ara

tries desperately to be aesthetic, but fails (miserably)

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I feel like such a badass after winning a bargain with an auto driver. Is that concerning?

While we're on the subject of autos........

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teddy my love

absolutely no one is going to see this but i need people's thoughts on jo x laurie and the little women ending.

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i have my first 80 marks paper in two days and i'm stressed as fuck. the last time i wrote an 80 mark was two years ago for my ninth finals.

i'm somewhat okay with p.s, psych and socio. but english i have a bunch of stuff to do and don't even get me started on eco. because if i die, it will be because of economics. it will be engraved on my tombstone (even if i'm getting cremated it's getting engraved somewhere idk). send help because i will commit mass genocide.

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escort day

so one day in school, before classes began, my friends and i were just chilling and it was raining so goddamn heavily. one of my friends suggested that we should take extra umbrellas and help people who don't have umbrellas from the bus to their classes. we thought it was a good idea and went, but out pe teach said "lol no go back". so we went back but a few minutes later, our english teach told us to go help people get to their class so we're like YUHHHHHHH LESSGO.

there were prolly 10 people from my class who came to help, we took several umbrellas. from every bus that came, we escorted people to their classes. it was so cute to hear small "thank you's" and all. we (especially me) got completely drenched in the rain because at some point i gave up on keeping my shoes dry and started walking in puddles and kept the umbrella over the other person's head rather than both of ours. we missed the whole of first period (which was okay because the teacher herself wasn't there). basically spent around 45 minutes in the rain and i loved it <3

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aug 31 (late i know)

today had the weirdest start ever. misu slept in our room for the night and (obviously) woke me and my sister at 5 am. so we put her on the bed and tried to go back to sleep. spoiler alert, we couldn't. so we started watching a movie at 5 in the morning. on a holiday. but sure, we finished it and our parents woke up and called us for coffee. that happened, then since our cook wasn't at home, my mom made breakfast. but, she said she couldn't bear to see us laze around, so she made us chop veggies and help her with other things. we finished cooking, ate, and left for the vet. misu's alright, just a small wound which is healing. we came back and i got ready for the festival (which is basically just an excuse to wear ethnic). took beautiful photos of my friend, came home, ate beautiful peda (my love). my sister found my lost necklace, which ironically she herself gave to me a few months back. that necklace is my love, on god. it's a small silver chain with a tiny tiny blue star pendant. <3 working on my main project now (which is due in like two days, no pressure)

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i've decided i'm making tumblr my diary

aka shitpost

i will be as regular as my mood swings (not really)

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every day i get a little madder about the ‘dream job’ narrative… all i want is to have a job that benefits society somewhat, doesn’t abuse me, and lets me live a happy life outside of my job lol. jobs should not be (and arguably can’t be) cosmic destinies and identities

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i mean same. absolutely same. for once, i found the best description of my "dream job".

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have you ever asked someone about something and forgotten to listen to their response? and after a few seconds you forget both ; their response and your question.

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you ever feel shit for no reason? like you don't have a particular reason to feel sad or anything but it just happens?

or maybe there was a small instance which made you feel bad for a moment, but you're completely sure that that instance is insignificant in making you feel this way. and the next thing you know, you're trying to hold back tears on a totally normal day where everything's going great.

has that ever happened?

this makes no sense, does it?

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the worst thing that can happen is when the person you love knows your insecurities and uses them against you in a fight.

you trusted them with all your life, you believed that they would never do anything to hurt you but they go ahead and do this.

that's when you feel completely shattered.

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has anyone wondered how naturally you can click with someone? like you don't do anything more that's not part of your routine, but neither does the other person. yet, you still go so well together.

has that ever happened to you?