What I'm about on here...
I tried deleting this tumblr before, but I'm sorry, I'm too weak to stay away from the BNWO kink 😫 For my own mental health, and without disrespect to anyone else, I need to incorporate aspects of the kink into my life in order to be a whole and (if you can believe it) healthier person. I am a blonde-haired, blue-eyed white transwoman who wants to be re-molded according to black beauty standards.
I think African Americans are the only Americans that keep the United States accountable to its ideals. I think African culture is superior and I want to learn more about it. I want more black friends and to one day achieve a “white chocolate aesthetic” (look up the rappers Tay Money or Bhad Bhabie to see what I am talking about). I am obviously turned on by black men, the majority of my hook ups have been with black men, and now I only ever want to hook up with black men. Long before I transitioned, whenever I would imagine myself as a girl, I imagined myself with a black boyfriend. Maybe one day…
Anyway, that is my confession. I may or may not post progress pics on my way to the “white chocolate aesthetic.”
I am definitely interested in talking to like-minded people, but while I am embracing aspects of the kink, I do need to exercise some discipline, so I will not be on here 24/7.
If this isn’t for you, I totally understand. I am ambivalent about it too, but I cannot deny my urges, and the only way to deal with a kink is to work through it.
