[remanence-of-love]

[samsyammms]

It’s been a few years. A lot has happened. A lot of emotions. I feel I’m the happiest I’ve ever been. But I feel I’m the most sensitive I’ve ever been.

[thelifeofmyferrets]

Mystery Giveaway

I haven’t done one of these in ages!

Rules to enter: Starts today December 13, 2020

The mystery giveaway is ferret themed but even I don’t know what I am going to pick. I know one of the items is an extra large shirt

MUST LIKE FERRETS

Must Be Following Me.

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Ends December 17, 2020 at 9am EST

I will be picking the name using a randomizer

Winners MUST be willing to send me your address

[avoidantdreamer-deactivated2018]

[samsyammms]

I can’t for the life of me figure out what the hell is up with me lately. I’m pushing everyone away and I don’t even care. I’m overly tired and no matter how much sleep and rest I get it doesn’t change. Is it because mercury is in retrograde or is it because I went back to eating shitty, or is it cuz I started drinking alittle bit more, or is it because I found out how everyone is alittle bitch and runs there mouth over something I told them. Idk. I’m fucking iver everyone. Is there a reason all this bullshit is going on lately? Am I gonna meet the woman of my dream???? Lmfao yeahhhhhh right never gonna happen in my life. Idk I just want an answer as to why I’m like this lately.

[writingllama-deactivated2020012]

“One day you’ll meet a girl who will talk about the world as if she’s lived a thousand lives, and she’ll see things in such a different perspective that you’ll question everything you know. She’ll describe things in words you’ve never heard, but they sound so beautiful coming out of her mouth that you’ll look them up and start using them yourself. She’ll be curious and have the wonder of a child, and the phrase “curiosity killed the cat” will take on a new meaning when people tell her things she doesn’t want to hear and it makes her heart break in half, so you end up holding her and picking up the pieces. She’ll bring out a passion in you that no one knew you had and she’ll make you feel something that you’ve never felt. She’ll hide her face when you see her with her hair down and no makeup, and your voice will catch in your throat because she looks like the most beautiful woman in the world. She’ll act a little crazy and ignite a fire in your bones that burns so bad it’ll make you want to run for your life. Don’t. Don’t you fucking dare. Stare at her even if she’s so bright it burns, hold her close even though you’re terrified that if you touch her the wrong way she’ll break. Kiss her so hard that you see stars, trace the scars that litter her body, do not let her feel ashamed. She makes you feel vulnerable, and it will scare the living hell out of you. You’re not used to being out of control, let the new experience teach you lessons. It won’t make you a hero to leave because you think you’ll break her, you’re doing her no favours by killing something that hasn’t yet been brought to life. So don’t run. Don’t run away from what scared you, because you have the potential to be so much more than a coward who breaks her heart. Love her for as long as the universe allows, because if you don’t I swear you’ll regret it.”

— The Girl / Love

[h1ghwaves]

In love with her smile

[samsyammms]

When all your friends are are hanging out by their new pool and you don’t get invite to hang out with everyone.... cuts like a knife

[samsyammms]

My life’s one big joke. I can’t catch a god damn break.

[ssssss1619239473718103947-deact]

Eye contact while you’re inside her.

[samsyammms]

This life of mine is a fucking joke

[geneetierneys]

due to personal reasons i have decided to stop making sense to anyone. i will not be accepting constructive criticism nor will i be taking any questions at this or any other time

[samsyammms]

My current mood lately

[hatin]

there is so much hurt and sadness inside of me and i have no idea how to control it anymore

[fairycosmos]

i’m just a bitch with bad posture and an irregular sleeping schedule 

[hilarioushumorfromouterspace]

[samsyammms]

Ready to disappear from everyone and start over

[samsyammms]

I just want to runaway from everything and everyone.