THE CHOSEN ONE

i am , who i am.

[s1thcall]

welcome to 𝖘1𝖙𝖍𝖈𝖆𝖑𝖑 , an independent & private ( mutuals only ) maskless variation of darth vader ( formerly , anakin skywalker ) as conjured by solito. character takes liberal influence from mixed star wars media , gothic horror , modern slasher cinema & the military industrial complex. this variation is not canon compliant nor does it wish to be. blog is rated [ R / 18+ ] with heavy triggers present. follow at your own volition.

meet , solito. ( she/her ) , the writer behind this blog is 25+ , american , mexicana y boriqua , bilingual ( english & spanish ) , with a full time job ( often working odd hours ) & currently attending college at a delayed rate. i am willing to write in both languages if you prefer one over the other. find me on discord at so1ito.

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trigger warnings : body mutilation , post traumatic stress disorder , anxiety , body dysmorphia , depression , internalized hatred , murder , anger management problems , war & war crimes , unidentified mental illness , religious trauma , god complex , servitude , blind zealotry , gore , blood as a crutch

disclaimers : this blog is not anti-military nor will it ever be , there is obvious dangers in the military industrial complex the subject matter is nuanced and not black and white. anyone claiming to blanket statement any of this will not be tolerated on this blog. audio credit for pinned post belongs here.

notices : if you discriminate in any way against sexual orientation , gender identification , political affiliation , occupation , race , religion , or anything in general , please feel free to fuck off my blog.

please read this post prior to interacting. general role-playing etiquette rules apply. i don't believe much has to be said but in case i miss it below , don't be a dick.

i don't expect a large understanding of the extended universe nor legends to interact with this blog , me personally , haven't engaged in non cinematic star wars content since middle school. with the exception of a recent reread of rots ( novel ) i do not give a fuck if you are a day into the fandom or as knowledgeable as an encyclopedia. if you're a cool dude: let's write.

i will not interact with you if you write incest ( to include cloncest ) , or engage in any ships with underlaying tones of grooming , s.a. , etc.

look i'm a ship whore , but vader is in fact , not so. take it up with him idk. but look if we figure out a way i will adore you.

if you don't ? want me following you anymore due to my content feel free to softblock or hardblock me ! no hard feelings. you can always let me know that i'm not your cup of tea anymore and i'll happly unfollow to give you a better dashboard for your hobby experirence.

this is a hobby. and in 0 way up on my priority list ( vader is a secondary muse anyway , my primary being huck [ linked above ] ) , this blog will be slow and low activity.

mains & affiliates . @chaopavit ( old friend ) ,

[s1thcall]

getting to know you. respond to the following prompts. include as much or as little as you want; you don't have to answer them all ! tagged by. @d4gangera tagging. @galaxicide @warsavant @jedim3rc @techniiciian @cruoren & you

name / alias. solito birthday. june 9th zodiac sign. gemini height. 5'3" (american sizes only) hobbies. writing / roleplay, hiking , drawing , video games & not being at work , let me not be at work 24/7 favorite color. navy blue ( like , sailor dress blues blue ) favorite book. the book thief last show. ahsoka recent read. just finished rots novelization re-read , and just started the high republic series. sources of inspiration. various mixed media story behind url. anakin was prophesied to be the balance of the force and as such , was always called to be a sith , meant to be one.

[s1thcall]

fingers are the first , they feel it. the awakening , coursing through frozen veins caught in a world between worlds for what must have been half a century. he can feel it as if the the force itself shifts at the reintroduction of someone as powerful as he. the crushing weight of the universe is the second thing he feels , man is still , crushed by the weight of the universe around him. he can feel it at the adjustment of his leg in particular. how carefully constructed the instrument was to cause just enough pain to keep him distracted and in use of the force of at all times. could vader have changed this ? he could have , would he have changed this. no.

but yest , he feels in this awakening , a force so familiar --- like luke skywalker but , different ... angry , raw , unled. a concentration of matter so powerful it could stem from only one bloodline. and as eyes open bright and shimmering with crimson and gold , they fall on eyes that seem so familiar & yet , so far gone. it is only a boy , lost in every sense of the word. vader can feel the blade at the boys side , an ache to wield it... and then an acknowledgement ( where is his own ) ?

he steps out , realizing he's been imprisoned in carbonite. his bones feel brittle , but he is fine. and with how the force flows , it must have been years. but balance has been returned to the force at last , there is a sith , one from the true bloodline. « was this you're doing ? » his words are never fluffed , to the point and direct as he needs a basic understanding of this new world. but requires a more immediate action --- and understanding of how he's returned to it.

@galaxicide ! liked for a small starter.

[s1thcall]

small starter call.

[techniiciian]

@s1thcall asked: “Where did you get those?”

it's too late for him to hide the bruise that colors his cheek in an ugly mix of yellow and purple. if only Vader didn't chosen now, of all times, to stop by for their weekly chit chat.

"uh . . ." was is smart to lie to the the Sith Lord? no. was he going to? probably. "i fell on someone's fist?"

the sheepish smile Matt offers his boss sends a deep ache shooting through his face. hopefully his wince of pain isn't too noticeable ( it is ). at least he wasn't fully lying. that had to count for something.

[s1thcall]

to say the least , the simple amusements of life were often no longer reflected by the chaos was the sith apprentice. he had long forlorn the mere idea of keeping things somewhat in an understandable state. and as such , had no desire to commune with most people. even at times when those around him had seemed to be if vaguely interesting & ambitious to him , vader had long learned to not use them to fill any sort of false void. that was of course , until he had met matt. the radar technician aboard the death star was ---- unique.

the man had no use for someone of his caliber , not particularly. he had once been , and continued to be rather skilled in mechanics himself. giving himself various updates to his cybernetic arm & leg while still keeping pace with modern droid advancement. still , he often found time to hunt down the technician , and allow himself a moment of pause. if one could call it that , not full relaxation but --- it was remnants of a time from before.

it was of course , what drove him to curiosity upon inspecting the mans face , the scar down vader's face seemed to ache as he took it in. yellow eyes peering through the man , as if willing an answer from him to only get a nod off in response. a look of dissatisfaction falls on evidently annoyed features. the other is too kind for his own doing , as if dancing in the light was a path he was tied to. the sith did not have the same dilema. « i would prefer to know. » his voice is flat , the bruises that cover vader's own body often expertly hidden away , but he knows that the one the other has endured is a little too painful for a simple stumble ( though only an idiot would believe that excuse ).

« or are you going to deny me this ? »

[s1thcall]

anakin falls into vader because of his isolation , the fact he does not feel comfortable even suggesting to his closest friend the relationship he shares , the struggles he's having with following the current jedi understanding of their code , the hesitation he's having with certain urges. all of these things should have been topics that he should have felt comfortable speaking to obi wan about. the man was his mentor , brother figure & oldest friend. and yet he can have none of these conversations , because as obi wan is elevated to master the council becomes number one because obi wan is , a good jedi , and the fear that being a good jedi will outshine the fact that he is also a good man blinds anakin to the idea that this man would do anything to help him. that fear he shares of losing loved ones is multiplied by the loss of ahsoka from the order , his guilt in being unable to protect her & feeling of failure as a master. it grows and is nurtured by palpatine but it is his fear. he is very well aware that he is gone , all of the time , that he is not with his wife to protect her that because of some bigger picture that he does to understand he must fight in this war that the jedi have that contradict the teachings of the current jedi order that he is already struggling to understand. that he has no physical way of ensuing her safety if he is stuck far off on a distant land fighting someone elses war. and in that , his only solace --- the friendships he's formed with the clones , other jedi knights , and compatriots of the war effort are often cut short in battle. being unable to save every one and having to become numb tot he loss of friends over & over & over again. the man is alone due to building circumstances only becomes more so.

[s1thcall]

anakin is ikaris in every sense

[s1thcall]

𝐍𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐓𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐙𝐎𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐂 𝐒𝐈𝐆𝐍𝐒 .

Bold actionable & deliberate. Italics illusive but conscious. Strike secrets kept.

ARIES: tries to do everything at once , doesn’t know when to stop and take care of themselves , bends over backwards for everyone even if someone did them dirty , has entirely too much on their plate.

TAURUS: idealistic , spends a lot of time trying to impress others , doesn’t like to apologize , eating is a coping mechanism or just addictive personalities in general, a tad co-dependent.

GEMINI: the most flip floppy people ever , what’s today’s mood? , never apologizes , in denial 90% of the time , their way is the highway , desperately needs a break , they have a hard time setting goals because their goals scare them.

CANCER: the literal meaning of i’ll give you the shirt off my back , isolates themselves in fear of someone hurting them , wants to change but is scared of change , complains a lot but never takes advice people give them.

LEO: no one takes them seriously because they feel they always have to portray themselves as the fun one , is actually really sad inside , honestly needs a hug , exhausted always.

VIRGO: can dish it but can’t take it , rushes everything , anxious , plans their future but forgets to live in the moment , sometimes ignores their friends because they have so much on their mind , talks about themselves a lot and sometimes forgets to ask the other person how they are.

LIBRA: solves everyone’s problems but their own , is actually really sad and lonely , gets easily heartbroken but tries not to show it , will do anything to justify bad decisions , honestly just wants everyone to love them but doesn’t really love themselves.

SCORPIO: easily set off , will give anyone the cold shoulder at any given time even without reason , keeps a lot in , so observant that they oftentimes find out things that hurt them , too many “what ifs” swirling in their heads , has trouble showing their true self.

SAGITTARIUS: impatient , brash , commitment issues , body issues , doesn’t realize they don’t need to change for anyone , has a lot of different goals to a point where they get overwhelmed , just wants to disappear and do what they want without anyone questioning them.

CAPRICORN: scared people won’t like them unless they’re at the top of their game 24/7 , takes a lot for them to talk about their feelings , secretly struggling , fake happy , needs a plan but doesn’t know what that plan is , confident but insecure at the same time , wants to be stable but sometimes wishes they could drop everyone’s expectations of them and live normally.

AQUARIUS: gets heartbroken like 30 times a week , trust issues , can be unmotivated and disinterested , feels they have to adapt to every person they meet so they can be liked , doesn’t know how to tap into their emotions despite being very intuitive , confused , expects little.

PISCES: empathetic often to a point of no return , plays the victim , doesn’t know when to say no , cynical , hermit , is very impatient , trusts everyone too much , can be secretly very critical and judgmental , can only tolerate maybe ten minutes of social interaction , needs a lot of validation.

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[s1thcall]

was the ahsoka ending good ? yes. was i also expecting more ? yes. but did i like the way it concluded ? no. wtf. give me more i have so many questions about baylan.

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a lukewarm take, at best, of dagan gera. penned by kt.

[s1thcall]

what does your heart look like ? molten lava & charred flesh.

your heart burned so fiercely that it burnt itself out , leaving horrible scars in its wake ; scars inside your chest and on the hands of those who touched you , the hearts of anyone who got close enough to connect to yours. the person you are now is no longer recognizable , burnt up by your own anger and passion and love. the injuries can never be fully erased , but they can be soothed with time and trust and forgiveness.

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[4xeswung]

tobias, tobias, tobias - syllables have his ears ringing: a eulogy for a dead man after all of these years. how quaint. he remembers cupping a dazzling blue butterfly in the cage of his fingers, releasing it to a monument to the fallen ... a small gesture in a grander ordeal, the distinct intention of remembering someone who he had been ensnared in as a sister and a mentor. at the time, all he could think of was a handful of things; mostly a bubbling anger, and the fleeting concept that she would have much preferred purple. had the order done the same thing in his name ? had a pretty, brilliant little figment fluttered around a standing tomb in his honor ? not that it mattered; not that it would change things.

that was the nature of war, his master had once said, you can only hold the sacrifice of others in the moment - to let it consume you, rule you, was a dangerous game. perhaps she should have done more to curb his unfortunate behaviors, perhaps he should have left sooner.

yet, despite all of that creeping curiosity of legacy left by someone who shared his sharp features, cal offers no quarter. whether tobias vissic had been a man worthy of mourning was a silly construct, an emotional tie to the idea that what he'd given up had mattered in the scheme of things. but none of the sacrifice he'd endured, they'd endured, put rest to the rage of war: in fact, the holonet had painted a very different image of what he remembered from his time within the temple, serving alongside the clones. which in itself was almost funny, where others had felt the agony of the incident, he had witnessed it reported as casually as weather.

the jedi had become enemies of the republic. the deaths of so many before had meant nothing, his included, figuratively speaking. he makes no effort to step toward the other, heavy blade stained only where it had cut through the white-plated armor of empire dogs. they'd hit their target, but how unlucky to find helmet mostly impervious to blaster round; leaving his head in tact, sans the vibrating of impact in teeth, and their head, well ... somewhere around here.

" and who are you to lecture me on allegiance, anakin ? " tone is smooth, even, dark stare pouring into the yellow eyes that he certainly doesn't recognize. it's ironic, really. they are the corpses of who'd they'd once been, but their very souls had been shredded and replaced, and while the other responds to name cal remembers (fondly), he recognizes that this is not the anakin skywalker he remembers. valiant hero of the republic - oh how the mighty fall. features remain easy, almost relaxed in the hollowness between them. " i have seen what became of the order, the temple burning. "

and perhaps, regrettably, that had been his single line in the sand. for whatever it had been worth, he would have never brought violence unprovoked to the order ... they had still given him a different life. pulled him from the ongoing genocide of force sensitives on his home world, and the unfortunate placement of men within their society. " you see, i believe you do understand. if you didn't, " head tilts, eyes as dark and vacant as the pits of the outer rim. " i'd be dead. just as those, as we were, before. "

[s1thcall]

it was , as if , for the first time in years --- a basic understanding of the human soul had been required to enter the mind of the sith lord. he was no better than a creature , because while the other sat there , in his gleeful silence , darth vader had been reaching out , and searching. as hard as he could , for something , anything in the force that he could use to explain how the man in front of him had become so. and yet , every time he thought he'd reached an understanding , he's met with resistance , emptiness , utter nothingness in the expanse of the force. as if he negates to be a part of it. as if that is something that is possible. no he is sure , that it is not that. it's that somehow the other's managed to create the void on purpose , even creatures that did not understand the force could be felt in it --- this was too deliberate to be anything other than sabotage. a perversion of the thread that held the inverse together. he wants to reach him , he wants to understand how someone so .... though

the thought becomes a laughter as the conclusion is so evident. he figures his story is very much the same. where have the differences been ? the sith and ren are so easily identified. but the latter had not shown a viable presence in years... to have left the jedi order , hidden oneself to the force... the numbness of having lost yet another life to the clone wars had been terrible. it had been so close to the peak of the fighting that other than the recollection of the death vader is sure that anakin skywalker had not inf act mourned the other as he should have. the pretty flowers are a distant memory , one he does not belive belong to him. as the true memories of that time have become tainted , stained with blood & hatred for ---

a mind full of racing thoughts , each one fighting the other to build a tower of conclusion in his mind , comes to a grinding halt at the mention of the temple. he had vaguely recalled the accusation of loyalty , one he did not care much for in all earnestness... but the temple. the fire , the children dead , the necessary actions to bring about the fall of the jedi... all of it is so vivid in his mind it is difficult to explain. the 501st at his every command , trained at an expert level to eliminate jedi , training meant to help a padawan now used to destroy the life of every living thing , every record book , anything that could pass on the corruption that had become the jedi. the fire had been a cleanse of idiocy stemming from the jedi. a blessing in disguise.

it feels , like staring at a nightmare. as anger boils under the sith lords skin. the feeling of insects crawling up his skin and eating at his throat lingers the longer the other speaks. there is a burning feeling to ignite the saber at his side and simply eliminate all trace of the other and yet , he doesn't. the kyber blade remains in place , as shining yellow eyes trace the others subtle movements as if in quest to find a weakness. but he is met with that same emptiness yet again. nothing , void. and , despite the building anger , it is what he does his best to return... « the republic lost a war , that is all. » the sentence simply stated. it is what happened , and any circumstances are , not indicative of the final result. « what allegiance is there to a dying cause & outdated beliefs ? » there is , little way for him to have left it at the simplicity , too much emotion tied to the events to not have spoken further. and yet , he has no way to respond to the rest of tobias' statement.

« it is my generosity & curiosity that keeps you alive in this moment. nothing more. » he can feel his lightsaber in the force , aching to feel the life touch it's torch of a blade. « but you should know better , than to assume death. »

[s1thcall]

i have in fact settled ! i am also , fucking stressed so im not here alot but i wanna write vader so dont worry ill be here eventually

[ilya-rozanova]

☁︎ HAYDEN CHRISTENSEN as ANAKIN SKYWALKER ☁︎

AHSOKA | Part five: Shadow Warrior

[solidsmax]

AHSOKA 1x05 | Shadow Warrior

[s1thcall]

anakin comes of age in war , his friends and brothers dying around him. he then , becomes a man under the guidance of sidious. he is very emotionally stunted , speaks rashly , and while he is an extremely calculated individual ; he does not behave with the maturity of someone his age. the man is a god in a war room , with military strategy and combative skills far exceeding his age. but , he's still a grunt. at the end of the day , he's still a fighter pilot. the man exists in a functional state due to his fixation , dark humor and spite. he no longer has a guiding compass , he losses his why when his wife dies and he never regains it. there is no rhyme or reason to what he does which contributes to the instability of him. vader is , because of this , a hollow man at his center with demons that wreck his sleep and haunt every work he speaks.

[stevenrogered]

Back to the beginning. I gave you a choice.