also a vent account

i want to go to the hospital and get treated.

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im so tired of everything i want to run away but at the end of the day ill always be with myself and thats fucking nauseating if you ask me

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*opens tumblr*

*reblogs 2944388828282838 posts*

*closes tumblr*

*starves self*

"mmm yes great morning"

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Hey. Im feeling low . And im wanting to make headcannons. Mostly only mha. But im not to sure if i should put them publicly. Any s3lf hárm3rs or people with Ed's who are my hero fans that are interested? If not ill post them privately.

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someone: didn’t you wear that shirt yesterday

me, knowing full well my depressed ass hasn’t done laundry in a month: it’s called a washing machine, karen

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My cat saw me self harming and tried stop me . She bumped her head against my hand... Its sad when your cat cares more then your mom

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I know i probably should clean by cuts.. but i dont .

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Tw talking about self harm and self depracasion

So ive relapsed, a few months clean. Imma be real i only stay "clean" in the hotter months (mostly) because i like to swim. I still wear hoodies and track pants because i hate my body lol. In the hotter months i switch it out for reatison because hunger pains work just as good.

I dont really feel valid tho. Most of my cvts arent deep. Just enough to draw blood. Sometimes i hope my mom will find out and care. But a part of me knows that if she hasn't figured out by now that she never will. She already checked my wrists a few years ago (yeah, she cares SOOOOO much to only check my wrists and one time.) And my scars were barely fadded. I have switched to thighs as if the school suspects me then well, they cant just tell me to take my pants off. 1, i dont wear underwear(uncomfortable). And 2, im a minor. Lastly people think the wrists are the only spots.

Anyways. My friend showed me a website called fatal to the flesh. Ill start using it when i feel the need out in public.