M.K.

German | 22 | Author & Creative Writer | NO LONGER ACTIVE

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Mandy K., Pen and Paper

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Mandy K., Pen and Paper

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Mandy K., Constellation of Sadness

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Mandy K., Pen and Paper

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Mandy K., Pen and Paper

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They told me to ''get a hobby'' as a form of distraction ''perhaps it'll go away'' but it never went away. It was the only thing that stayed.

M.K.

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When I look into the future, you're far away. But when I look back, I know you were here; right with me, right next to me. And we made the best out of it.

M.K. - 01/03/2019

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My soul used to be a paradise but now it's just a graveyard.

M.K. - 26/02/2019

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I want to breathe without feeling like drowning inside.

M.K. - 26/02/2019

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No matter how many people are different from the ones who hurt me in the beginning, they always turn out to be the same.

M.K. - 26/02/2019

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"The pain of yesterday is not the happiness of tomorrow. All the rain drowned the plants instead of saving them. Everything that seemed to fix you or save you destroyed you in the end."

- M.K.

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"You are not what you see in your reflection. You are a soul and a voice that deserves to be heard."

- M.K.

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"You shouldn't know this much about life, kid. You shouldn't be scared to get up in the morning. You should wake up thinking you have plenty of time left to make it in life."

You should be naive instead // M.K.

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"No one cares, I know. But for how long can I pretend that I don't care about that?"

- M.K.

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"Getting hurt by someone you love is nothing you wouldn't expect them to do - it just hurts so much because you cannot prepare for how it feels."

- M.K.

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"The first ray of sunlight after a dark winter, a child's laughter after you embarrassed yourself for them in public, your dog who couldn't wait for you to come home after a long day or nightdriving around with no destination but with the right music," She said smiling. "How about you? What makes you happy? What's worth staying alive for?" "Someone finally finding a place to call home in a world they felt so lost in. Someone finally getting the happy ending they deserved for so long. Someone finally finding the courage to go out there and start over. Or someone finally figuring out who they are being proud of themselves. I'm waiting to see all of these things happening to everyone but myself."

- M.K.

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"You always apologized for hurting me but you never made the effort to change the way you treated me."

- M.K.