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ushijima wakatoshi falls in love

ushijima bf hcs | masterlist | congrats!!! my dumbass finally wrote smthn <3

ushijima thinks his biggest fear is failing at volleyball, the very thing he’s destined to do. until he realizes, his biggest fear is falling in love. and it’s not because he’s afraid, it’s because he knows what it asks for, the commitment and the sacrifice.

and he knows, it’s you. god. he can't fuck it up with you.

with you, all his worries subside. his emotions stop feeling like such a chore. on the days that he's angry, that he’s upset, wanting to isolate, you’re the one he misses the most. the one that he wants around. the one that makes him laugh.

he remembers how you make silly faces, tickle his sides, nudge him playfully when he remarks something sarcastic and most of all, how when he says something to playfully irritate you, you react, pouting. it’s so adorable.

he remembers how you’re not afraid to fight him on his opinions, to challenge him in a way that makes him want to do better and how you motivate him to strive. during his volleyball matches, he keeps on wondering how he can improve to show it off to you. just maybe, you’re the only person to whom he actually likes bragging about his career.

you came into his life randomly, talking his ear off and never left his side since. and to be honest, ushijima can’t imagine his life without you either. without your little tidbits, your laughter, your stupidity, your little quirks.

the day your little nosy self walked into his life, was the day he knew you’d be trouble. you weren’t only his best friend, but his safe haven, the one that he told everything first to, the one that he talked about his tiredness with.

if he had to, describing you would be saying that you were the sunshine that sunflowers needed. and he was just simply the one who got lucky enough to know you.

and all of this, keeps him up at night. he knows it. when he swallows the love down at 3am, missing you when you’re not there. missing you when he can’t hug you. he knows his hands are tied and he won’t be able to give you the love that you deserve.

but the good part is he’s willing to try. as long as it’s you.

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idk just something about friends to lovers hits different? you and me we have so many memories together. if one of us isn’t here they ask where the other one is? the late nights and the talking? what do you mean we get to chase our dreams together? laugh together? grow together? you’re my best friend before being my lover but you’re the only one i’ve loved either way. the crazy rude awakening that it’s never been platonic. that it was always something with you and then it hit me like a train and now i’m just trying not to confess. but i have anyway. and so did you. the fact that we couldn’t let each other go to anyone else. it couldn’t have been anyone else. i’ve known you for decades. the fact that our eyes were always on each other and everything else became blurry. that we were the source of comfort for each other. I wouldn't ever be this upset or this angry with anyone else, heck, i wouldn't even care. that it’s just always gonna be you. and i’m so content with that. wouldn't change it for the world.

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I’m reaching out from a place of deep hardship—I've lost my home 🏚️ and my job 💔 due to the ongoing war, and now my family and I are living in a tent ⛺, just trying to survive each day.

The situation is getting worse. Hunger is growing. There isn’t even bread… my daughters are starving, and I don’t know what to feed them.

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I have heard the ceasefire has been called, so happy! hope it stays :(

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‘first one to get pinned loses’ with simon riley

masterlist | Simon and his strength

it DOESN’T take much to realize that simon is a pretty well built soldier. wait, scratch that. he’s more than just the average soldier with big broad soldiers, veins circling his huge muscles, the strength of a behemoth and a face kept secret. simply put, simon riley was carved out by god himself.

and he’s caught that sentiment in your eyes when he’s training on a hot day, with his t-shirt clinging to him with the outline of his abs on display. you look adorable drooling over him like that. (he only enjoys it when it's you though)

so when you say, “hey Lt!” and catch his attention by suggesting a game of ‘first one to get pinned loses’, he doesn't know whether to be amused at your confidence or be the absolute bastard he is and take you down easily.

he decides on doing both.

as a gentleman, he lets you have the first move and decides to indulge you by barely attacking.

“going easy on me, lieutenant?”

in one swift move, he pins you on the ground, his one hand large enough to pin both of yours above your head with him hovering above you.

“thought you could fight better than this?” he grins, voice sending chills down your spine. he’s close enough for you to smell his military grade soap.

“i can fight better than this – you are just abnormally strong!” you retort, trying to get out of his grip. but he doesn't even let you budge an inch.

“i’m not even using my strength, private,” he chuckles, his dog tags dangling near your face. “imagine if i did.”

“i call bullshit,” and before he can react, you lock your legs around his hips and flip him over in an instant, smirking at your triumph.

Simon is caught off guard but hides it well. his train of thought is clearly going in another direction but before he indulges, he decides he’s going to have the last laugh.

this time, he decides to actually use some of his strength. before you know it, you’re pinned down again. this time, he hovers dangerously close, you can feel his breath on your ear.

“i’m starting to think you like being tossed around by me,” he breathes.

“you’re dreaming, simon”

“oh? tell me i’m wrong” he retorts, you can feel his hot breath on your lips, his scent, all of him, just overwhelming your senses.

“y–you’re wrong” you stutter out. you don't even realize you're holding your breath.

“you’re stuttering private,” he points out. with his free hand, he decides to trace your jaw. it's rough and calloused but god does it feel good. “tell me i’m wrong.”

when he doesn't hear a response from you, he grins, saying, “you lose.” and he gets up to leave, picking his mask off the floor, leaving you a red and embarrassed mess. “oh and private?” his warm green eyes meet yours.

“yes?”

“next time you wanna be underneath me, just ask.”

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Hello,

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Your kindness and solidarity make a real difference. Thank you from the bottom of my heart! 🤍✨

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Hi there,

I’m reaching out with a quiet hope in my heart. These days are heavy, and my family is living through a reality filled with uncertainty—but I’m still here, doing my best to hold on and keep going.

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A simple share could help it reach someone who might be able to make a difference.

If you’re able to give, even the smallest kindness can bring light into the darkest places.

Your time, your voice, your compassion — it all matters more than you know.

With deep gratitude,

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captain price has a crush

we are so back, enjoy <33 masterlist | simon version

john is normally serious when it comes to working at base and training before he is assigned a mission. he minds his business, aside from some occasional quips but really, that's it.

newer recruits are normally terrified of him and it’s not because he does anything, it's just the way price carries himself plus his reputation precedes him. it's common knowledge that you don't wanna get on his bad side.

and yet, he’s thrown off his game when he's introduced to you.

you’re this new recruit who is basically assigned to price for training before you get put into a task force. john thinks this is pretty simple, until he gets to know you.

for starters, although your skills are unpolished, you’re sharp and a quick learner. the first couple of days make him realize, you’re way too smart for your own good. you have skills that even you don't know how to utilize. and there’s one thing price is sure of, he's going to train you to the best of his abilities.

he notices you’re hard on yourself for no reason. while price understands that the job has a lot on the line, being so hard on yourself doesn't solve anything. after he praises you for progressing much faster than your counterparts or saying, “you’re doing pretty good, kid” and you responding “i haven’t done anything that good, yet,” price swears that he’ll make you appreciate yourself. he even tells you that setting the bar so high for your performance will only let you down more.

and oh god, you challenge him. any time price passes a sarcastic jab on you, “having trouble running there, are we private?” or “aren’t you supposed to be young?” you reply back to him with the same intensity, “aren’t you supposed to be dead?” (the first time he heard that he choked). he finds the back forth entertaining.

and slowly, he starts sharing random tidbits of information with you. his whole idea of being very reserved about himself has gone out the window. sometimes even he can't believe that he's talking?? he’ll tell you his favorite teas to drink or some memory about his previous missions and then he sits in dead silence like “why would I even say this??”

he’s also shocked at your attention to detail, especially when you remember minor things he mentions to himself to remember. like why are you impressing him!!! he feels so jshxishsje????

so at first, he takes this like “oh, it’s just a mentor mentee type of thing,” or “i feel protective because this kid is fresh blood and this work is unforgiving” until life decides to punch him in the gut.

it all starts when he notices you aren’t there. you’ve been sent to another base for a possible recruitment and he keeps looking at your desk like an idiot, thinking you’ll magically show up. simon stares at price weirdly, seeing him be so unfocused is so rare until simon realizes that the captain has got a new favorite.

and then, price’s task force gets some new gear and all he can think about is the stuff you’d like, your favorite gun, the optics you use,, until he’s suddenly signing out this one gun he swears you’ll use. gaz asks him who he’s doing it for and John just responds, “oh the new private,” and gaz is like i beg your pardon??? until simon gives him a knowing stare with a head tilt.

when you finally come back, price almost feels giddy. he keeps on staring at the door of his office, waiting for the minute you’ll burst into his office and give him a salute.

he’s confused why he feels this way and of course, he can’t like you. that would be unbecoming of a captain for him and you’ve got a whole career ahead of you, for someone who’s as bright as they are.

yet here you are, in front of him, grinning like a little kid, thanking him for the gun he’s just gifted you, rambling about how you might get recruited by some other task force,

and price thinks, “fuck it.”

he’s not letting you go.

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haven’t written in a decade but don't worry i’m alive and well. hopefully the motivation will come through amen

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simon ghost riley and his fear

masterlist | wow returning after a decade!

for the first time in his life, simon ‘ghost’ riley is afraid. and it's not the type of fear that comes with bullets flying around him, bombs going off, bloodshed everywhere. no. it's the type of fear he feels when you’re sitting opposite to him in this 80s themed diner for a burger and a milk shake.

you’re here ranting to him about your day, how life isn’t going according to plan and everything is a mess. you’re wearing a hoodie that is too oversized for your own good, with little heart pajamas and your jewelry twinkling in the neon light.

and all he can think about is that he’d lay his life down for you in a minute if it meant everything would go according to your plan, if it meant that you'd be happy. he wonders time and time again what he’d do to make you laugh. how wretched and perfectly miserable he is.

he thinks about how every time he gets deployed, there is a gaping hole in his chest because he’s leaving you behind. even death will not provide the solace he finds in your presence. the endless violence he’s been used to doesn’t feel like a safe haven, only your arms do. only you do.

god, if he could, he’d always linger near the door of your room, watching you carry on with your life. even if it meant it wasn't with him. and if anyone knows what it's like to yearn for normalcy, it’s simon.

“simon?” your voice snaps him out of the trance he’s in. “are you even listening to me?”

he nods, motioning for you to go on.

of course. he’s listening. even if it's with a heavy heart.

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omg i didn't realise we were mutuals?? i adore all your writing for seventeen ^^

thank you so much <33 yes we're mutuals, happy to be!! always feel free to drop by!

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ok, so i just read “simon ‘ghost’ riley and his strength” and OMGGGG SHDBNADBNABD PLEASEEEE I WAS SCREAMING GIGGLING KICKING MY FEET 🩷🖤🩷 he’s the most beautiful person to ever walk on this god's green earth, but i also love it because the size difference between me and him ARE INSANE LIKE yes go ahead babe pick me up! anyways, i love it so so so so so soooo much 🩷

i wanna kiss him so bad!!! like i just know he’d be so protective,, wouldn’t let you lift a finger, treating you like fine china omg!!

thank you so much!! i’m glad you liked it anon! (ur my first anon yay <3)

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hello!! sorry for being so mia</3 there was this really sweet ask in my ask box and whoever it was I appreciate it a lot! :( it got deleted somehow but i think I have a rough idea on which account sent it. i’m praying that i'm right lmao. if the account that sent it is you, pls hmu!!! thank you for complimenting my writing!!!

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zombie ghost 😭 i need him so bad y'all its not a joke