the body experimenting with its own death

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"I guess the neighbors think I'm sellin' dope..."

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Threads in time, Natalie Ciccoricco (because)

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last night i absolutely wrecked my shins doing a bunny hop at 0 mph 💁 i think i landed on my skate or something...

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today was my first time ever in a mini pipe! and only second time fuckin w banked surfaces. McKinley skate park is essentially abandoned, the concrete is warped and cracked, making this pipe pretty much the only usable piece of equipment. My dad took me & @patbellart here once when we were in elementary school… It was my first and really only time ever at a skate park. I was on inline skates then and I remember being intimated by the other people there (all men/male-presenting), feeling scared, and not having a clue how to approach anything. I’ve wanted to skate in some capacity my whole life but I’ve always been too scared. Today i just wanted to go back to see this spot. 🌠 the vid looks like nothing- i have zero understanding yet of how to pump for momentum lmao, but i was just trying to pretend it felt even remotely natural 😂 also starting to realize how strange my skates are– i mounted the plates slightly forward to make for increased speed, and my wheels are relatively small (52mm) and very hard (99). looking forward to getting @impalarollerskates with softer bigger wheels soon… 💚 i’m thinking of making a tumblr just to track skating progress because i just started. Can’t wait to see where I am a year from now. Would u follow/do u use that shid? Also wishing i had some bold friends to sk8 with 😚 🌳 I would like to be comfortable dropping in to a little pipe by the end of this year…. And I would like to be able to do 180s on a pipe next year! It’s fun to have reasonable goals that are also terrifying/currently unfathomable

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08.19.17 · 07:35PM (at Ligonier, Pennsylvania)

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New face who dis (at South Side Flats (Pittsburgh))

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Over 5 years is a good run. We had fun.

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07·31·2017 · 06:09PM ❧ This is what it feels like (at Buttermilk Falls State Park)

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07·30·2017 · 07:22AM · the smell of sex good like burning wood (at Cayuga Lake)

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It's Week 14 of third tri. It's been just about a full year. This week we have the Points & meridians outcomes assessment, last Materia Medica quiz, O.M. Theory outcomes assessment, Neuroanatomy lab final, Basic Sciences outcomes assessment, & Points lab final. I am just trying to breathe & visualize how I want things to go, while taking time to enjoy nature & space.... Very inspired by the graduating class of 2017. See you at the end of the week.... 💪👊💥💥 (at Romulus, New York)

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🔥 2/23/17 · 5:34PM · lvsck fck 💌

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07·22·17 · 12:55PM · it's only right that you should play the way you feel it (at Robert H. Treman State Park)

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07·18·17 · 8:28PM · 🍃 "Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much-- my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life...." (at Cayuga Lake)

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07·09·17 __ 7:59PM __ "I will love you as we grow older, which has just happened, & has happened again, & happened several days ago, continuously, & then several years before that, & will continue to happen as the spinning hands of every clock & the flipping pages of every calendar mark the passage of time, except for the clocks that people have forgotten to wind & the calendars that people have forgotten to place in a highly visible area. I will love you as we find ourselves farther & farther from one another, where we once were so close that we could slip the curved straw, & the long, slender spoon, between our lips & fingers respectively. I will love you until the chances of us running into one another slip from slim to zero, & until your face is fogged by distant memory, & your memory faced by distant fog, & your fog memorized by a distant face, & your distance distanced by the memorized memory of a foggy fog."

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07.09.17 __ 7:21PM __ from last night w. @mollyduerig

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7·6·17 · 06:13AM · "I will love you as a drawer loves a secret compartment, & as a secret compartment loves a secret, & as a secret loves to make a person gasp, & as a gasping person loves a glass of brandy to calm their nerves, & as a glass of brandy loves to shatter on the floor, & as the noise of glass shattering loves to make someone else gasp, & as someone else gasping loves a nearby desk to lean against, even if leaning against it presses a lever that loves to open a drawer & reveal a secret compartment. I will love you until all such compartments are discovered & opened, & until all the secrets have gone gasping into the world. I will love you until all the codes & hearts have been broken, until every anagram & egg has been unscrambled." (at Romulus, New York)