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Poetries that heals you, once killed a writer

[safaabxh]

I does what i wish to, if you're mad well too bad sounds like a personal issue ⭐

G-Eazy

S.BxH

[i-wrotethisforme]

You thought you’d never fall in love even though you wanted to. It just wasn’t in the cards, there was no one right for you. Your mind was too complex, your personality severe. No one could relate and soulmates weren’t real. That’s why it took so long to let that boy inside your head. And why you felt so vulnerable after everything you said. But when you told him that you loved him, he said he loved you more. And for the first time in your life, you had no regrets at all. You still can’t comprehend how that boy loves you relentlessly every single day. But you finally understand how hearing someone’s voice can make everything okay. He taught you what it means to have a person feel like home. And that being with someone else means you don’t have to be alone. He knows when to hold you close and he knows not to let go. He says you mean the world to him but you already know. He always wipes your tears but he hates it when you cry. He forgives you when you hurt him because he knows you didn’t try. You don’t know how you got him and you really don’t know why. But when he tucks you into bed, you see your future in his eyes.

(via i-wrotethisforme)

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[itisannak]

I do it for you (G-Eazy )

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Requested by @dopexomaha : Can I have one where G takes me out to dinner and wants to propose to me but that all gets ruined by a call for business, me being a manager. While I think our relationship is falling apart and we have different viewpoints on our relationship A/N: The title was suggested by the amazing @dopexomaha   Follow my sweetheart  KylieBaby  on twitter if you are a fan of G-Eazy

“Hey, babygirl. How are you? Am I interrupting you from anything?” Gerald asks once I answer his call. “Hey babe. I am fine, just checking some emails. You are not interrupting anything, don’t worry…” I giggle lightly, sitting back on my chair. I check on my agenda, seeing that I have just 10 minutes before my client’s press conference. I put my phone down and press the speaker button so I can pick up my stuff. “Babe, you are on speaker. Don’t say anything weird. I don’t want people walking in hearing anything inappropriate…” I warn him and he laughs. “Relax babygirl, I wasn’t planning to. I just wanted to ask if Ms. Bigshot has time tonight for her boyfriend.” He says, still laughing. “Awww… Is my boyfriend complaining?” I ask him, laughing too. “No, not at all. I know what happens when your clients complain and I don’t wanna risk my luck…” He replies. I chuckle and shake my head. “Well, I always have time for you. What’s the plan for tonight?” I ask, grabbing my bag. “I was thinking of a nice dinner at that place we went a few months back and we both loved. You know, the one with the amazing view…” He says and I smile. “Yeah, I remember. The one that has that killer lasagna… Are we going to be just us 2?” I ask as I exit my office. “Do we need more people to have fun, love?” He asks me, his voice sweet as honey. “No, just us two, baby.” I reply and he chuckles. “Ok then, I’ll make the reservation at 9? Does it sound good to you?” “Yeap. I’ll probably be home at 7, so I have time to get pretty for you.” “You are always pretty baby. ” He states and I blush. “I am going to wear that dress you like, to be even prettier. ” “I like all of your dresses. Which one are you talking about?” He laughs. “It’s going to be a surprise. Babe, I gotta go, I have that press conference in a few minutes. See you tonight.” “See you tonight babe…” He says before we hang up. I smile at the thought of finally spending some time alone with Gerald; with touring and promoting and my own hectic life, we barely ever have time together just for us. I mean, we are both so in love with each other, but we don’t have much time to spend together, just the 2 of us, in private.

After a full day at work, I barely have the energy to drive myself home. My feet hurt from my high heels and my head is throbbing from the headache that I got after running all day. As I enter the house, I feel a sudden relief. Finally, I can get in my pjs and chill on my couch. “Hello love!” G cheers once I enter the living room. I stare at him for a minute, taking in his looks; he looks polished and he is dressed so fucking nice, with his black skinny jeans and white fitting shirt, with the sleeves rolled up. “Hey babe. You look nice…” I comment, plopping on the couch and kicking off my high heels. “Thank you. I had to look nice, you know since I am going to go out with this goddamn goddess…. ” He replies smiling. He kisses my forehead and I bite my lip, feeling like a complete idiot for forgetting our plans for tonight. “Shit, I forgot we are going out tonight…” I mumble, jumping up from my seat. “Seriously? ” G asks a bit mad. “Don’t get mad. I had so many thinks in my head. ” I exclaim. “I am not mad. I am just a bit disappointed. I mean, you remember everything your clients have to do in a day, but you forgot about our date, which I told you about just a couple of hours ago. ” G says, frustrated. “I know baby, I know. I am so sorry. I’ll go get ready now, ok babe?” I ask, pecking on his neck. He sighs and nods. “Fine… I’ll wait here.” He says and sits back on the couch.

I run upstairs, quickly planning in my head the next moves. I reach the bedroom and go directly to the bathroom. I put my hair in a bun and pop an Advil to help me with my headache. After I am done showering, I dry off and start with my makeup. After 30 minutes, I am ready and walking down the stairs.

“I don’t think I’ve ever gotten ready quicker than today. ” I comment, entering the living room. “You look so good, I almost forgive you for forgeting our plans for tonight. Let’s go now, they are waiting for us. "He says, placing his hand on the bottom of my back as we begin walking to the frontdoor.

The restaurant is prettier than I remember, probably because it’s summer and everything is prettier in the summer. 

"Here’s to our summer…” I cheer, clinging my glass with Gerald’s. “Here’s to us.” He replies before we both take a sip. “How was work today?” He asks me after a while. “Ugh, so tiring. I was running around all day long. I had one of the busiest if not the busiest day of this month… How was your day? Did you relax as you promised you would do after the tour?” “Well, I run some errands and talked with my mom, but mainly I worked on our date… You know, try to make it perfect…” He replies, smiling from ear to ear. “And you did. I feel so bad that you had to do it by yourself. I promise I am going t organize our next date, and it’s going to be epic."I promise. "I really don’t mind. I just want to spend time with you.” He replies, rubbing my knuckles with his thumb. The waiter brings us our food, smiling at the two of us. “Uh, I can’t wait to dig into that lasagna…” I moan, already salivating at the sight of my plate. Before I can even take a bite of my food, my phone rings with a notification. “Excuse me. ” I say before I dig in my purse for my phone. “Ummm, this is a bit important. Do you mind if I make a phone call?” I ask, a bit hesitantly. G sighs and motions me to go ahead.

The call took longer than I expected. Gerald looks unamused and his plate is already empty. He looks mad at me. “Eat your food and let’s go.” He commands, motioning the waiter to come over. His voice is cold and he looks really angry. “Gerald, I am sorry about the call. I didn’t mean to talk that long. But I don’t think that this should be the reason we ruin our night. I mean, we haven’t have time for us for a long time.” I apologize. “Yeah, and we are not having time for us right now either. ” He replies, picking up the tab. He puts the money inside the small black tab and hands it to the waiter. “You know what… I am not hungry.” I say getting up.

(Gerald’s POV) The ride back home is quiet. She sits on her seat, being silent but looking mad. Her jaw is clenched and she is not even looking at me. I should be the one being that mad, my plans were those that got ruined by her work. Before I even park the car, she is already unlocking the door. I stomp behind her the moment she is about to go upstairs. I grab her by the wrist and pull her close to me. “Don’t you think you owe me an apology?” I ask her and she rolls her eyes. “Don’t you think you should fuck off?” She asks me back. “Your work ruined our date, not mine.” I reply. “ It was a call. A fucking call. If you could just forgive that and move on with our date, we wouldn’t have to do this conversation now. ” “I have forgiven you and your work so many times. ” “Do you know how many times I did? How many times I had to deal with you and your fans while I sit back, on our dates? How many nights I wanted you here with me and you were miles away on tour? If you can’t forgive, one small phone call that happened once, I…. I don’t know if we can work this out. ” She says back, her eyes brimming with tears. “(Y/N), what are… what are you talking about?” I ask her, my voice softer now. My stomach hurts. “I don’t know Gerald. In a relationship, both partners should be willing to compromise. I knew well what I signed up for when I got in this relationship with you. You did too. You knew that I would have to work until late at nights and that I would have to pick up my phone 24/7. Yet, we both agreed to do this. I still want to be with you. Even now that you are touring for almost half a year. I don’t know about you though. You don’t seem so willing to deal with all of this. ” She says and I gulp. “You know what. Maybe we should take some time apart. Take some time to reconsider our relationship. I am going to stay at (Y/B/F/N). She’ll come to pick up my stuff tomorrow. Take as much time you need before to come find me.” “(Y/N)..” “Gerald, no. I don’t need to hear anything from you right now. Take care of yourself. ” She says before she kisses my cheek and walk towards the door, still in her date-night outfit.

I watch her walk away, I watch her walk out of the door. I watch her shut the door, and still I can’t move my feet and go after her. I want to. But my feet stay glued to the floor. I am a coward. I am a dumbass. I watched the woman of my life walk away from me, maybe permanently. And I still didn’t do anything. I fucked up. Something inside me breaks. I just want to go after her, grab her by the waist, kiss her to eternity. And I just stand there. But something inside me is broken. What the fuck am I supposed to do with this engagement ring?

[noteology]

Lots of people, including myself, have included “read more books” on their list of New Year’s Resolutions. So I thought I’d compile some book recommendations to provide you guys with inspiration! In no particular order, here’s a list of 101 books I’ve read and loved.

FICTION

To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee (my all-time favorite!)

Ella Minnow Pea by Mark Dunn

The House on Mango Street by Sandra Cisneros

Sabriel by Garth Nix

Wuthering Heights by Emily Brontë

Room by Emma Donoghue

The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes by Arthur Conan Doyle

I’ll Give You the Sun by Jandy Nelson

A Man Called Ove by Fredrik Backman

The Yellow Wallpaper and Other Stories by Charlotte Perkins Gilman

The Magic Strings of Frankie Presto by Mitch Albom

Eleanor & Park by Rainbow Rowell

Heart-Shaped Box by Joe Hill

The Way We Live Now by Anthony Trollope

Edgar Allan Poe: Complete Tales and Poems by Edgar Allan Poe

Salt to the Sea by Ruta Sepetys

Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen

Inside Out and Back Again by Thanhha Lai

Animal Farm by George Orwell

Wild Awake by Hilary T. Smith (an underrated but oh-so-beautiful book)

A Tree Grows in Brooklyn by Betty Smith

Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy

The Art of Racing in the Rain by Garth Stein

Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone by J.K. Rowling (duh)

Everything, Everything by Nicola Yoon

Uglies by Scott Westerfeld

The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald

Island of the Blue Dolphins by Scott O’Dell

The Odyssey by Homer (I recommend the Robert Fagles translation)

The Book Thief by Markus Zusak

It by Stephen King

Gone With the Wind by Margaret Mitchell

All the Bright Places by Jennifer Niven

The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry (even better if you can read it in the original French!)

The Things They Carried by Tim O’Brien

Savvy by Ingrid Law

The Bad Beginning by Lemony Snicket

The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky

Water for Elephants by Sara Gruen

The Boy in the Striped Pajamas by John Boyne

Slaughterhouse-Five by Kurt Vonnegut

The Once and Future King by T.H. White

The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins

Jane Eyre by Charlotte Brontë

The Odds of Loving Grover Cleveland by Rebekah Crane

The Joy Luck Club by Amy Tan

Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe by Benjamin Alire Sáenz

The Goldfinch by Donna Tartt

Hunger by Knut Hamsun

Out of My Mind by Sharon M. Draper

The World According to Garp by John Irving

Macbeth by William Shakespeare

The Old Man and The Sea by Ernest Hemingway

Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell (love, love, love!)

The Night Circus by Erin Morgenstern

All Quiet on the Western Front by Erich Maria Remarque

The Handmaid’s Tale by Margaret Atwood

The Help by Kathryn Stockett

A Thousand Splendid Suns by Khaled Hosseini

My Sister’s Keeper by Jodi Picoult

The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath

The Sun Also Rises by Ernest Hemingway

It’s Kind of a Funny Story by Ned Vizzini

1984 by George Orwell

The Graveyard Book by Neil Gaiman

Stargirl by Jerry Spinelli

The Paper Magician by Charlie N. Holmberg

The Sympathizer by Viet Thanh Nguyen

It Can’t Happen Here by Sinclair Lewis (a book whose message is especially relevant in light of the recent election)

Lucky Boy by Shanthi Sekaran

NONFICTION/POETRY

Born a Crime by Trevor Noah

When Breath Becomes Air by Paul Kalanithi

Where You Go Is Not Who You’ll Be by Frank Bruni (a must-read for anyone stressed out about college admissions and the Ivy League hype)

Alexander Hamilton by Ron Chernow

The Reason I Jump by Naoki Higashida

salt. by Nayyirah Waheed

Killing the Rising Sun by Bill O'Reilly

I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings by Maya Angelou

The Princess Saves Herself in this One by Amanda Lovelace

The Glass Castle by Jeannette Walls

Night by Elie Wiesel

Ariel by Sylvia Plath

Hillbilly Elegy by J.D. Vance

A People’s History of the United States by Howard Zinn

Tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Albom (this is the memoir that baby memoirs want to be when they grow up)

Cosmos by Carl Sagan

Thinking, Fast and Slow by Daniel Kahneman

The Diary of a Young Girl by Anne Frank

The Ethics of Ambiguity by Simone de Beauvoir

Black Skin, White Masks by Frantz Fanon

How to Become a Straight‑A Student by Cal Newport

The Color of Water by James McBride

A Short History of Nearly Everything by Bill Bryson

Shoe Dog by Phil Knight

We Should All Be Feminists by Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie

The Road to Character by David Brooks

Outliers by Malcolm Gladwell (all of Gladwell’s books are great tbh)

The Boys in the Boat by Daniel James Brown

Unbroken by Laura Hillenbrand

No Matter the Wreckage by Sarah Kay

Our Numbered Days by Neil Hilborn

P.S. If you’re trying to read more in 2017, check out my posts about goal-setting and habits!

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—Sophia :)

[trinalwilliams]

It's Okay....

it’s as if my eye was out of focus

everything became a blur

now living in a distorted reality

my words began to slur

i was living psychosis

couldn’t get a grip

not able to face the truth

had to take the trip

a ride to hide

what its like…………

waking up…..

as the world redefined

talking to the trees…

flying with the bees….

messages all around….

from the sky to the ground

questioning everything

amazed at it all….

had to do it

had to take the fall

when life gets hard

and you want to run

I just want to tell you

its okay….you won’t be alone

and you can always come home

i did…..

[safaabxh]

Im sorry if you lived this❤

She felt so down, like a dead person, like a loser, paralyzed as a caged lion waiting death with no hope of being the king again despite his power and his abilities, she felt the extreme agony from an aching heart to lungs filled with darkness no empty corners for air to the red wet eyes and that cold smile. They underestimated her enough to make her believe she can’t and she won’t, they made her feel like she had no purpose to live to reborn to rebuild herself and stand again, she got hurt to make a reaction then apologized for it, they stepped on the limits of her limits, they betrayed her broke her trust, they stepped on her rights treated her like an atom of dust, they mistreated her care overused her helping hand, they intended setting fire in her life with all their reckless actions, till she lost hope in the presence of kindness, of purity and acceptance, of helping those with a broken faith, she lost the hope to its least, till she became a monster. Monster hurting all those around, a savage soul with vocal cords weaving swords instead of the kind words, the lovely lies. She kept on looking for a dim light within the darkness ruling her, she tried finding herself even if she stood alone she was sure she’ll be strong but she was too exhausted to feel, to think, or even try to change or fix what was shattered. But as long as she is alive, she’ll always have the courage to fight and survive with no aim to taste happiness, she knows “maybe life isn’t meant for everyone” ~S.BxH