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20s🫧🪷 | please block don’t report, this is my safe space i really need it ༊·

[sacrificialangels]

hi, intro post 𐦍

♡ not new to tumblr

♡ my name is pixie, she/her

♡ tw: €d, sh & mh topics

♡ minors dni, 18+ only

♡ safe space, please block don’t report

♡ dms open

♡ pro recovery, not in it

please stay as safe as possible 𐦍

stats

height: 169.5cm / 5’7

hw: 294.6lbs / 133.6kg (May ‘22)

sw: 188lbs / 85.2kg (since creation of acc Jan ‘24)

ugw: 120lbs / 54.4kg

[5ad-4ng3l]

Me stepping on the scale at six in the morning without giving the day a chance

[sacrificialangels]

for months and months, over a year actually, i just couldn't manage to eat low, like it was impossible. i was grieving a death of the most important thing in the world to me, and it felt like i just couldn't control myself around anything. i'm finally feeling like i'm locking in again... and it feels so incredible

[henriettebuthaunted]

hitting this combo instead of eating is peak

[sacrificialangels]

thinking abt meeting my ex gf around this time last year is making it easy not to eat lmaoooo

[sacrificialangels]

but at least my net was around 750 today

[sacrificialangels]

thinking abt meeting my ex gf around this time last year is making it easy not to eat lmaoooo

[chloestrves]

choosing to fast when i can FEEL my period coming

[bandagedthoughtsblog]

[sacrificialangels]

i'm back and i was able to complete my first 36hr fast in literally over a year... i'm so back i'm so back i'm so back

[starrycrumbs]

[itslatingirl]

[stacycutenevil]

via twt

[sacrificialangels]

i come back on here and check in on my mutuals and see them losing and im simultaneously happy for them and disgusted with myself that i can’t do the same and just fucking st@rv

[sacrificialangels]

am i gay test at 24

[mityenka]

when you grew up as a lonely uncool girl it will never stop haunting you by the way. you will meet a cool person at a bar or the train station or at a friend's party and you can wear your most stylish outfit and striking eye makeup and you will swear that they can see through all of the facade and see the lonely terribly insecure teenage girl you used to be who desperately wanted to connect and you will swear that they know that there is like an insurmountable gap between you. this will happen forever

[sacrificialangels]

im so bad at restr!ct1ng that ultimately it is all about distracting myself at every waking minute of the day from food. like bc my roots are with BED and m!@ i’m just constantly fighting the urge to eat even when im full and not eat to the point where i have to pur93. god pls give me back that brief period of 2023/2024 when i was euphoric about not eating and the more hours that went by the more deliriously focused i got on l0sing (i was the most depressed i’ve ever been and went to hospital got medicated and gained 10kg lol.. can’t fucking do it since)

[sacrificialangels]

i know everyone is different but i literally freak out when i see someone say they b1ng3d on like 500-1000cals like i wish that was MEEEEEEEEE i eat 6k cals like it’s a light snack god help me