traits he personally preferred over anything else. And yet, he couldn’t help but wonder; where and how did she learn to be so gentle? She made him feel comfortable and human while other people – people who knew him longer and better than her – never even had a fraction of the same effect on him. None of his crew members, his informants or people he considered his friends affected him in any kind of way like she did. While he managed to be comfortable around them, they still feared him enough to turn it into devotion – making him a godless creature to them that couldn’t be touched. The other way around were simply people who looked down on him, pretending to think of him as a low human being. Yet, Caleb never stuck around long enough to feel comfortable with them. Quite the contrary to be exact, he was even more alert of his words, his gestures and his expressions – rigid, almost if you will. While Jinhee never saw him as a lower being than herself, she never put her on a pedestal either. She was smart enough to understand that he was just a normal man who worked in an ungodly environment. She was good-hearted enough to look past his flawed actions. He wasn’t a god or a bastard or a monster or not even the Hellion, to her. He was Caleb. Tough, strong and level-headed and maybe after this night gentle.

Tearing his eyes from her body, his lips instinctively stretched into a small – almost innocent-looking – smile before a low chuckle emitted from his lips at her joke. “I wouldn’t even think of it.” He barely had time to finish his addition to her antic before her lips crashed upon his again and his eyes shut close at the sensation. What was it about her lips that made them so soothing? Addictive, almost. Kissing her back in a rather passionate manner – or at least that’s what he was trying to convey to her – his arms held her close to him yet steady while they slid down to the hem of her pants. After a short skim over the top of it, he let his hands rest atop of the button, his eyes too busy being closed while his lips interacted with hers. However, he didn’t need to see it to open it in a matter of seconds before he held onto the fabric firmly. To steady her and to inaudibly signal her that he wanted to get rid of it. His lips left hers for a second and continued to wander further down towards her jaw, then her neck over her shoulder and back to the upper part of her collarbone, leaving sweet kisses like a trail. “Take them off.” Caleb’s voice was low and almost controlling yet – and he was sure it was an effect of the pleasure – sounded like a request all the same. He knew only too well that it was his turn soon, to get undressed as well baring ugly scars and rough skin in the process. While some were visibly operative and accurate, others were messy and evidently made to hurt him. Some transitioned in his legs, forming grotesque images on his skin. Concentrating on her collarbone, he let his lips trail back up to her neck not long after and eventually back to her lips for yet another second. He only broke the kiss once more to lean back to allow himself some room to take his shirt off – it was getting way too hot in the room to still be wearing any clothes. Though, that might’ve been a trick his mind was playing on him. Judgment was merely a word for him now that his brain was blurred by pleasure and arousal.