Sessrinners do not interact with this post: warning sexual assault discussed in content
I want to start off by saying Sunrise... fuck you.
I’m not screaming canon one way or another. It doesn’t matter. The taunts either way have gone to such extremes and I can’t. This is why I’m not watching the show. That and the Sessrin being a possibility. As someone who was adopted by an adult male at a young age... fuck you. Fuck you for ruining a beautiful relationship by potentially turning it into a ship. Fuck you for making it so an adult male cannot simply care for a little girl without turning her into his own baby machine. Even if it isn’t canon you play up to the people who would want that canon. Who would say that a grown ass man can’t love a child that isn’t his unconditionally. Can’t just let her grow up and still see her as his kid. Fuck you.
The dad here is not the same as the man I’m about to discuss below Also fuck you for the re-visitation of trauma. HI- child grooming victim here. CSA survivor here. I don’t owe anyone my story but it with the either canonization of sessrin or the baiting I’ve been struggling with this sequel since it was announced. I’ve always left Sessrinners alone. Never interacted. Still don’t I don’t comment on posts, still tag my shit as Anti etc. Fuck you guys for wanting to see me “wallow in my anti tears”. I don’t have a ship with Sesshomaru. I’ve never cared that much about who he ends up with romantically. Just. Not. Rin.
Why? Guess what my groomer brought me- gifts. Guess what he was- an adult male in my life when I had no dad. Guess what he did- paid attention to me, entertained me and played with me, made me get my own food. He never called himself my dad, and would often tend to me as an adult to a child. He used this, all of this to gain my trust for his own sexual gratification. He gained my trust and used my body for his own wants and needs. I know shippers don’t see Sesshomaru like this. They see him being blissfully unaware (with the exception) until she magically grows breasts and hits a magical number. See him as a loving tender man to a child until that child is a woman but-
That’s not how this works.
Sesshomaru being with Rin feels like a kick to the gut. Canon or not baiting or not I’ve felt nauseous all morning because of it. My dad is the reason I healed after the other adult male. Sesshomaru and Rin’s relationship helped me heal because men could still care for a little girl and not make it sexual, for their own wants. I feel like I’m going to be sick. That they could do this without even considering this. Considering the tone of the environment. I will be an anti of this until my last breath because otherwise, I can’t stomach it. I can’t enjoy yashahime, or Inuyasha anymore. So a big fuck you to Sunrise. If you’re big “mystery” is that it ends up as Rin anyway, you played us anti’s well. If it isn’t, fuck you anyway from all my fellow CSA survivors who didn’t need to question and re-visit their trauma. This weeks episode is tone deaf to every young girl who was ever sexualized by old men. Tone deaf to the metoo movement.
Thank you to all my fellow antis who help keep me sane and remind me that this is still fucked up. That it’s still wrong. Thank you for your posts so I can consume this media at my pace, rather than be forced to watch it in real time. You guys are brilliant, even if we’re being played/played ourselves or Sunrise is just fucking gross. I won’t be buying their merch. I regret buying the Sesshomaru POP vinyl as it is. Regardless of what happens from here on out, fuck you Sunrise. If Takashi made this reality, all I can say is thank you for the original series, but fuck you too.
Also, lets not harass content creators. Speak through your wallets and your words online. No need to be crazy, death threats and the like. Just fuck sunrise. And to any Sessrinner wondering what I’m going to do. Just what I said. I’m going to drop everything Inuyasha. No merch, no reblogs, no watching. Just wash my hands of it and find something that isn’t a huge trigger for me by invalidating my own trauma.
Stay salty Bitches,
and fuck sunrise

















