I created this blog over a year ago, but I never used it, but i decided that I'Il change that now :]
I'm Lizzi and from Germany, which is sometimes really annoying. (My interests and obsession suffer as a result.. Finding K-pop albums here is a struggle, especially if you want something specific. And I'm not even starting with english movies in theaters)
I love to do creative things like DIYs and digital drawings. I also write Fanfictions (since 2020), but right now, only for myself. I plan to publish them soon [maybe]
Also i live for non Canon Yaoi and Yuri and doomed Yaoi and Yuri!
Kpop
i'm in there since 2021, and I'll probably never get out :3. Generally, I'm a multistan, and I listen to very many groups and soloists, but I still have my Ults and favs.
Ult Groups:
BTS - Army since September 2021 (they brought me into kpop) and i will probably be posting about them regularly, haha
[I ALSO SAW THEM LIVE MUNICH 11 AND 12 JULY 2026]
bias: Suga and Jhope
ships: Sope <3, Namjin, Vminkook
I-dle // former (G)idle - Neverland since idk about January 2022; i also saw them live and they were such a slay ajajshshaj
bias: Minnie and Yuqi
ships: honestly idk??? I have a crush on Minnie tho lol
IU - Uaena since middle of 2023, but I started listening and loving her songs in 2022 (l also saw her live ♡ and she is so amazing)
ATEEZ - I really became an Atiny after attending their concert in February 2025 <3 but i loved their music since 2022/23
I watched my first MCU movie (Ironman 1) in 2020, and since then, it's an on and off relationship with this fandom. Usually, I will come back every other month or when a good movie/series comes out :D (aka something I like and get obsessed with)
Avengers
favs: Bucky, Yelena (me crush on her), Nat - and Steve and Tony tbh they are just iconic (same for the the actors)
shippings: idk? Something with Bucky in it <3 [I'll always go back to Stucky and Stony bc OG but yeah .... actually Stuckony ...]
Xmen
favs: Logan, Wade, Yukio (she is so cute.. i have a crush again), Laura, (same for the the actors)
shippings: Poolverine <3
Gods/Others
favs: Loki, Lady Sif, Valkyrie, Thor,(same for the the actors)
shippings: Valkyrie/Sif, (some year ago also Thorki still love them but not as a ship)
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Football
[I'm German leave me alone l i will call it Football because it's Fußball here] liked football my whole life and when I saw a Bravertz edit it was the push I needed and now I am here haha
Fav Players: Julian Brandt, Marco Reus, Robert Lewandowski (maybe some others too, but they are more an on-off thing)
Fav Teams: BVB, FC Barcelona [honestly, I'm more a player person like the teams where the payers that I like play]
Shippings: Julian Brandt x nearly everyone (like for real I ship him with many ppl but i only write fics about Julian x Marco; Julian Robert; Julian x Marco x Robert [don't ask me why.. it just happened])
YouTube
First, i cant belive i FORGOT YOUTUBE???? IM SO DUMB LOL
Second I watch mostly minecraft Youtube, and do so since idk 2018? Yes I'm young. But i also watch other stuff lmao.
Fav Youtubers: Zombey, Maudado, Bastighg, Veni, Stegi, CastCrafter, Mahluna, Clownpierce, Branzy, Reddoons, Rekrap, Jumperwho Couriway, Feinberg.... (many more but these are my favs )
Shippings: Zomdado, VenixStegi, Clownzy, Couriberg; also kinda Bastiplatte but not really as a ship but they have a special place in my heart :)
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This blog will probably be really chaotic, but generally, I'll post about anything related to the fandoms just listed... and maybe other stuff I get obsessed with :)
.... lets see how fare they are gonna drop </3 i hate this because the lowest they ever got over the past 5 years was 3rd place.... but truly cant listen to them 😭
My mom keeps asking and asking me about whether I think hobi and namjoon are gonna make a statement ... like how many times do I have to tell her that I dont want to talk about it .... how many times
I know the cost and the ESPECIALLY THE REASON .... thats why I (as much as I truly am happy and excited to see sope interacting) can't enjoy it and be happy about it
seriously PICK A DIFFERNT TIME OR DONT BE STUPID AN GO TO ABUSERS CONCERTS AND PRETEND NOTHING HAPPEND
(I really want to be excited - but it feels like betrail towards my own fucking morals ... bc I know I'm falling for this.... for their damage control)
I hate them (i don't) I hate that they do damage control instead of addressing the issue. And i hate that its Fucking sope.
Me saying I would take a step back from posting here after the Namseok thing, was the biggest lie of the century... I'm posting more than in the past two weeks
Okay ... soooo why does writing your feelings and emotions down actually help ....
Like I just wrote three pages in my diary about the namseok situation to get it out of my head.
AND while I am STILL DISAPPOINTED AMD HURT. I feel so much "calmer"? Like my emotions are not that much of a mess anymore and I can actually think about the situation and bts again without starting to cry ...
Its just, i Worte everything down. The situation, what happend. How i feel about it. What if whish they did etc etc, just put my feelings down. On paper, freely without the fear of beeing judged for anything. And it helped.
Fucking SOPE HUG </3, fucking them laughing at each other </3
I'm crying rn ... and not the happy tears that I wish... fuck it hurts so bad. I wish I could just look at them. Be happy about seeing them together laughing and hugging ... but i can't
I can't because Hoseok (and nj) decided it would be a good fucking idea to go to an abusers concert
I wish I wish they never went to that concert, or even better just apologized...
Really I think I should step back not look at their content, but I cant </3 they mean so much to me ... thats why I am so hurt
Since their return, they sold a few group interviews and events to the highest bidders (Netflix, Spotify, Apple Zane Lowe) and then the albums and the concerts and that's it. A couple group lives, yes.
Even for Festa there wasn't a fan meeting. Fan meetings and such are idol things, not Global Star things. They're mature now, they don't do that anymore. But why should they be held to another standard of communication with their fans than other global stars? (/sarcasm)
I don't want to become bitter but it's hard. I didn't expect them to have the same packed schedule as before and do everything the same, but I didn't expect them to be so disconnected from ARMY.
Im just gonna say, that a few years ago it felt like they were more reachable. But over the military... idk i feel like we kinda lost the communication to them.
Also i didnt mean to make it sound like concerts seriously are the only way to reach them. But for me personally it feels like this. (Just as clarification)
You know what is sad? Normally I would've been screaming and jumping from excitement because WDYM Yoongi posted a Sope pic himself?????
Bur rn? right now in this situation .. it just feels they're trying to sweep the namseok situation under a rug ....
Like the amount of content we got in the past hours? Sad thing is ... its working insta and youtube armys have no ideas and tell them "they can do no wrong" and k armys ... well
