#ithinkineedhelp

[m1az66]

I think there's a point I've reached

In not being able to express myself fully

Not anymore

I think I've gotten so used to the idea

That I have to hide myself

That I have to be strong

That I have to keep moving forward

But if I could

I think I would

Take just a moment and reflect

And feel okay being not okay

And let my weaknesses take over

And cry my emotions away forever

Like ash leaving between my fingertips

Soft and warm and silent

[whydoiactthiswayhelp-blog]

How??? Do you get one???

What is even the deal with boyfriends??? Like, do you obtain them??? Or earn them??? How do you find the Fanboy Boyfriend???? How do you not scare all male beings away??? Is it reasonable to ask what Hogwarts house they’re once you become interested in said male??? Do they appreciate being pet and groomed??? Do you even groom them or do they do it themselves???? Do they need to be fed cause I think they need to have water and food to survive??? What’s the average life span??? Also is it ok to like,,,,follow them around like you are their shadow or is that considered,,,,,not cool???? Popular people, teach me your ways, o boyfriend obtainers. P.S. I want a Misha Collins, is there a level you reach to get one?

[dazringtail]

An old fanart i drew a year ago

I figured not everyone of you ahkj-fans here is on Furaffinity (which is fine), so imma upload this Pic of Karl here (hah, who else, amirite?!)

I drew it about a year ago. You probably recognise the pose. My Karl sculpture is based of it.

I wasn’t sure about uploading it here, because it is quite implicit and i’m a lil ashamed of how much i like him...that way.. but heck, “Enter the Fanaloka” got Karl-bedroomeyes galore (which is why i love that episode <.<).

Yes, he’s sitting on the bed, yes, he’s smiling and yes, he’s giving that inviting look to whomever is standing in front of his bed. Sue me for having a crush on him for over a year now (please don’t sue me i have no money)! xD

Since we’ve never actually seen his bedroom yet (now that would be one episode i’d watch... forever) i kinda went with the style of his chairs and table.

I also have a clear white background with only Karl as my lockscreen on my phone. Everytime i unlock it in public i sorta shield it from strangers, geee imma so ashamed of myself sometimes xD

[onceihadalifelol]

You know that feeling when you've listened to a song on loop for like a week and its not enough. I need more song. I NEED TO BE MERGED WITH THE SONG, IT FLOWING INTO MY ORGANS AS I EXIST AS A SOUNDWAVE

[sadsunfloweresque]

[johncklima]

Quarterly freezer inventory. #ithinkineedhelp #freezerinventory (at Waukesha, Wisconsin) https://www.instagram.com/p/CGu0opQges_/?igshid=1kh62ep56k1li

[my-monster-inside]

Who doesnt love boiling water at 5 a.m. to give your baby a bath because you have no hot water but he had a blowout. 🤦‍♀️

[thoughtsthatneedstobetyped]

It’s just one of those days that you feel meh 😒

Sad.

Sadness is here again.

Can someone just come hug me and tell me that it’s okay to be sad? And actually just be here.

Really, sometimes I don’t know what to do with this sadness. There’s a lot of people I know but there’s noone who really knows what I feel. I wish someone knows. I wish someone knows whenever I feel sad and will come and comfort me.