Sad

A blog where I just rant about my emotions and how lonely I am because I don’t want to upset my friends/no one seems to understand me.

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What hurts the most

Was being so close.

And having so much to say.

And watching you walk away.

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Made a vow

To pray for him everyday.

And I will keep on doing so because he deserves it

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The hardest part

Is not being there for someone when you know they are hurting.

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Whelp

I’m back and I fucked up the best healthy relationship I ever had. I tried to be there for him as much I could but it wasn’t enough

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Is this

What its gonna be like? Text a few days then stopping because you’re depressed and I have to check up on you?

Constantly trying to make plans only for them to fall through because of lack of communication?

Constantly worrying how I’m gonna compete with your ex since you both now follow each other on Instagram and she’s gorgeous and I’m a potato in comparison?

Wondering if this will actually turn into something more or if I’m just playing myself?

I just don’t know what to do anymore. I like you a lot but is this worth it?

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I’m stupid

So fucking stupid.

Congrats me, you played you yourself.

This is why nothing good lasts in my life.

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Mirrors are actually portals, there’s just someone blocking you whenever you try to pass through.

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If you’re gonna leave

Just leave and say it to my face or tell me. I don’t like wondering. I have too much shit going on in my life, I don’t need to constantly worry about this too.

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Please text me

Please text me. Please.

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I think

I fucked this up. Idk how but I think I fucked this up and that makes me sad.

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I’m

Depressed again. And idk why this time.

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I should’ve seen the signs...

I wanna cry.

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I’m sad

Because I really wanted this to workout but I feel like it won’t. I really liked him, but sadly I don’t see it lasting or progressing into an actual relationship. My friend warned me, but sadly I ignored the signs.

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Think

I may have found a guy that I literally could connect with. The problem is due to his past I heard about and the fact he is one of my friend’s ex’s, idk if it’d work out or be worth pursuing. Just ugh. Chicks before dicks for sure but ugh. I’m sad now.

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Why

Do I always fall or like guys that literally want nothing to do with me or don’t know I exist? It is very tragic.