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[cherinyn]

@s–cvcn said:  “ what? ME have a crush on YOU? whaaaaaat?! haha! what? pfft … shut up!  “ 

His reaction was much brighter than she ever expected. The stuttering, the blush, the emotional outburst. The moment she got a listen to his voice and those notes, her own heart skipped a beat. Was it from adoration, or was it because she felt a rush of wanting to tease the living life out of him? It was a strange combination. She wasn’t familiar with many positive emotions. She wasn’t familiar with any softer senses besides when she was with her father, whom she loved unconditionally and wanted to protect him, but with other people? She was never too close to others, but somehow, right now, it felt different.

The way Choi behaved like this… it was fun. It was so much fun that she didn’t notice how her lips curled into a smile before she saw it herself. Yes, this group. RFA. She disliked them at first, but they were a fun bunch. They were saving her from boredom, and they were showing her so many new things just through a messenger, but now, too… so much more. These people. God damn it, they were entertaining. They brought so many things into her life during these days. How many times had she repeated this? Even her heart started to melt beneath her cynical iceberg. 

“Oh, really? Well, I like people who blush while saying that. Makes it so much better when I pick you apart,” the lady moved closer, approaching him like a lioness approached a poor defenseless lamb. There was a spark in her eyes, a smile turned into a predatory smirk as she crossed her hands under her chest. Did he like her? Or did he behave like this out of need? This stuttering, this behavior, he could be lying, but she didn’t sense it. Not yet. “I can’t shut up when you look so cute, Mr. Hacker. Did my charms work on you?”

Another step forward, Chaerin enjoyed every single second of it. The blood in her veins boiled, boredom was forgotten as she felt the rush and the playfulness take over. 

“Look at me,” the woman called out to him with a sweet note in her voice. Calling, asking for his attention, becoming sweeter than candy to lure him in. Chaerin was all too used to do that with others, using her appearance and her voice and her charms. Right now, she really wanted them to work just because it was him. “Look at me and say that with a straight face. Then, I’ll believe you. Otherwise, you have nothing to make me believe you.”

[s--cvcn]

                                                            >> ㄥ 0 ㄥ <<

                             >> 707 <<  UR SUNSHINE HAS ARRIVEDDDDDD !   

[s--cvcn]

>> Ray ;; Saeran <<

     he  doesn’t  noticed  the  steps  the  other  takes,  only  that  he  notices  that  he’s  somehow  closer  and  he  takes  weak,  shaky  steps  back,  now  being  backed  up  into  the  large  table  that  had  been  his  work  station.  his  head  felt  like  it  was  about  to  explode  and  it  only  takes  those  three  words  to  make  him  spiral.  ❛  no  no  no  no  no  no  no  ❜  he  repeats,  hoping  to  block  out  the  any  more  of  his  words.  his  lies.  ❛  no  no  no  no  no.  get  out  of  here  i  don’t  need  you!  ❜  he  shouts,  avoiding  any  sort  of  eye  contact  with  the  other.  

     while  saeran  was  supposed  to  not  exactly  exist  as  unknown  was  made  as  the  new  and  improved  saeran,  the  saeran  that  wasn’t  weak  and  would  kill  before  letting  himself  get  hurt  again;  that  didn’t  mean  he  didn’t  still  exist.  it  was  rare  that  he  was  ever  awake  and  able  to  control  his  own  body  and  any  time  he  did  get  the  chance,  he  would  hide  it  as  best  as  he  possibly  could.  pretend  that  it  was  either  unknown  or  ray.  though,  it  wouldn’t  be  long  until  savior  would  figure  it  out  and  have  him  take  the  elixir,  which  would  trigger  the  switch  to  one  of  his  other  selves  within  the  first  hour  of  taking  it.

     while  saeran  was  still  affected  by  savior’s  words  of  being  abandoned  by  his  brother  and  v,  it  didn’t  mean  he  didn’t  still  cry  for  one  of  them  to  rescue  him.  though,  he  would  always  end  up  convincing  himself  that  how  does  he  know  they  won’t  take  him  somewhere  else  and  leave  him  again?  ❛  shut  up!  i  can  get  savior  up  here  within  a  second,  so  i  suggest  you  leave.  now!  ❜

                                                        >> ㄥ 0 ㄥ <<

                         he’s running his hands through his hair now ( FRUSTRATION ) this whole thing was just as out of his control as EVERY OTHER moment in their life as a so-called family ! honestly , if he could even remember how to feel -- he would probably cry . but here he stood , the total opposite of his brother; EMPTY . barely a personality while his brother had a million to fight with every day . “ i ain’t clearing off . sorry . “ he stands in front of Saeran , hands shoved in his pockets . honestly ? he didn’t even have a PLAN of action . he was just kinda HOPING . 

                        when Saeran starts screaming , he closes his eyes . TIGHT . thin lips tighten & his jaw tenses . he let’s Saeran scream , let’s him shout ! ( he would have a lot to scream & shout about , anyway . Luciel could understand that . ) yet the threat in his brother’s words ? not enough to turn him away . ( you’re gonna have to try harder , kid . he’s here to stay . ) 

                         “ look , your jargon is something you can teach me on the WAY OUT of here . this isn’t a petty game of ‘ who-can-stand-off-the-longest .’ i really don’t have anything left to go back to if i leave without you so “ he pauses to open his eyes. ( SHRUG ) “ you’re gonna have to put up with me , brother . because i’m real & so are you. SAERAN . “

[s--cvcn]

❝ It’s about time you start realizing your past doesn’t define you as a person. If anything, it’s made you into the person you are today. No, not a bad one, don’t think that. ❞ ( Zen )

       —- Helping that troubled friend of yours! || @tclesnmirrors

                                                 “ right , sure . “

                     he’s already felt the weight in his gut SINK . it was a gross kind of feeling; that urge to sit down for a moment just to THINK . ( honestly , how could he say he was a GOOD person ? he barely got away with being a PERSON . ) plus , the past was hardly sunshine & rainbows -- so how could HE be anything but ugly ? ( inside & out . )

                   smiling, Seven gently pats Zen’s chest . & LAUGHS .

          “ you can read me like a book ! but -- i guess i got a lot more realising to do ! “ 

            ( & his smile remains . whether it true or false , he forgot a long time ago . )

[s--cvcn]

>> Zen <<

                              “ I have been. How did you know? I have an audition                                 for a tv drama later this week. ”

                    He mumbled gently with a small smile, despite his early attitude               over the phone. Zen  takes  Sevens  hand  in  his  own  and  let him               inside  the  home  before  shutting  the  door. The actor missed him.               He missed the  man  he  called  both  his best friend and boy friend.               Someone he trusted more then anyone else.

                                                         >> ㄥ 0 ㄥ <<

                         “ well , what else are you gonna get up to without the great ME around ? “

                        he accepts the hand to hold ( practically starved for touch ! he had no idea about it until now. now that he was home. safe. ) he eagerly swings their arms together at his side & kicks off his shoes to avoid messing the house up SOONER rather than later.

                        “ man , how lucky are you to have me back in time for your audition ! we can practice your lines together ! “ he squeezes Zen’s hand ( partly to remind himself that Zen was actually HERE & the other reason to encourage his wonderful boyfriend in his career ) “ imagine the fame & glory ! your face on the TV every week ! “

[s--cvcn]

>> Ray ;; Saeran <<

    something  about  this  is  off.  this  couldn’t  be  real.  how  would  he  have  gotten  in?  he’s  been  in  front  of  the  tv  camera  screens for  the  past  two  days.  there’s  no  way  he  could’ve  gotten  in.  the  thought  of  this  hallucination  of  his  brother  not  really  being  a  hallucination,  but  his  brother  in  the  same  room  with  him  is  making  him  anxious  and  lightheaded.  what  would  he  do?  what  would  be  his  plan?

    ❛  stop..  please..  just  stop..  ❜  the  room  felt  like  it  was  spinning  now  and  he  was  beginning  to  feel  nauseous.  was  that  the  elixir  or  his  anxiety?  could  be  both  for  all  he  knew.  not  that  it  really  mattered.  until  he  threw  up  at  least,  but  he  usually  felt  better  afterwards,  so  maybe  it  wouldn’t  be  such  a  bad  thing.               ❛  just  shut  up.  i’ll  stop  seeing  things  eventually  and  you’ll  vanish  just  like  you  always  do.  right?  ❜

                                                               >> ㄥ 0 ㄥ <<

                          OH , right . ( he wasn’t supposed to be HERE . he was supposed to fade away . ) God . as if he doesn’t think about fading away often enough. how easy some people get to be , huh ? now he moves closer; sod the circumstances ! he is not threatening nor invasive , just ASSERTIVE . just enough to get Saeran’s FULL attention & return him to reality ( a mission he felt like he had been on since the day their mother took her first drunker swing )

                         “ okay , listen . I AM HERE . right in front of you , as i am now . come on , Sae , you really think you have THAT good of an imagination ? the hell has that bitch been doing to you ... “ ( mind his French , but V’s so-called plans of ‘ PROTECTION ‘ seem way out of whack . )                                                                                      “ i’m not going anywhere . not this time . “

[s--cvcn]

>> Zen <<

                           Zen shook his  head  gently  before making his way                      over to his front door and opening it. He leaned against                      the door frame and waited  for  the hacker to get out of                      his car. Lord, how  long  had  it  been since he last saw                      him? They’ve both been pretty busy.

                                                          >> ㄥ 0 ㄥ <<

                     he’s quick to climb out of the car ( but ultimately DRAGS himself up the pathway to clear the space between them. ) they waited this long - what’s a few more seconds. plus , he is SO tired. ( man , you think he worked in some kind of SECRET AGENT JOB or something ) hush, hush !

                    “ i hope you’ve been signing fan mail and getting super popular while i’ve been gone ~ “ he cheers , hands in his pockets; eyelids heavy. SMILE so bright. 

[s--cvcn]

>> Ray ;; Saeran <<

    ❛  i  said  shut  up.  that  doesn’t  matter  for  me  anyway.  ❜  in  other  words  it’s  been  nearly  two  days  since  he’s  slept  and  a  day  since  he’s  eaten  or  even  at  the  very  least  had  water.  ❛  you  didn’t  talk  this  much  before.  what’s  different?  and  why  do  you  look  so  different?  ❜  

    ❛  actually,  i  don’t  want  to  know.  just  disappear  like  you  always  do.  if  i  don’t  get  this  done,  i’ll  be  in  trouble  and  you’re  the  last  person  i  need  to  be  the  reason  i  don’t  get  this  finished.  ❜

                                                                >> ㄥ 0 ㄥ <<

                    ( what a pickle ) it was hardly as though he could just LEAVE . it was probably bad enough just standing this close to begin with ! betcha getting out of this whole problem will just end in more tears & blood than he had hoped to spill . ( JEEZ , family . RIGHT ? ) “ heh , guess i do talk a lot more since THEN . you could say i’m making up for all the years i kept my mouth shut ! “ ( and he’s laughing. AGAIN. ) 

                     “ listen ... Sae , “ he shuffles his feet together , glaring daggers at his loose shoelaces - as if they would somehow help him find the words sticking to the back of his throat . he swallows, taking a cautious step forward ( even if he gets hit , at least his brother would FEEL it & REALISE that this is real . this is NOW ) “ i don’t wanna get you in trouble , but ... i can’t let you overload yourself , either. “ ( not anymore. )

[s--cvcn]

>> Zen <<

                          [ZEN] I would wonder how the hell you got there                           [ZEN] But yes, you can come over.                           [ZEN] if you keep texting and driving though                           [ZEN] I won’t let your ass inside.

                                                           >> ㄥ 0 ㄥ <<

                         if he had the time to physically dial Zen’s number just so he could SIGH down the phone , he would. ( but time was not on his side today ! ) & thus , not a peep or text was made until he rolled up outside 

             >> 707 << look out ur window              >> 707 << ur sunshine has arrived !

[s--cvcn]

>> Ray ;; Saeran <<

    his  eyes  only  lock  on  his  but  a  mere  second.  ❛  ….  shut  up..  ❜  he  just  taken  the  elixir,  it  was  only  a  matter  of  time  before  he  started  seeing  things.  the  only  difference  is  that  he  was  older  and  his  clothes  were  completely  different.  all  of  the  times  he’s  hallucinated  his  brother,  he  had  always  been  the  age  and  height  that  he  had  last  seen  him  and  he  was  always  wearing  the  same  clothes  as  the  day  he  had  left,  as  well.  why  was  this  so  different?

    ❛  you’re  distracting  me  from  my  work.  ❜

                                                                 >> ㄥ 0 ㄥ <<

                   “ ouch “ he flinches ( VISIBLY ) - but he supposed such a reaction from his little bro was something to be expected. ( honestly , this guy was like a ticking TIMEBOMB. he could blow up at any minute ! ) baby steps ... that was all he had to do. ( the great 707 can do this ! ) ... can he ? -- it always seems whenever he’s with his brother , that false facade of smiles & good thoughts just wash away. so he BREATHES , puffing out his chest whilst maintaining a respectful distance ( for both their safety )

                     “ i hope you’re not working too hard . humans need plenty of rest & self-care . “ ( HYPOCRITE )

[audiovisual-dept]

[s--cvcn]

>> Zen <<

                       [ZEN] Sometimes I wonder what you’re                                   going on about–                         [ZEN] But I should really stop questioning                                   it.                        [ZEN] Is this just your excuse to come over

                                                            >> ㄥ 0 ㄥ <<

              >> 707 << PSSHHH ! ur no fun zenny !                >> 707 << what if i was ACTUALLY lost in space ? no mercy ...

              ( he’s driving & texting at the same time. but , hey , that’s never been a problem before. he’s too HYPED for a play-date ! )

              >> 707 << so               >> 707 << is that a yes ? or ?

[s--cvcn]

                                         @frgtmenct​ ||  ♥

                                                                  >> ㄥ 0 ㄥ <<

                                  smile. ( the WORLD may as well be staring at you )                he shoves his hands in his pockets and SMILES , he does. of course he does. ( another day in paradise , right ? ) let’s be honest; if there’s nothing to smile about , we may as well all be crying ! 

                                “ it’s been a minute , RIGHT ? “ and now he’s laughing.                                                                                        “ ... it’s good to see you. “

[s--cvcn]

           &&… drop a ♥ for a starter !!

[s--cvcn]

>> Zen <<

                           [ZEN] can’t you just–                            [ZEN] message like a normal person?

                                                             >> ㄥ 0 ㄥ <<

               >> 707 << OH at last ! a response from across the stars ?                >> 707 << could it be that you are the only one left in space ?                >> 707 << like ... ME ? :0

                                ( aka , does he have permission to arrive at your doorstep in the next ten minutes ? )

[s--cvcn]

                                                              >> ㄥ 0 ㄥ <<

               >> 707 <<  calling all astronauts !                 >> 707 <<  does anyone read me ?                >> 707 <<  OVER

[s--cvcn]

                                                        @suhntaek || ♥

                                                               >> ㄥ 0 ㄥ <<

                >> 707 << testing !! TESTING !!                  >> 707 << this is LORD Seven-Oh-Seven !!                 >> 707 << pssschhoo ! coming in to landing !!

                >> 707 << ...                 >> 707 << hewwo ?