DIVA

Ryan Fabray-Lynn Mother | Submissive | Diva

[ryan-fabray-lynn]

futurelisette‌:

It was so good to see you again - and I really hope we can make it happen again sometime!  Take care of yourself!

It was certainly good to see you as well, sweetheart. Be sure to keep in touch, yes?

[ryan-fabray-lynn]

futurefabray‌:

PRIVATE

I don’t think there’s any harm in a good cry right now, Ry.  I’ll be havin’ a few myself over the next little while.  I do know that, and it means the world.

PRIVATE

Let’s not go so long without seeing each other again, yeah? 

[ryan-fabray-lynn]

As stressful and tiring as this trip was, I will say that it was worth it. If only for the tiny bit of nostalgia and the opportunity to meet up with old acquaintances and friends. I hope y’all found it worthwhile as well. Until next time, Lima.

[ryan-fabray-lynn]

futurefabray‌:

PRIVATE

I hope ya remember that promise, because I’m gonna be asking y’all for them a lot over the next little while.  If I’m even half the mom you are, Ry, that’s all I want.  And thank y’all.  I love you.

PRIVATE

I meant what I said, as many times as ya need. It’s like y’all are tryin’ to make me cry. You know how emotional I am when pregnant. Fuck y’all. But I love ya too. You know I do. 

[ryan-fabray-lynn]

futurelisette‌:

That’s a few days ago!  You should try and figure out a way to get back to one soon, there’s nothing better than eating at a place on the water and just relaxing.

You’re absolutely right. It was a million years ago, but the best vacations were always the ones on the beach. I was just telling Sam how we need to make that our next vacation instead of lame ass Lima. 

@futurelisette​

[ryan-fabray-lynn]

F2F | Rynate

[ryan-fabray-lynn]

goldmedalxlynn‌:

“I get that,” he agreed, “And I think it’ll take some gettin’ used to. But I have a feelin’ it’ll all work out faster than it seems right now. Honestly, I think it might be fun to do all the fun stuff and not hold the main responsibility. We can get Sam back for all those tootsie rolls he gives Ryley when he thinks I’m not lookin’,” he chuckled against Ryan’s ear.

Sometimes when Ryan thought about it, it still felt too good to be true. Them making this big family work and to really be this happy, she didn’t think it would happen. Not only did they all get along, the love they all shared for each other was overwhelming and it wasn’t until she experienced that love that she realized the potential a family unit could have. It was why she was able to regress and trust Nate and his current words. “That’s true,” she agreed. “It’s our turn to spoil. Though I feel as though if I soften for them, they’ll be even more spoiled than Ryley already is,” she joked. There was a jolt within her and she pulled Nate’s hands to rest on her stomach. “One of them kicked. Did you feel it?” 

[ryan-fabray-lynn]

Alumni Dinner

[ryan-fabray-lynn]

rosesandviolins‌:

Morgan nodded with a smile, though she couldn’t help but think how she would feel once her own little monsters were actually here. “Oh New York,” she smiled, “That must be so lovely.” Ryan’s life certainly seemed to be full of excitement and travel. “Well, Mistress and I made our way to London where I play violin in the London Philharmonic and Mistress writes and produces music. It’s honestly a quiet little life and I didn’t think I would ever enjoy it as much as I do. She’s pregnant now and we just found out it’s twins before we came,” she smiled brightly.

“New York is beautiful and busy and the music community there is honestly the most exciting in the entire world. In my opinion at least.” Ryan always preferred the warm weather and there were times she hated New York with a passion when they were in the dead of winter, but all of the good things always outweighed the bad. “Yes, I did hear that you were playing in London. It’s a shame we never played together professionally. Though I an hoping to do a run in Paris in the future so perhaps it’s still possible.” She couldn’t help but feel excitement for what was to come in the future for Morgan. “Well congratulations on the twins, it’s an exciting time, isn’t it?”

[ryan-fabray-lynn]

smythexxandxxsmythe‌:

Thank you, Ryan. You look really well. The pregnancy looks wonderful on you. Are you doing okay? Why didn’t you come out?

That’s sweet of y’all to say, Shea. Oh, I’m more than alright, I was just tired from staying out so late last night. So I just stayed in again today. Got some use out of the hot tub in the hotel. 

[ryan-fabray-lynn]

futurelisette‌:

Honestly, I think the only thing I really miss is the Shore.  Boston’s got one but it’s just not the same as being home, you know?  But I figure if that’s my biggest complaint I’m doing pretty well.

Oh I can relate to that completely. I love New York but nothing will ever miss the shores of the Gulf. I think the last time I went to a proper beach was when we were in L.A. in 2028. 

[ryan-fabray-lynn]

Texts Messages | The Gang

[ryan-fabray-lynn]

buckwildeevansfw‌:

Text: Of course.  I’ll even sit behind you so you can use me as a backrests to get them into the right spots.

Text: You’re absolutely perfect, Buck. Thank you.

[ryan-fabray-lynn]

futurejeffsubling‌:

Which is good, because I think Jo gets tired of all the dance performances that I drag her to whenever we visit.

Let’s plan for something then once we’re all back in our respective places. 

[ryan-fabray-lynn]

Alumni Dinner

[ryan-fabray-lynn]

rosesandviolins‌:

“Oh lord, is that what I have to look forward to?” Morgan chuckled, “I’ve seen her running around though, and she’s beautiful, Ryan. Where did you guys all end up?”

Ryan chuckled as she nodded. “From what I’ve seen, kids rarely like to stay kids. It’s human nature I suppose.” She couldn’t help but smile at the compliment. Like her little monster, she also enjoyed the attention Ryley was getting. Because it meant that they were doing something right. “Thank you, Morgan. Well, as soon as we graduated, we went up to New York and never left. Though we did spend some time in Paris then in L.A. for the olympic games.” She pressed her hand to the bottom of her stomach and looked around at the crowd of people. “How about y’all?”

[ryan-fabray-lynn]

F2F | Rynate

[ryan-fabray-lynn]

goldmedalxlynn‌:

He just sat quiet a moment, just letting Ryan collect her thoughts as he kept her close. “They say every pregnancy is different,” he said, “and this time there’s two of ‘em in there. That’s gotta be a drain on your energy.” He kept his fingers and his hands running over her skin and letting the water drip over her. “You’re doin’ great, Dove. I’m so proud of ya.”

Ryan just nodded and leaned her head back on his shoulder,  letting herself relax in his embrace. Everything he said made sense and it seemed as though she just needed the reminder. “Thank ya, Master.” She’d come so far and while she wasn’t sure she would make a good mother, every day with Ryley only proved that she could do this for their extended family. “I think I’m I’m going to have a hard time at first, relinquishing my control over these kiddos once they’re born. Like it’s a fine line between surrogate and mother.”

[ryan-fabray-lynn]

futurefabray‌:

PRIVATE

Quite a few, I guess.  But I think I’ve got it through my head now, at least until the next time I start overthinkin’ things.  You’re damn right we’re not, not ever.  I’m nervous, I’m not gonna lie, but I think I can do this.  No talkin’ about it with anyone else yet, though, not until we officially make a decision on this.

PRIVATE

Well, however many more reminder ya need, I’ll give them to y’all. I know y’all can do this.You’re gonna be an amazing mother, Jo. And until you’re ready to tell people, my lips are sealed. 

[ryan-fabray-lynn]

Instagram would have called this ‘the mom’ look.

[ryan-fabray-lynn]

smythexxandxxsmythe‌:

Last night was more fun than I thought it’d be, but it was lovely to get an excuse to wear that dress I had on. Daddy bought it for me a while back and it’s definitely my favorite color to wear. Did anyone go to the campus events today?

I got a glimpse of your dress and you looked absolutely stunning, sweetheart. Unfortunately, I didn’t make it out of my hotel room today, did you attend any of them?

[ryan-fabray-lynn]

futurefabray‌:

These lips are sealed, Ry.

PRIVATE

Maybe…giving it serious consideration.  Jeff’s wanted one of our own for so long, and I’ve held back from it because…well, you know what kind of parent the last Fabray Dominant was.  Endin’ up like him scares the hell out of me.  But seeing you and Rylee again, and how much you love and take care of her…I think I’m ready.

PRIVATE

That’s excitin’, Jo. I don’t know how many times I have to tell ya that you’ ain’t gonna be nothin’ like Russell. Y’all are an amazin’ aunt to Ryley and y’all are gonna be an amazing mom. Just like Mama. Except we ain’t gonna let our kids go through what we did.