Hello
I know I haven’t been here for a while. Explanation under the cut
It’s been rough. In September 2020 my grandmother passed, then in December 2020, my husband’s mother passed. I got the COVID vaccine in June 2021 and suffered basically a nervous breakdown. I reverted back to the way I used to be, not able to take any pills for fear of having a panic attack and not able to leave the house. Then in August 2021, my mother got COVID, and my father caught it from her. He ended up going to the hospital, was on ventilators for two weeks, and then passed away. Then in November 2021 my husband’s father passed away. My husband was on the phone with his sister who was going to their dad’s house for Thanksgiving and they found him dead on the bathroom floor. It was a very sad, very tragic few months in our lives. I have been having heartburn and pains in my right side and attacks of severe stomach pain for a few months and finally went to the doctor and found out I have to have my gallbladder removed. I have never had surgery before so I am terrified. So needless to say I haven’t really felt like coming on tumblr. Not sure if I will come back to be honest. Just wanted to explain my absence. I may or may not be back.
Thanks.














