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Hiiii im a new writer that is in many fandoms note that my story’s are plus size readers. I started writing because I felt that plus size people like myself didn’t have a lot of stories in fandom spaces. Most of my stories are NSFW so MDNI

I most write for TGCF, Genshin Impact, Demon Slayer and MHA but I will write from other fandoms if requested! Please don’t be shy about requesting!

#chubby reader #x chubby reader #demon slayer #genshin impact #tgcf #my hero academia

sanemin

SANEMI SHINAZUGAWA in Demon Slayer: Infinity Castle

killtheheroine

Coming from a narcisstic and controlling family, these words ring true. To me the GazettE and their music are like old friends, there when I had to fend for myself, learn how to survive in a "normal" society and unlearn the toxic things instilled in me. To this day I am still unlearning.

My heart goes out to all of the Sixth Guns with dysfunctional, abusive, narcisstic families or families who don't understand or accept them.

world-of-yuu

nonatsuaki

Aoi: Oh look at that small creature! Let's give him some love.

filth-in-the-mirrorball

POV: Aoi is a vampire lord who's incredibly charming...and dangerous.

miya-sugar-star

My favorite moments of Aoi from the Live Tour 2022-2023 MASS “The Final” 07.15 at Nippon Budokan

jjangredpanda

aoiaoimiau

NINTH LIVE IN NEW YORK 2019

aoiaoimiau

NINTH LIVE IN NEW YORK 2019

strwberryangel4

okay y'all got one cutesy moodboard out of me before the angst, be grateful

Cigarettes and Control

Aoi x chubby!reader

Warning: NSFW, dom/sub themes, bondage, boot/foot play, edging, orgasm denial, humiliation kink

“You feeling comfortable?” Aoi asked from behind her as he firmly fastened the cuffs around Y/Ns wrists, pulling at them to make sure they weren’t going to cut off her circulation.

“Yes sir” she responded with a fake air of confidence

The couple has been planning this scene for quite some time and the empty room that Aoi just did a photo shoot in not even an hour ago was perfect. The staff already went home and Aoi made sure they weren’t going to be interrupted by locking the door when the last person left then ordering Y/N to strip herself of her clothes.

Y/N was on her knees letting her master bind her hands behind her back, heart racing and body hot with embarrassment. When he finished, he stood up and walked over to a couch on the other end of the room, sitting down and pulling out a cigarette and lighter from his suit pocket. She watched in awe as he put the cigarette between his lips and lit it before taking a drag. She couldn’t look away from the man, he looked almost godly in his suit and the dark sunglasses just added to the illusion of indifference he was putting on for this scene.

“Take your time and get into your headspace. Crawl over here when you’re ready” he spoke before leaning back onto the backrest of the couch and taking another drag of his cigarette.

Y/N took a few deep breaths to calm her nerves and her tense body. She knew she wanted this but the thought doesn’t make the situation any less stressful for her.

After a few long minutes she finally calmed herself down enough to move. Y/N crawled slowly over to the man, her knees already hurting and she knew they were going to be bruised by the end of this but it didn’t matter when she came face to face with the dark haired man.

Aoi met her eyes once through the sunglasses, a silent question behind them and Y/N slowly nods in response. Only then did Aoi make a move reaching out to fist the hair at the nape of her neck and pulled her closer to smash his lips against hers.

Aoi ran his tongue over her bottom lip, waiting for her to let him in and she did without hesitation. The moment her lips parted, Aoi slid his tongue inside; deepening the kiss. Y/N gasped into his mouth as he explored the deepest parts of her mouth with his tongue and making sure to hit all her sensitive spots with practiced ease

Y/N moaned into the kiss as Aoi forced her to suckle on his tongue, the action making her throb between her thighs. Far too soon from her liking Aoi pulled her head back from the kiss by the hand in her hair, making her gasp at the pain in her scalp.

Aoi leaned back just enough to take another drag of his cigarette, Y/N watched in awe as his full lips circled around it and the tip lit up. Aoi noticed her eyes on him as he pulled the cigarette out of his mouth and a moment later, he blew the smoke on her face.

“Thought you might’ve wanted a taste”

“Yes sir. Thank you sir”

Aoi smirked at that before turning to his ashtray and snuffing out the cigarette. The whole while never releasing the hand in her hair, pulling her with him slightly when he leaned to the side. Y/N whimpered but besides that, she stayed as quiet as possible.

When Aoi turned back the smirk on his face was still there as he eyed her lips hungrily behind the glasses. He tightened the hand in her hair before roughly pushing her head down to the very prominent bulge in his slacks; rubbing her cheek against it and making himself groan

“Use that pretty mouth for something useful, pet”

Aoi released his rough grip just enough for him to have the room to unbutton and zip his slacks with his free hand. Aoi took his time freeing his aching cock, making Y/Ns mouth water when he finally pulled it out.

Aoi was amused by her reaction and snorted a laugh before gently slapping his cock against her reddened cheek and smearing his precum across it. Y/N stuck her tongue out, trying desperately to get a taste of his delicious cock and Aoi was more than happy to give it to her. He slid his dripping head into her open and waiting mouth and she wasted no time in wrapping her lips around it and sucking.

Aoi groaned loud in his throat as she eagerly suckled on the tip, collecting his precum on her tongue to savor.

Y/N moaned and clinched her thighs together at the taste of him, her mind started to get muddied at the intoxicating appendage laying hot and hard on her tongue.

Y/N traced a throbbing vein down to his base and swallowed around him, making him tighten the hand in her hair. He gripped her hair tight as he pushed her head down even harder into the trimmed hair at his base. Aoi groaned darkly as he bucked his hips into her face while holding her in place

“….fuck….that’s it baby. Deepthroat my fucking cock”

Y/N moaned around him in acknowledgment as she swallowed around him again, forcing past her gag reflex as he cock hit the back of her throat. He firmly held her there while rolling his hips into her face until she pushed back against his hand. Y/N felt like her lungs were on fire from lack of oxygen and thankfully Aoi took the hint and pulled her up until just his tip was between her lips.

Aoi was gracious enough to let her catch her breath for a moment, the feeling of her panting against his cock was delicious.

Y/N soon was able to breathe normally again and closed her lips around his head and gently sucked. The small action was all Aoi needed to know for him to continue, without wasting a second he pushed her head down then immediately back up; bobbing her head on his cock.

Y/N followed his lead and sucked the best she could with the fast pace he set. Making sure to pay extra attention to the thick vein on the underside, feeling it throb against her throat with every movement.

Aoi turned her head to make her look up at him as he fucked her face on his cock, her eyes glazed over and slightly lidded from pleasure and the knowledge made Aoi smirk

“You like sucking cock don’t you sweetheart? It gets that pretty pussy dripping wet doesn’t it?” He laughed mockingly before giving a hard thrust of his hips against her face

Y/N squirmed at his mocking voice, feeling a wave of shame wash over her and making her cheeks even more red. Aoi of course saw this and brought his other hand to her caress a cheek while cooing “aww poor baby. Did that embarrass you? I was just speaking the truth. You are my cock sucking whore, are you not?”

Y/N tried to nod her head but his grip was too tight so she settled on moaning around his cock, the action making Aoi groan “see, you understand sweetheart. Now make your master cum and you better not waste a single drop”he growled out the last few words before fucking up into her face at an even faster pace

Aoi let out a steady stream of groans as he thrusted up into her face over and over until she felt him throbbing violently. Aoi pushed her head down to his base before stilling and a moment later he moaned as he released down her throat.

Y/N moaned around him as hot cum shot down her throat, she was fighting not to choke as rope after rope came from his cock.

Aoi bucked his hips into her as he rode out his orgasm, keeping her head still as he worked her on his cock until it started softening and the last rope of cum landed on her tongue.

After he made sure she swallowed all of it, he slowly lifted her head off his softened cock and tilted her head up so he could look at her fucked out expression.

Aoi laughed darkly as his eyes scanned from her hooded eyes that were glassy with tears, down to her drool soaked, swollen lips “look at you sweetheart. So pretty for your master” Aoi grinned before abruptly letting go of her hair and leaning back on the couch.

Aoi studied her confused expression for a few moments before slowly sliding his deliciously curved black boot between her trembling thighs “you’ve been so good that I think you deserve a little reward. You may use my foot to pleasure yourself but remember you better not cum without permission”

“Yes master”

Aoi was pleased with her answer and nodded towards the foot between her thighs. Y/N quickly took the hint and lowered her pelvis down on the out stretched foot, gasping as her swollen clit came in contact with the smooth leather.

Y/N took a moment to breathe, concentrating on the rise and fall of her chest as she was trying to calm her body down. After a few seconds she finally started rocking her hips against his boot, whimpering at the pleasure of it rubbing her clit.

Aoi smirked as he sat back and watched her continuously hump his foot. His eyes were darkened with lust and his cock started to show interest again as it throbbed against his stomach.

Y/N whimpered quietly as the cool leather stimulated her puffy clit, she rocked her hips at a steady pace; without trying to force an orgasm out too fast. Y/N knew she would get punished for cumming without Aois permission.

She felt pleasure shooting up her body with every glide of his boot, making her even wetter. Y/N felt the man’s eyes locked onto her movements, his gaze burning into her and setting her body on fire.

He noticed her flush, because of course he did; Aoi let a smirk form on his lips and slightly slid his foot along her folds. Y/Ns hips paused as a loud whimper left her lips, that was followed by a shout when Aois foot slapped against her wet skin

“Did I tell you to stop moving those hips?”

“N-No master”

Aois eyes narrowed as he reached forward to gently grip her chin and raise her head up to meet his eyes “No? Then what should you be doing right now?”

Y/N whined and started her movements again, slowly rocking her hips against the leather of his boot. Aoi stared into her eyes as she moved, making sure she knew which one of them had more control.

After a few long minutes, Aoi removed his hand from her chin and reclined back against the couch once again. His eyes lowered to her soft body and how it moved against him; the sight had him hard again.

Y/N raised her eyes back up when Aoi let a groan slip. She felt herself throb when she saw Aois hand wrapped around his cock, stroking it lazily. Y/N whined at the sight and her hips instinctively sped up as she watched the man jerk himself off right in front of her face.

The combination of watching him and the feeling of his now slick leather boot was beginning to be too much for her.

“M-Master….may I please cum?”

Aoi sat in silence and pretended to ponder about her question for what felt like hours before he finally answered with a grin “no, you may not”

Y/N whined pitifully at his words, feeling her pussy throb with the need to cum but she knew he wouldn’t let her off easy if she stopped her movements again. It didn’t take long for the grinding to begin to feel painful with the need to cum, each of her movements felt overwhelming and she sobbed

Aoi smirked at this, feeling his cock throb in his hand at her pathetic sobbing

“Aww you poor thing….need to cum that bad?”

Y/N nodded frantically as she bounced her hips against his boot. She felt tears pricking the corner of her eyes as her clit trobbed painfully and that’s all Aoi needed to see.

The man leaned forward and reached his hand out again to bring her eyes up to his. Aoi smirked down at her as he caressed her flushed cheek; Y/N never stopping her frantic humping

“Cum for your master, Sweetheart”

As if on queue, white hot pleasure shot through her body, causing her to sob even more. She humped his boot faster until her legs were trembling and her clit was throbbing with pleasure. All the while Aoi forced her to keep eye contact with him by the hand on her cheek. He was clearly enjoying every second of her pleasure, a smirk playing at his lips and his other had still moving on his cock.

Y/N sobbed as overstimulation took over her body, feeling her spent clit throb painfully between her folds. Aoi smiles when he saw how obedient his sweetheart is being; not stopping her hips without his explicit permission. After a few moments he finally took pity on her “you may stop” he said as he released his cock, letting it throb against his stomach.

Immediately Y/Ns hips came to a halt, her body sore from the constant grinding.

“T-Thank you master”

Y/N tried her best to nuzzle into the hand that’s still holding her chin up; seeking his comfort after such an intense orgasm. Aoi smiles at this and flattens his hand to caress her flushed cheek “that’s my good girl. Always so good for me” he cooed while rubbing his thumb against her cheek

He let her nuzzle into his palm until her breathing evened out before speaking again in a softer tone, a tone outside the scene “are you okay to continue?”

Y/N nodded against his palm before turning her head into it to leave kisses and small licks to his palm.

Aoi groaned as his cock throbbed again before abruptly grabbing her chin to bring her eyes back up to his.

“I want you on my lap facing away from me….now” Aoi growled deep in his throat

Y/N didn’t waste any time trying to stand up with Aois help, she doesn’t even know what he completely wants but she doesn’t ask. The man helps her onto her shaky legs, bracing her just in case they give out. When he knows she’s stable he guides her around so her back is to him. Y/N almost falls in the next second when Aoi pulls her back to stand between his spread thighs.

“Okay sweetheart. You are going to ride masters cock just like this” he said as he put light pressure to her plush hips, a subtle signal that he wanted her to move closer.

Y/N took a deep breath to steady herself before bending her sore knees until she was hovering over his hard cock. Aoi helped guide her over his cock with one hand on her hip and the other holding his throbbing cock.

“Be a good girl now”

Y/N shivered at those words and without hesitation started to sink down on the throbbing appendage, making them both moan. Y/N was wet enough that she sunk all the way down without any resistance; when she was fully seated she moaned as Aois tip hit her cervix. The feeling of being split open like this was almost too much but she needed more of him

“M-Master can I move?”

“No, let me feel you as you warm my cock first”

Y/N whined pitifully as she kept her hips still, her pussy throbbing around the appendage inside of her. Aoi placed both hands on her hips in a tight grip, his long fingers kneading her plump flesh.

“Fuck….you feel so hot, sweetheart”

Y/N tightened up at his words and was rewarded with a low groan from the man. His breathing started to get shallow as his cock started throbbing inside her but his strong grip kept her from moving even an inch.

After a few long minutes Aoi moaned and gripped her hips tighter before speaking “be a good girl and move those hips for me but don’t fuck your self” he growled low in his throat when without hesitation Y/N moved her hips back and forth on his cock, without bouncing on it. She obeyed his command perfectly, moving just enough to feel his tip scraping her cervix.

Y/N whimpered at the barely there stimulation, the feeling making her twitch and throb around his cock. She wanted so desperately to reach down and touch herself but the cuffs around her wrist made that impossible so she gripped Aois dress shirt tightly to ground herself.

After a few minutes of this and without warning Aoi tightened his hands in her hips to bring her down even further on his cock. She gasped as the head pressed even harder against her cervix, the action causing her to tighten around him

“Does it feel that good to have me inside?” Aoi mocked with a laugh

The next moment Aois nails dug into her flesh and he bucked up into her, causing her to whimper before desperately begging “P-Please! Please! Please master! Let me ride your cock! I need to feel more!”

Aoi smirked at her loud begging, rolling his hips teasingly to make her whine again “you better keep that pretty voice down, someone might hear you” Aoi groaned out

Y/N whimpered at the thought of someone overhearing her pathetic cries and she couldn’t stop herself from throbbing on his cock.

“You like that? The thought of someone that isn’t me, hearing those pretty sounds. Then maybe I should record this and show the guys later” he leaned in and whispered the last part into her flushed ear lobe

“N-NO MASTER PLEASE NOT THAT!”

Aoi clicked his tongue in fake disappointment “what you don’t like that idea? My band mates jerking off to these cute sounds of pleasure you make for me?” The man sighed softly before relaxing against the backrest of the couch again and reached down to gave her plump ass a sharp smack

“Ride my cock”

Y/N whined pitifully as she immediately lifted her hips until just the head was inside before falling back down on him.

Aois hands instinctively tightened his grip again until he is sure there will be bruises. He guided her movements on his cock, while watching the flesh on her ass jiggle every time it hit his thighs. Aoi licked his lips at the sight, completely mesmerized at the way her body moved and the beautiful sounds coming from her lips.

Y/N gasped as Aoi bucked his hips up to meet hers, making his cock slide in deeper and hit her sensitive spots harder “M-Master! N-Need to cum again!” She cried out as Aois cock abused her g-spot over and over

Aoi groaned low in his throat, a testament of how she’s affecting him “then cum but I’m not done with you yet” he growled and quickened his movements; fucking I’m into her with renewed vigor

Y/N cried out pitifully and her body instantly tightened around him, she can feel every vein of his hard cock siding in and out of her. Everything was getting to be too much, she whined as she felt a strange sensation in her lower belly; almost like she had to pee

“M-MASTER STOP! I-I HAVE TO PEE!”

Aoi laughed loudly at this and fucked her down harder on his cock, abusing that spot inside her. It didn’t take much for her body to tense and her to cry out as she felt her body explode on him. Hot liquid bursted from where they were connected, coated his cock and the floor below in her fluids

“Fuck….Thats my girl. You’ve done so good for me”

Aoi didn’t stop his movements as he continued to fuck her through her pleasure. He used her body like a toy for his pleasure, fucking up into her and pulling her down onto him. Aoi groaned at the feeling of her tightness, the feeling as his eyes rolling to the back of his head. Every little movement set both of their bodies on fire with white hot pleasure and they couldn’t get enough of it.

The man kept abusing her g-spot over and over, forcing her to moan with every little movement. Her legs started hurting with having to hold her weight up, her muscles screaming to her to stop but the pleasure was so addicting that she needed more of him.

Every thrust was electric in her body, she tried to bounce as fast as she could but the hands on her plush hips were too strong that she couldn’t move like she wanted. Y/N whined loudly in frustration at Aoi controlling her movements “M-Master please! I need more!” She desperately begged but to no avail when Aoi let out a mocking laugh

“Need more already? Then tell me who you belong to and maybe I’ll give you what you want”

“I-I BELONG TO MASTER! O-ONLY MASTER! PLEASE”

Aoi smirked at her desperate pleading, clearly satisfied with her cries and he bucks his hips up into her harder than before; making her cry out in pleasure. Aoi hit her g-spot with every thrust, causing her to clap around him even tighter.

They both moaned in unison as they felt their highs quickly approaching. Aoi pulling her down harder on his cock, as he thrusted up into her. He reached around her to start fingering her clit, making her throw her head back as pleasure overwhelmed her with a loud scream. Her body shook and her pussy clamped around him hard and that’s all it took for Aoi to shoot his cum deep into her fucked out body.

Aoi rode out both of their orgasms until his cock was aching, he sighed as he stopped her movements while still wrapped in her tight warmth. He leaned in to place a gentle kisses along her back, trying to soothe her from such an intense moment.

Aoi noticed her legs shaking from having to ride in on the edge of the couch and from having to hold herself up now. His hands went back to her hips and helped guide her off his cock and onto the floor below. Y/N was too out of it to even notice the wetness of her pleasure that’s still soaking the floor. She turned to obediently face her master without knowing what she was doing, her body reacting to him on its own

Aoi watched her with quiet intensity, the sound of her shallow breathing filling the empty studio. The soft scuff of leather against the floor echoed every time she moved. Her cheeks were flushed, eyes unfocused — completely in the moment.

“Good,” he said at last, his voice low, calm, and commanding. “You’re learning to listen.”

Y/N froze at the sound of his voice. She could feel the weight of his gaze, heavier than the cuffs around her wrists. He leaned forward, removing his sunglasses and setting them aside on the couch. For the first time that night, she could see his eyes — dark, sharp, but softened at the edges.

Aoi reached down, brushing his fingers along her jaw. “Look at me.”

When she did, something in the air shifted — less performance, more connection. The tension that had been built so carefully began to dissolve into something gentler.

“Breathe,” he murmured, as he reached around to loosen the cuffs. The leather gave a soft click as it fell away. “You did well.”

Y/N’s hands trembled slightly as she brought them forward, rubbing her wrists where the metal had pressed. Aoi stood, straightening his suit jacket before offering his hand to her.

She hesitated for a moment before taking it. His grip was firm, grounding.

“Come on,” he said, his voice quiet now. “Let’s get you some water.”

As he led her toward the dressing area, the dim lights softened around them. The energy of the scene — the fire, the control — faded into a comfortable silence.

For the first time since the beginning of the night, she smiled.

And though Aoi didn’t return it outright, his thumb brushed over the back of her hand, a wordless way of saying good girl.

Aoi guided Y/N to the couch, helping her sit before he walked to a small cooler the guys kept by the set. He returned with a bottle of water and pressed it gently into her hands.

“Slow sips,” he reminded her.

Y/N nodded, her throat still a little raw, and obeyed. The water was cold — grounding — and she could feel herself slowly coming back down from the haze that had consumed her.

For a while, neither of them spoke. The faint hum of the city outside the windows filled the quiet, along with the soft creak of the couch as Aoi sat beside her. He rested an arm across the backrest, close but not touching, giving her space to breathe.

When she finally found her voice, it came out as a whisper. “Did I… do okay?”

Aoi turned to look at her. His eyes were steady, searching her face as though reading every flicker of emotion there. Then, a small, rare smile tugged at his lips.

“You did more than okay,” he said. “You listened. You trusted me. That’s what matters most.”

Her chest loosened at his words. “I was nervous,” she admitted, laughing softly, embarrassed. “More than I thought I’d be.”

“I could tell,” he said, his voice gentler now. “But you didn’t stop. You stayed with me — that takes courage.”

He reached out then, brushing his fingers against her cheek. The gesture was soft, reverent, as though he was wiping away the remnants of the scene itself.

“Still okay with what we did?” he asked quietly, his tone careful.

Y/N nodded immediately. “Yes. I… I felt safe. The whole time.”

That answer seemed to relax something in him. He leaned back, exhaling a long breath. “Good. That’s all I ever want.”

For a moment, the silence between them was warm — not heavy, but full.

“Do you want to shower?” he asked finally. “I can grab your things.”

She smiled, a tired but content kind of smile. “Only if you join me.”

That earned her a soft chuckle — rare, genuine, the kind that made his usually sharp features soften.

“Bossy, aren’t we?”

“Only a little.”

He stood and offered her his hand again, the same way he always did — not as her master now, but as her partner. She took it, and as they walked out of the dimly lit dressing room together, Y/N felt the weight of the night slowly fade away, replaced with something quieter and deeper — trust, affection, the unspoken promise that this wasn’t just a performance.

It was theirs.

#chubby reader #x chubby reader #fanfic #i trust this will find the right audience #the gazette #aoi x reader #the gazette aoi

Ruki x chubby!reader

Warnings: fluff, NSFW, vampires, blood drinking, blood kink, oral, vaginal penetration

Y/N was sitting behind stage watching the live from a small tv, her eyes instinctively focused on Ruki. His gorgeous midnight hair pulled back in a ponytail and the way his robes moved with his body was mesmerizing to say the least. Was it his blood making her feel like this? She couldn’t say, all she knew was she needed him.

Even through the screen she felt his eyes on her like he was in the room with her. Y/N felt her cheeks heat up and her heart race at the thought of him somehow seeing her lust over him, somehow knowing how her body was reacting to him.

Y/Ns eyes were next drawn to his plump lips. She needed to feel them against her neck and his sharp fangs piercing her flesh. The bite never hurt surprisingly. The first time he fed from her, it frightened her but when he licked over her tinder flesh; she only felt pleasure from his bite. Y/N rubbed her thighs together at the thought of the pleasure his bite causes her, the way her body reacts to him.

Her body flinched when the door to the dressing room opened and she realized the tv screen has gone black. Y/Ns head whipped to the door to see Ruki walk in; his eyes already a bright red color. She could tell in that instant, Ruki pushed himself too far on stage and she knew what he needed.

The moment after their eyes met Ruki was already in front of her with an energy of a beast. Y/Ns body moved without her permission, standing before him and pushing her hair aside to expose her neck to him.

Ruki took a step toward her and brought his hands up to ghost across the skin of her neck; perfectly tracing the vein there. The action sent a shiver up her spine and her heart to race with anticipation for what was to come.

Ruki teased her skin a moment longer before dropping his hands to her plush waist; quickly pulling her to his body. Ruki brought his other hand to her cheek, caressing it gently as he leaned forward. Ruki let his lips ghost across her neck once making her shiver before bringing his tongue out to lap at her flesh.

Y/N let a moan slip from her lips as pleasure over took her senses, her brain quickly became muddied as her body relaxed against him. She felt him gently press his lips to her skin in a kiss before pulling back. The feeling being replaced by sharp fangs pressing into her skin a second later and the feeling made her body feel like it was on fire with the intensity of pleasure that was coursing through her veins.

She flung her arms around him, as she needed something to ground herself from the overwhelming feeling. Y/N tangled her fingers in his hair and pulled on the strands; making Ruki moan against her.

She felt her own blood pouring into his mouth as he suckled on the wound; the feeling making her body warm and light but the moment was short lived when the door burst open. Ruki immediately pulled his lips off and quickly licked over the wounds to stop the bleeding before a mocking voice sounded in the quiet dressing room

“I thought I smelled something sweet…it’s not fair you get her all to yourself Ruki. Wanna share?” Aoi licked his tongue over his lips as Y/Ns eyes met his over Ruki’s shoulder

Ruki’s grip on the woman tightened and he glared back at the older “beat it” Ruki growled; making Aoi laugh and shake his head “scary….you know I’m just joking” the older pouted

Ruki rolled his eyes and turned his attention back to the flushed human in his arms “are you alright?” He cooed in a gentle voice as he petted her head

Y/N knew her voice couldn’t handle speaking just yet so she nodded her head slowly, hoping Ruki would get the hint. Ruki smiled lovingly down at her before gently helping her over to a chair to sit down, knowing he took more blood than he would have liked.

Ruki crouched down in front of her and took her hands in his “I’m sorry, I took too much this time. I’ll give you my blood when we get home” his voice was barely audible as he spoke but she understood and nodded with a smile

“Thank you, Ruki”

Aoi then came over with a scarf and handed it to the woman and a smirk “so the staff won’t see the bites” he winked at her

Y/N quickly took the fabric with a small bow of her head before circling it around her neck. Ruki leaned forward and fixed it for her “it looks good on you” he stated with a gentle smile as he pulled back

“I don’t know. The fang marks look better in my humble opinion” Aoi said with a smirk; his words were quickly followed by a glare from the vocalist

“I-I think Aoi’s right” Y/N felt a blush spread across her cheeks as she spoke and felt both men starring at her. She didn’t dare lift her eyes to look into theirs but flinched as Aoi’s loud laugh sounded in the quiet room.

“Well, you heard her Ruki” Aoi said mockingly while evading a punch from the very annoyed vocalist

Ruki glared in Aoi’s direction for a second before leaning over to help the human stand, pulling her arm around his shoulder and gently guiding her towards the door. Y/N clung tightly to Ruki has he slowly walked her to the door; hyperaware of Aois sharp eyes watching them closely. Ruki’s arm tightened around her waist as he opened the door for them but they were stopped from leaving by a hand on Rukis shoulder.

“Here, let me carry her while you go pull your car around” Aoi suggested with a warm smile; his cocky demeanor from earlier completely gone but Ruki still narrowed his eyes at the older man in suspicion “you think I would leave my wounded partner with another bloodthirsty monster?” Ruki said possessively while his arm tightened impossibly tighter around her plush waist.

“Ruki. How long have you known me? I wont hurt her, you know that”

Ruki sighed in defeat and glanced down at the human woman under his arm. Y/N looked back at Ruki with as much love as she could muster, more love than Ruki has ever been shown in his long and lonely life. Ruki nodded for Aoi to come closer and when their eyes met Ruki finally spoke “sorry. I do trust you, Aoi but even for a short time, I’m giving you my life. Please protect it”

“Of course” Aoi nodded before crouching down in front of the couple with his back to them. Ruki didn’t waste anytime and gently guided her onto the guitarists back and Aoi hooked his arms around her legs to secure her to him. Y/N felt her heart race as she wrapped her arms around his neck, in her mind she knows he’s also a vampire and her weight is nothing to him but she still worries. A moment later she felt his muscles flex as he slowly stood, her arms tightening has she felt her plush body fall against his back.

“Are you comfortable?” Aoi asked in his signature, deep alluring voice

“I-I’m fine, thanks”

Aoi nodded and walked out into the hallway, Y/N glanced over her shoulder just to see no one behind them and was immediately taken aback “Aoi, where did Ruki go?” She questioned; making the tall man’s back vibrate with a laugh

“He went to go get his car, remember?”

Y/N blanked a few times in confusion as she tried to remember her partner leaving but can’t seem to do so “wow that was fast” she mumbled into Aoi’s shoulder and made another laugh erupt from the man “well, we are pretty fast”

Y/N nodded in understanding and the pair fell back into comfortable silence for a while as he opened the back door to the live house, the cold air making the human shiver but as soon as the shiver wracked her body she felt something being thrown over her back. Y/N turned her head quickly to see Ruki standing behind them as he was placing a thin blanket around her shoulders “thought you be be cold after losing all that blood” he whispered into her ear

“You know I’m still here right?” Aoi said with a roll of his eyes as he pulled them away from the shorter man and walked to the car parked at the curb. Ruki grumbled as he walked behind Aoi, with a gentle hand rubbing the humans back. The taller stopped to allow Ruki to open the passenger side door and slowly started to drop down to his knees. Ruki helped Y/N stand with an arm around her waist “are you okay to walk?” He whispered with his face nuzzled in her hair; taking in her sweet scent with a long sigh

Y/N blushed deeply as her body shivered at the feeling but still nodded. Ruki placed a short kiss in her hair and tightened his arm around her to help her into the car, Ruki gently sat her in the passenger seat and closed the door behind her.

“Thanks for helping, Aoi” Ruki said as he turned around to face the taller man; who was already walking back towards the building

“Don’t mention it” Aoi said with a lazy wave of his hand before disappearing inside the live house

An instant after the door to the building closed, Ruki was at the drivers side door; opening it and getting in. He glanced over to the human beside him, who was curled up in the blanket he give her. He started the car, startling her from the daze she was in. She peaked her head up at him just to be met with a soft expression from Ruki.

“How are you feeling?”

“I’m okay just tired”

Ruki gently reached over to pat her head “just relax my love. We’ll be home soon” he reassured as he let his hand slip from her head and to the gearshift and put it in drive.

Y/N kept her eyes on the man as he drove in silence, eyes locked to the road with one hand on the steering wheel and the other still on the gearshift. A moment later Y/N felt a cold shiver go down her spine and she immediately shifted to lay her head against Rukis arm

Y/N felt her heart race as the closeness to her partner, this feeling has never got easier for her. She doesn’t know if it’s her love for him or if the feeling comes from his blood coursing through her veins or if it’s a mixture of both. She took in his scent; even to humans, vampire’s scent was different. it was almost other worldly and it did nothing to calm her nerves.

She didn’t know how long the drive was until Ruki gently patted her head, making her look up to meet his eyes “we’re home” he spoke softly

Y/N sat up in her seat as Ruki step out of the car and a moment later he was opening the passenger door “can you walk?” He said as he leaned over to caress her hands with his

“Yes, I’m fine Ruki”

The man smiled at her in understanding before gently helping her out of the car, paying close attention to her movements to make sure she was telling the truth.

Y/N felt okay for the most part, just a little lightheaded but she’s fine. Y/N gripped the man’s hands tight as she stood straight. They stood still for a moment letting her body adjust. when she felt okay enough, she met Ruki’s worried expression and she smiled nervously at him “I promise I’m fine” she whispered to the older

Ruki nodded and pulled her to him so he could shut the car door. He put her arm around his shoulder and his arm around her waist to guide her to their front door.

Ruki tightened his grip around her waist as he pulled out the house key and opened the door. He guided them inside and shut the door behind them before helping her take her shoes off then his own.

They walked to the living room where he gently sat her down on their couch to examine her. His eyes studied her pale cheeks and tired eyes. Y/N knew she couldn’t hide the way her body felt especially when Ruki could hear her heartbeat and see the veins in her skin.

In truth he did take too much blood but she could never blame Ruki, it’s his instinct and she chose to be with him; no matter the outcome.

She saw the pained expression on her partners face as he lifted a hand to pat her hair, Y/N leaned into the gentle touch with a tired smile. She watched as Ruki brought his other hand to his mouth, fangs extended as he roughtly bit into his wrist; ripping at his skin. Y/N knew this was an act of punishment for the man, he never bit into her skin this way; Y/N felt a pain shoot through her body at the knowledge.

After a few moments of quiet, Ruki finally pulled back from his wrist and immediately leaned forward to press his lips to the woman’s, the force pushing them both over onto the soft cushions of the couch. Y/N whimpered as a warm metallic liquid poured into her mouth and down her throat. Her body heated up quickly as the liquid filled her body with pleasure and relief.

Ruki pressed further into her mouth, forcing her to take every last drop of his blood as he pressed her body into the cushions with his own. His black hair ticking her cheeks and sending a shiver down her spine. He was never this forceful, usually letting her drink her fill from his wrist but never this. She couldn’t imagine the pain he must feel for him to be acting this way.

A few moments passed and it felt like her lungs were on fire, she gently pushed on his shoulders to get him to stop but he grabbed her wrists in one of his hands and pinned to above her head. Y/N whined at the action but she trusted Ruki and knew he wouldn’t harm her.

He kept pushing the blood into her mouth until he had nothing left to give and only then did he pull back from her kiss swollen lips. Y/N let out a string of coughs while trying desperately to catch her breath but she tensed as she felt Ruki’s nose nozzle against her neck, pushing the scarf out of the way.

“R-Ruki”

Y/N felt a chill when his fangs slid over her sensitive skin, she held perfectly still as to not be punctured by the fangs dragging across her flesh. Ruki carefully licked his tongue across her throat and down to her chest. He growled when he was stopped by her clothes, Ruki didn’t waste any time and brought his arms up her body to the neck of her shirt.

Ruki fisted the fabric in his free hand and in a second, ripped it down the middle so it slid off her body to pool at her sides “R-Ruki!” She yelped as he bore her skin to him. She tried to wiggle out of his grip to cover herself but to no avail; his grip was just too strong.

Ruki glided down her chest to her full breasts, she breathed a sigh of relief when she felt his fangs retract before coming to a nipple. She bucked up into him as he licked over the hard bud. Ruki swirled his tongue around it for a moment before taking it into his mouth making her whimper.

Y/N gasped as he suckled on the bud, making it impossibly harder as he used his free hand to glide over her plump flesh. His nails lightly pressed against her skin as he roughly mapped out her curves; paying special attention to the stretch marks lining her sides.

Y/N whimpered at the feeling of Ruki grinding his hips against her, his cock fully hard and intimidating. He moaned around her nipple as her body instinctively bucked against him.

Ruki didn’t waste another moment as he pulled off her nipple with a wet pop, making her gasp and buck up against the man. Ruki left rough kisses down her stomach, licking over her stretch marks and nipping at her navel before stopping at the waistband of her skirt. He glanced up at her for a moment, eyes locking with hers; waiting for approval and she gives it with a nod of her head.

Ruki didn’t wait another second, moving off her and grabbing her legs to expose her for him. He growled low in his throat at her lacy pink panties with a very prominent wet spot in the center.

Ruki lightly rubbed over the spot, making her shiver and buck into his hand. He didn’t let her get any relief as he pulled his hand away to hook his fingers under the waistband. Y/N whined at the loss of his touch but her frustration was short lived when she felt Ruki rip her panties off her skin.

“I-I’m not going to have any clothes left if you keep doing that!”

“I’ll buy you more” Ruki mumbled as he fell back between her thighs, kissing from her knee to her inner thigh.

Y/N flinched at the feeling of his fangs gliding over her flesh. She looked downed at him to meet his questioning gaze and without hesitation she nodded to the man. A moment later she felt a slight pressure of one of his fangs as it was drug over her skin and a slight metallic smell filled tbe air.

The wound bleeding just enough to draw blood but not enough to drain her. Y/N knew her partner had insane self control when it came to her wellbeing so she knew he wouldn’t hurt her.

Ruki licked up the line of blood flowing from her thigh before closing his mouth over the wound and sucking. He massaged her thigh to draw more blood to the surface, making her whimper from the pleasure filling her. The feeling of his saliva as he licked over the wound was almost intoxicating and it pulled her in like a moth to a flame to this monster; her monster.

Y/Ns hands flew down to tangle in his hair as he sucked harder over the cut, making her tremble at the feeling. Her body started to heat with a sudden hunger, one that only he could stop.

“R-Ruki please”

The man just answers her with a hard suck, Y/Ns head shoots down to meet his crimson eyes. Ruki held her gaze for what felt like eternity before he slowly pulled back, a string of blood mixed with his saliva; connecting them until Ruki’s tongue licks over his full bottom lip.

“Fuck. Every part of you is sweet” he groaned as he leaned forward to give a teasing lick up the length of her pussy. Y/N arched her back as a moan got ripped from her throat.

Ruki smirked against her skin before gliding his tongue up her slit again, making her whine and grasp his hair harder

“P-Please, Ruki. I need to cum”

He hummed against her as he began to wetly lap at her swollen clit; feeling it twitch under his tongue and making his own cock throb with need. Y/N tried to close her legs around his head at the sensations but Ruki circled his arms around her plush thighs to keep her still; pushing her legs up and spreading her further. His fingertips digging into her flesh as she tried to buck into his mouth.

The change in position was all it took to send her over to edge of ecstasy, fingers tightening in Ruki’s hair as she tried bucking into his mouth but to no avail. Ruki kept a firm grip on her as he licked her through her pleasure until she was twitching and sobbing

“P-Please….too much”

Ruki finally took pity on her after her begging, pulling back with a string of spit connecting them “like I said, every part of you is sweet” his eyes locked with hers as she spoke; making her face heat up with embarrassment.

Ruki slowly stood up from the couch and started stripping himself of his stage clothes, layer by layer while never taking his eyes off of her.

Y/N couldn’t look away from his eyes, the crimson color drawing her in and making her heart race with anticipation. She didn’t want anything else but the man in front of her, who makes her feel alive and whole.

When Ruki’s chest was exposed, Y/N couldn’t resist the temptation to take in the sight in front of her. She extended her hands to try to bring him closer and he obliged; moving back between her legs so she could drag her hands up and down his lean torso.

His skin was cool against her warm palms, it was a nice contrast to her heated skin. She needed him on top of her. Inside her.

Y/N glided her hands down to the waistband of his underwear, tugging on them. hoping he would get the hint but she knew he wouldn’t give her want she wanted, at least not yet

“What is it darling?” Ruki teased as he reached down to grab her hands and move them up to his chest. He used her fingertips to rub over his perk nipples, moaning at the feeling. She watched in awe as he leaned his head to the side as a low moan left his lips as he used her hands for his pleasure.

Ruki ground his hard cock against her as he sped up the pace with her fingertips, his nipples hard underneath them. Y/N could feel him throbbing against her heated skin, the fabric of his underwear creating the perfect friction

“Fuck….do you feel how hard I am? Of course you can, you’re grinding back on it”

Y/N whined at his words and at the particularly hard thrust against her swollen core. She felt herself throbbing for more, to have him inside her, fucking her and claiming her

“P-Please Ruki”

“Please what? Tell me what you need”

Y/N whined again at the embarrassment of what he wants her to say. She couldn’t possibly say something so embarrassing to his face but she knows Ruki wouldn’t back down. Y/N took a big shaky breath to steady her nerves, her heart racing and body feeling like fire before finally getting the words out

“P-Please Ruki. I need to feel you inside me”

Ruki smirked as he dropped her hands from his chest, opting to push down his underwear to expose his throbbing shaft “this what you need?” He said with a lick of his plump lower lip. He pushed his underwear down to his thighs, letting his hard cock bounce against his lean stomach. She watched longingly as precum dripped from the tip and onto the heated skin of her plush belly. Ruki followed her glaze with a smirk, loving the effect he had on her. He leaned forward to lick his own fluids from her skin, she flinched at the feeling of his tongue against her.

“Haha I can hear your heart beating quicker. Are you that desperate for it?” He laughed lowly as he made his way up her body, kissing and nipping at her curves on the way up to her exposed neck. Ruki nuzzled his nose against her pulse point, the bite marks already healed from his blood. He glided his nose across the vein, taking in her sweet scent and let out a dangerous growl under his breath “yours is the sweetest I’ve ever had, you know that? It makes me just want more of you” he whispered into her skin, making a shiver go down her spine. Every nerve in her body is screaming at her to run, that this man is dangerous but her core is throbbing with every passing moment. Y/N needed him.

“Take what you want from me, Ruki”

Ruki let out a loud growl at her words and ground his cock against her drenched folds, causing them both to moan. Y/N bucked her hips against him, trying everything in her power to get him inside; to feel him in her deepest places. Ruki used only one hand and forced her hips back down to the couch cushions, making her stop without even trying.

“Poor thing. Is my blood and spit making you that horny?” He cooed mockingly into her flesh as he nipped gently at the vein

She whimpered and tried to wiggle her hips again but to no avail and the action made Ruki laugh but he finally took pity on her. He wrapped his free hand around his shaft, pumping it a few times before sliding it down to her dripping entrance “since you’ve been so patient, I’ll give you what you want so desperately” he whispered before thrusting his shaft in to the hilt, the action forcing a loud moan from her throat

“Fuckk. You feel to hot inside” Ruki growled as he pulled back just slightly before thrusting in again. His cock fit perfect inside of her, stimulating all her nerve endings in the most delicious way imaginable. The feeling of his teasing thrusts was not enough but at the same time it felt overwhelming, was it their connection? The blood inside of her? Or what it something more. She couldn’t put this feeling into words but for Ruki she didn’t have to explain because he knew. He had too.

Y/N got ripped from her thoughts by a hand caressing her cheek “just force on me right now darling” he whispered into her ear as he ground his hips harder against her, pushing his cock in deeper. Y/N threw her arms around his neck as the pleasure made her body shake. The action pressing Rukis face harder against her neck, making him growl at the scent she was giving off. Rukis control snapped as his fangs extended and his tongue licked over the vein once, making hot pleasure shoot out of her body.

Y/N gasps at the feeling of his fangs piercing her skin for the second time that night. Her body shook as pleasure racked her from the inside, it was almost too much when he started suckling on the wounds. She clenched around his cock at the feeling, making Ruki moan against her flesh.

He continued to caress her cheek as an attempt to soothe her, but the soft feeling was shattered when he snapped his hips harder against hers. Y/N choked out a moan when he hit her cervix hard, she tightened her arms around his neck as she could do nothing but take what he was giving her.

Ruki’s thrusts were brutal, the pleasure bordering on pain but she couldn’t get enough of what he was doing to her. The feeling in her body was too much and she quickly felt her orgasm approaching. Ruki knew every spot on her body to make her scream and tonight was no exception, he abused her sweet spots until she was sobbing.

When Ruki felt her tighten around his cock, he pulled his fangs from her neck with a sigh and licked across her flesh once more before sitting back. Ruki’s eyes locked on her hooded ones as he licked the blood from his lips

“did that feel good? So good you were going to cum?”

Y/N whined and tried to buck her hips again but his grip was too strong. Ruki smirked down at her as he snapped his hips again, making her gasp as he changed in angle made him hit her sweet spot.

“NO RUKI!” Y/N screamed as her orgasm forcefully hit her, she shook as wave after wave of pleasure erupted from her body. Ruki groaned as she tightened around his cock, but the feeling just stirred him on. Ruki pounded her sweet spot harder, making her shake and cry from the overwhelming pleasure. He dug his nails into her round hips, pulling her to him as he fucked into her. Rukis gaze moved up from the place where they are connected to admire the way her plush body moved with him and the way her full breasts bounced with every thrust.

“You look so gorgeous like this. I wish I could burn this image in my mind for all eternity” his voice was barely audible but somehow she still heard him, opening her eyes to gaze at the beautiful man, his jet black hair falling out of the ponytail and over his shoulders, his makeup smudged around his mouth and nose but he was still the most beautiful man she’s ever laid eyes on “please darling….let me turn you” he whined pitifully but his words made Y/Ns breath stop, her eyes locking on Rukis crimson ones. She had to have misheard him right? There’s no why he would turn her. His blood allows her to age slower than other humans so why?

“R-Ruki….” She didn’t have the words to answer him but he didn’t need one, at least not right now. Ruki quickly leaned down and pressed his lips to hers in a passionate kiss, he slipped his tongue between her lips. His soft lips fit perfectly on hers, kissing Ruki was like a dream and it made her head spin.

Rukis thrusts started to get erratic and she knew he was getting close and so was she. Y/N circled her legs around his slim waist and wrapped her arms around his neck, bringing him closer to her. Ruki groaned at the change in position and he held her tighter, pulling her down on his cock a few more times before stilling and shooing his cum deep inside her. Y/N let out a silent scream as her fluids coated his spent cock, Ruki fucked them both through their pleasure until it was too much.

Ruki stilled deep inside her, letting his cock soften as he kissed her through her aftershocks. She felt her lungs start to burn from the lack of air and nudged Ruki, making him pull back immediately. She panted against his lips, trying to catch her breath and Ruki let his head fall to place gentle kisses to her neck where the bite marks were already healed. He pressed his lips to her skin over and over, making his way up to her flushed cheek.

Y/N’s breathing finally leveled out and she reached up with shaky hands to gently hold Rukis face and pull him up to look at her. She met his worried expression for the first time and all she could see was fear behind them. Y/N felt her heart swell from the look of regret in his eyes, she smiled sweetly at him and pulled him in for another kiss. This kiss was gentle and short lived but it was enough to stop his thoughts for a moment, the thought of her hating him for what he had asked of her.

When their eyes met his expression was soft and full of love for her and only her. She knew that in his eyes, all he saw was her and it will always be that way no matter what she decides.

“Darling I-“

“Shhh” Y/N cuts him off and places another quick kiss to his soft lips

She rubbed her thumbs over his cheeks, loving the way he leaned into her touch. They stayed silent for what seemed like an eternity, wanting to stay connected for just awhile longer. Maybe it wouldn’t be so bad to be like this forever with the man she loves. Being connected in body and soul until the end of time.

Y/N felt emotions wash over her at the thought and before she knew it she was crying. Rukis eyes shot up to met hers with a worried look “darling please don’t cry. I would never turn you if you don’t want this” he said in a panicked tone as he rushed to wipe her tears away

Y/N quickly grabbed his face in her hands again and pulled him into another kiss, she tried to put all her emotions into it so he’d know her love. Rukis eyes widened at the action but kissed her back with the same intensity as her. Their lips were sloppy and wet from her tears but neither of them cared, all they wanted was to feel either other’s love. Soon Y/N pulled back, out of breath and panting against his lips for a moment before finally speaking in a quiet voice

“I love you Ruki but this is a big decision and I need some time to think it through” her voice broke half way through, her emotions getting the better of her and Ruki could have sworn he felt his dead heart skip a beat. He couldn’t help but place a kiss to her forehead, his soft lips held so many emotions. He knew what he was asking of her was impossible, to give up her life and afterlife to be bound to him for all eternity but he loved her.

“I know darling. I’m sorry for worrying you. Take you’re time and whatever you decide I will support it”

Y/N nodded against him, lifting her head to finally meet his eyes; the color gone back to his natural dark brown. She felt her heart skip, this man was the most gorgeous creature she’s ever seen and she couldn’t understand how she was so lucky to call him her partner.

Y/N let her eyes drift down to admire his dark locks and noticed how his ponytail was barely hanging on. She reached up and pulled the elastic out of his hair, letting the midnight hair fall to his shoulders and over his face “beautiful” she spoke softly as she ran her hands through the silky black hair

“Not as beautiful as you my darling” he leaned over her to whisper against her swollen lips, giving them a soft kiss before completely pulling away, much to her disappointment. Ruki laughed at her pout as he moved to sit up “we need to get you to sleep” he said before looking down to where they were still connected. Ruki gently spread her lips to get a better look at how his cum dripped out from around his cock, Y/N blushed and tried to close her thighs as embarrassment took over her but without warning Ruki pulled out. He let his cock slip from her, eyes never moving as he watched their fluids drip onto the cushions below her.

“I’ll never get tired of this sight” he groaned as he forced himself to move, standing up and reaching out a hand to her

Y/N blushed deeply and immediately moved to close her thighs and grab his outstretched hand, moving off the couch slowly with his guidance “are you sure you can walk?” He asked in a worried tone but Y/N just nodded to him

Ruki wrapped his other arm around her as he guided her to their shared bedroom, walking slowly and making sure she was really okay. He walked to to the bed and gently guided her down onto it “lay down and get some rest. I’ll go clean up the mess” he smiled down at her before turning but was immediately grabbed by his wrist. Ruki turned back to face her again, his eyes met her sad ones as she laid alone in the bed “please stay?” She whispered, unsure of herself

Rukis eyes softened and he took in her gaze that held so much love for him and he quickly gave in to her, sighing softly as he crawled in beside her “just for a while okay? Don’t want the couch to stain” he grumbled as his arms held her tightly against him and he felt her nod against his chest. They laid there for awhile in comfortable silence and after a few moments, Y/Ns breathing evened out telling Ruki she was asleep.

Ruki smiled down at her and placed a gentle kiss to the top of her head, as his mind started racing. he knew that weather she desired to stay a human or have him turn her, that he would stay with her but a part of him hoped she would choose to become one with him.

“Please choose me” he whispered into the dark

#chubby reader #x chubby reader #fanfic #i trust this will find the right audience #the gazette #ruki x reader #the gazette ruki

jjangredpanda

Ruki x Chubby!reader

Warnings: NSFW, bad boy Ruki, friends to lovers, loss of virginity, oral (F receiving), spit, vaginal penetration, multiple orgasms

A/N: AHHHH THIS WAS SO HARD FOR ME!!!

Y/N was laying comfortably in her bed while scrolling through her phone and reading the group chat messages from her friends. Apparently one of them had their first time the night prior and was giving the group chat all of the little details.

Y/N sighed dramatically at the messages, feeling her heart sink at the knowledge that she was the only virgin in her friend group now. No one in the group knew though, no one except her childhood best friend and long time crush, Ruki.

They’ve been friends most of their life, always together and even though Ruki may put on his best bad boy act for his growing fan base; he was always kind to her, sometimes too kind. Y/N felt her heart ache at the thought. She always got the feeling that Ruki saw her as nothing more than a little sister and someone he had to protect since their families were close.

She snapped out of her thoughts when she heard her phone bing with a new message in the chat, one from Ruki and she felt her heart flutter as she read it because it was obviously to make her feel better.

‘Who gives a shit about that? Just shut it already’

The group had blew up because of his harsh treatment but Y/N just smiled up at her phone, feeling her cheeks flush. She didn’t bother to responding to anyone and just set her phone down on the bedside table.

Her brain still running with thoughts of what it would feel like. Her friend said it hurt at first but then it felt really good. She was so different from all her friends so she wasn’t sure if anyone would want to sleep with her in that way. She couldn’t help but fantasize about it but every time she did; it was always with the image of Ruki.

Y/N let her hands glide down her plush belly to the space between her thighs, she could feel the warmth of her mound even through her clothes. She circled around her mound a few times, letting a sigh pass from between her lips at the feeling. She was just starting to feel good when her phone rang loudly, startling her and making her pull the hand away. She quickly reached for the device only to see Ruki’s contact name pop up ‘My Dearest Ruki’ followed by a bunch of hearts and emojis.

“H-Hello!” She answered while trying to force down her nerves

“Why’d you answer like that? You up to something I wouldn’t approve of?”

Y/N sat up quickly on the bedside, cheeks hot and slightly annoyed at his words “WHAT DO YOU MEAN!? You aren’t my father Ruki” she yelled through the phone which was followed by a laugh from the other end.

“I’m just joking, you know that”

Y/N rolled her eyes like he could see her through the screen and mumbled a short whatever before Ruki spoke up again “listen, the guys and I are having a gig tonight. Wanna come? You can stay at my place after since it will be late”

Y/N felt her heart skip. He’s inviting her to a show then to sleep at his place??

Her cheeks felt hotter than ever and seconds turned to minutes of silence. Ruki sighed before speaking again “sorry, I guess it really isn’t your scene. Forget it”

“NO! I-I’ll go!” She practically yelled through the phone

“GREAT! I’ll send you the details. See you there”

With that Ruki hung up without letting her say anything else and a minute later he sent the address and time through their private messages. Y/N just sat there, dumbly looking at her phone in disbelief. Had she really agreed to go to one of their gigs? She didn’t have anything against Visual Kei since she dressed in the style but the thought of going to one of their underground shows made her nervous.

She flew off the bed and to her closet, looking for anything she could wear for tonight. With only three hours to get ready and get there, time wasn’t on her side today. After most of her wardrobe was thrown on the floor before she finally found something she liked.

A long sleeve fish net top, and a black knee length dress with a zipper on the bust and straps that go from the top to the middle of the skirt. She also picked out mesh thigh highs and a spiked choker and matching wrist cuffs for accessories.

“I hope Ruki likes this…”

Y/N quickly changed into her outfit and accessories before looking her self over in her vanity mirror. The dress the slightly tight, hugging her curves and making her belly bulge slightly above the top of her thighs. Y/N sighed but decided this would be the best for tonight, the lights should be dim anyways. She sat at her vanity to start the long process of doing her makeup.

She used a fountain that was slightly lighter than she needed and did a dark smoky eyeshadow look to make her eyes pop. She finished with a dark red lip, slightly over lining her upper lip to make them look pouty.

After she was finished she glanced at the clock, an hour before she had to be there. Y/N jumped out of her sit and back to her closet to get a bag and stuff some clothes in it. She picked out a cute short black nightshirt and some clothes to go home in tomorrow before running to the bathroom to pick her toiletries.

She looked through the bag one last time to make sure she hadn’t forgotten anything before zipping it up and grabbing her phone to head to the front door. Y/N picked up some black combat boots and started to quickly make her way to the small venue they played in.

Thankfully the walk was only 30 minutes. She followed the directions to an old looking stairwell in a dark alley way, pictures of different visual kei bands plastered across the walls. She carefully walked down them and down a dimly lit hallway before opening the door at the end of it.

“You made it”

Y/Ns heart jumped into her throat, not expecting to hear a voice and snapped her head to the side. Ruki was leaning against the wall beside the door, cigarette sitting lazily between his plump lips.

Y/N couldn’t help but stare at the smoke coming off the end, he looked so stunning like this. After a few seconds Ruki plucked the cigarette from his mouth, throwing it on the floor to stomp it out. He turned so he was facing Y/N and silently leaned forward to meet her eyes, a comforting smile on his lips “I know this is way out of your comfort zone but I’m here. I’ll have my eyes on you the whole time, okay?” Ruki whispered in a soft voice but before she had the chance to speak the door at the end of the room bust open

“OI RUKI! What’s taking you so long?”

They both looked at where the voice was coming from and Ruki sighed and rolled his eyes before speaking “had a smoke Aoi but right now you’re instructing”

Aoi turned his gaze to Y/N, his sharp gaze burning into her and made her unconsciously moved closer to Ruki.

Aoi grinned suggestively at the woman before slowly making his way over to them. Ruki moved slightly closer to Y/N, effectively blocking the taller man’s path but he didn’t mind.

“What lovely thing you got here Ruki? Is this your girlfriend?”

“Aoi, it’s not your business”

Aoi made a dramatic show of being offended but still turned his gaze back to the woman gripping into Ruki’s t-shirt “hello there sweetie. I’m Aoi, one of the guitarists” he spoke in a tone that was laced with honey

“H-Hello nice to meet you. My names Y/N”

Aoi grinned “that’s a beautiful name for a beautiful woman” he said with a wink

Ruki narrowed his eyes at the older before grabbing Y/Ns hand and pulling her along with him to the door “keep it in your pants, dude” he hissed back at Aoi

The taller man laughed and followed after the two back behind the small stage of the venue. Y/N glanced up at Ruki as they walked hand in hand, her face flushing a deep crimson. When her eyes landed on his face the black and red haired man looked pissed off but Y/N couldn’t understand why. She knew he was very protective of her but in a platonic way, right?

They came to a door behind the stage, Ruki opened it to reveal a cramped room and a few people doing their hair and makeup. Y/N recognized two of the faces and she beamed “Uruha! Reita!” She called out and waved at the two men through the mirror they were sitting at.

Uruha turned in his seat to face the two, a big smile on his face “so you really did make it” he said sarcastically and Reita butted in beside of him “Ruki wouldn’t shut up when you said you’d come! He was making us go nuts” he said with a loud laugh

“OI SHUT YOUR MOUTH” Ruki snapped; making the woman next to him flinch

Ruki felt her discomfort and firmly squeezed her hand in apology. The scene playing out in from of the others made everyone else in the room laugh; all but one person that smiled gently and made his way over to the pair

“It’s nice to finally meet you. I’m the new drummer. my names Kai”

Y/N bowed her head slightly and returned his smile “M-My names Y/N. Nice to meet you” she said weakly

Kai bowed slightly in acknowledgment then turned his attention back to Ruki, giving him a wink before walking back to his seat to finish hair.

Ruki squeezed her hand once more before letting his hand slip from hers, his gaze moving to meet hers with warmth behind his eyes “we have a few minutes to spare. Sit over there with Uruha and Reita, okay?” he whispered gently while nodding to the pair

Y/N looked into Ruki’s eyes for a moment longer than she probably should have before finally nodding. She walked over to sit down in the chair next to Reita.

“We’ll take good care of her, Ruki” Reita said with a flirty tone and winked at the woman next to him; making her giggle. Ruki rolled his eyes at that but chose to ignore him and walked out of the room; leaving her alone with the other members. Y/N felt extremely uncomfortable without Ruki with her but she tried not to show it in her face but Reita saw right through her.

“Miss him already huh?” The blonde teased with a knowing smile plastered across his face

Y/N felt her cheeks heat up as she looked at Reita. Her reaction made the men laugh, Reita patted her head for a quick moment before turning back to the mirror. She sat in awkward silence while mindlessly staring at her phone for what felt like forever.

After a while she felt something cold tap her shoulder, she looked to the side to see someone holding a small can of coffee out to her. She looked up to see Uruha smiling down at her and she immediately smiled back before taking the drink in her hands

“This should help you get some energy. I would offer alcohol but Ruki would kill me” he joked with a laugh and sat down on the other side of her. Y/N gently opened the can and took a sip before speaking “thank you, Uruha. It’s good” she smiled at the man and took another sip of the cold drink

“Don’t mention it. I know you’re nervous to be here” he spoke in a gentle manner as he leaned forward to pat her shoulder with a comforting hand. The moment he retracted his hand the door opened and Ruki walked in and made his way over to the woman

“It’s almost time. Let me walk you to where you’ll be” Ruki plucked the drink from her hands, setting it down on the table before grabbing her hand to pull her up on her feet.

“Thank you for taking care of me” she spoke in a quiet voice to the others.

Aoi winked at her with a suggestive smile on his pierced lips “be seeing you later, cutie” he said and earned a smack over the head by Uruha

“Don’t listen to him. Have fun out there, okay?” Uruha spoke with a big smile plastered across his face. Y/N nodded but before anyone else could speak, Ruki pulled her out the door with a huff

Y/N glanced up at the man holding her hand, a sour look on his face that made her very confused but she couldn’t find the words to ask him what was wrong so she just let her glaze fall.

Ruki walked her out to the main hall and to the front of the room right in front. He let his hand drop from hers and turned so he was facing Y/N before speaking “you’ll be here. I’ll make sure to keep my eyes open. If you need me just tap the stage twice, can you do that for me?” He spoke in a gentle tone while bringing his hand up to pat the top of her head

Y/N blushed deeply, body running hot from his action but she forced herself to nod against the hand on her head. Ruki’s smile finally met his eyes as he patted her once more before letting his hand slip from her head “that’s my girl” he praised

Before they could say anything more the doors to the main entrance opened “I have to go” Ruki whispered before running back through the side door leaving her flushed. A few seconds later people started to file in to the main hall and it quickly became way too crowded making her nervous once again.

The crowd was shoulder to shoulder and she barely had room to breathe but thankfully the live started not too long after, making her sigh in relief.

Kai was the first to walk around of the stage, smiling brightly at the crowd before walking to the drums in the back. A moment later Reita and Uruha walked out, waving at the audience then they were followed by Aoi; the raven haired man sent a wink in Y/Ns direction making the fans around her squeal with excitement.

Kai greeted the audience first with their introductions before they started playing. Y/Ns heart raced as the moments passed, everyone chanting for Ruki; who still wasn’t out on stage yet. The crowd waiting and chanted for what felt like forever before the chants turned to screams as Ruki finally stepped out on the stage and immediately jumped into the first song.

Y/N watched as Ruki took the stage by storm like this was what he was born to do; born to be. She felt like she was falling for him all over again and it was almost suffocating. She couldn’t control her emotions and let a single tear fall from her eye to her hands she had clasped together to her chest. He was beautiful and otherworldly but she knew under that persona, he was still the same person she grew up with and grew to love with every breath she took.

Y/N jammed along with the songs, quickly losing herself in the music but far too soon it was over. All the men said their goodbyes and walked off stage. Ruki turned his head to lock eyes with Y/N, silently telling her to stay put. After a moment the lights came back on and people starts exiting the building, Y/N tried to make herself look as small as possible so people wouldn’t notice her on the way out.

When the last person left Y/N sighed in relief and a moment later the side door opened to reveal Ruki waving to her. She quickly walked over to him and without thinking pulled him into a tight hug. Her arms wrapped around his neck and his lean body pressed hard against her plush one. He smelled of sweat and cheap cologne but she couldn’t find it in herself to care. Only snapping back into reality when his arms wrapped around her body, squeezing her tight for a moment before she quickly jerked away.

She cupped her face with her hands to hide the blush while spewing apologies at the man but Ruki just laughed and pushed her along “come on. There’s another door we can leave out of, I got your bag already” he said while holding up her overnight bag to show her.

“I-I haven’t said goodbye to the guys”

“They know I’m leaving and you’re with me so it’s okay”

Ruki opened the door for her to walk through, the pair began down a long dimly lit hallway to an exit door on the other end. Ruki opened it and Y/N walked out into the cold night air followed by the singer. He gently closed the door back behind them and nodded for her to follow him as he began walking through the dark alleyway.

After walking in comfortable silence for a while Ruki finally broke it “so I take it you had fun?” He said with a big grin on his face

“YES! You all looked so cool!”

“And you looked cute…singing and dancing along. I enjoyed seeing you have fun”

Thankfully this street was dark enough to hide the blush that quickly spread across her cheeks at hearing his praise “S-Stop teasing me” she pouted making Ruki laugh then they fell into silence again.

The more the silence stretched on the more Y/Ns mind started to wander, glancing over to Ruki and specifically his plump lips. Shes always fantasized about Ruki’s lips, what it would be like to kiss him or have them other places in her body. Feeling them on her neck, leaving kisses and love bites as he made his way down to her breasts; circling her nipple with them and using his tongue to make her whine.

She felt her core heat up at the thought of what that tongue would be capable of doing between her thighs. The way he used his tongue in stage to tease his fans was making heat pool in her belly and she can’t get the image out of her mind

“Y/N?”

Her head shot up to look at him just to realize they were at his front door “oh, sorry I was thinking about something” she laughed awkwardly as they walked into the apartment

They took off their shoes before walking into the kitchen “you sure you’re okay?” He asked while walked to the fridge to retrieve two cans of soda from it. Y/N nodded as she was handed one and quickly took the drink from him.

“Listen, I’ve known you most of our lives and you can’t fool me”

Y/N sat for a while in silence, looking at the can in her hands as her mind raced through what excuses he could tell Ruki so he would drop it. After a few minutes of quiet she flinched has Ruki sighed softly, turning to make his way over to his couch “if you don’t wanna tell me I won’t force you but you know you can talk to me, right?” He said as he sat down

Y/N walked over to sit on a chair next to the couch, not being able to look him in the eye even though she knew his sharp eyes were on her. Her body started to sweat silently at the pressure, not knowing what to say to change the subject without it being too obvious. Maybe she should be honest? But someone like her couldn’t be Ruki’s type, he just sees her as a little sister, right? If he knew how she felt and what she wanted from him that would ruin their friendship and he would hate her forever wouldn’t he?

Just as her mind was racing, she felt gentle hands caress hers in her lap and her glaze finally met his sad eyes. He immediately saw the distress in her eyes and quickly moved to kneel in front of her; a worried expression painting his features.

Y/N felt tears prick her eyes at the expression on Ruki’s face, she lets her head fall into her hands and felt the tears fall “I-I’m sorry Ruki…please don’t hate me” she sobbed into her hands

Ruki immediately pulled her to him, arms wrapping around her awkwardly in that position and spoke to her in a panicked voice “why in the hell would I hate you?”

He gently rubbed his hand over her hair, trying his best to comfort her as she sobbed into his shoulder. They stayed like that for a long while, him petting her as her sobs turned into sniffles then finally silence.

Ruki pulled back slightly at Y/N wiggled out of his grip, his eyes searching her blood shot ones. They sat in silence for a few moments while Y/Ns mind raced through what to say or do so the man wouldn’t hate her. The unknown was always terrifying to her but no matter how hard she tried she couldn’t find a way out of this.

“I-I have something to tell you”

Ruki sat back in his heels and patiently waited for her to continue while trying to make himself look as sympathetic as possible.

Y/N took a deep breath to steady herself, looking down at her hands in her lap before continuing “I’m just going to say it…I l-like you Ruki. I’ve liked you since we were young but please don’t think any different of me!” Y/N rambled in a panicked voice as she finally confessed her true feelings to her long time friend and crush.

Y/N felt tears well up again as the seconds of silence turned to minutes but she was too scared to look at his face for his reaction. After a few more moments she felt hands caress hers and the feeling made her flinch for a second before she forced herself to calm

“Please look at me” Ruki whispered in a gentle voice like he was trying to calm her. At his voice Y/N took a deep breath and willed herself to meet Ruki’s gaze; his eyes gentle.

When his eyes met hers, a smile painted his lips and he raised a hand to clean her face of her tears “now, why would I think any differently about you?” He let out a small chuckle before continuing “do you honestly not see what you do to me?” Ruki’s voice sounded silently deeper as he spoke; Y/N felt her hair stand on end as he talked.

“Like when those assholes started talking about getting laid. I put a stop to it so you wouldn’t get any ideas”

Y/N felt a shiver go down her spine at his tone. What the hell is he talking about? He’s just joking, right? The woman racked her brain for a logical explanation but nothing Ruki had said made sense to her.

It’s like Ruki could hear her mind race, a second of silence later and he pulled her to him with a deep kiss. Y/Ns eyes went wide and her heart raced as Ruki’s lips met hers. The man’s lips were as soft and pillowy as she had imagined for years; maybe even softer.

She reached to grip his shoulders to ground herself, suddenly lightheaded and dizzy from the lack of air. She whimpered when she felt Ruki’s tongue slipping across her bottom lip and the action made her cautiously part her lips. Ruki didn’t waste a moment before his tongue invaded her warm cavern and started to map out every corner of her mouth.

The kiss swept her away and made her breathless but far too soon it was over and Ruki pulled back; always reluctantly. They both panted for a few moments, trying to catch their breath after such a passionate kiss; her first kiss.

“Sorry, I got carried away. Let’s stop here…I’ll sleep on the couch tonight. You can take my bed” Ruki said without looking into her eyes; as he goes to stand up, he was grabbed by his t-shirt abruptly.

“NO PLEASE….Ruki please don’t stop now” she begged and fisted her shaking hands in his shirt. Ruki sighed and crouched back down on the floor to finally meet her eyes before speaking “do you understand what you’re asking for?”

Y/N nodded her head quickly “I-I know what I want and I need it to be with you, Ruki. I won’t be any good for you but please” she begged again; her whole body trembling now

Ruki held her trembling hands, pulling hers away from his chest and up to place a gentle kiss on each of them “you’ll always be good for me”he whispered against her hands

“B-But I’m a virgin….”

Ruki kissed her hands once more “you think I don’t know that? If you’re sure this is what you want, I’ll guide you” Ruki said as he looked up to meet her eyes, pausing for a second before finishing with “just give me the word” at this Y/N just nods her head but Ruki answered with a shake from his “use your words”

“Y-Yes. I need you, Ruki”

“Good girl”

Y/N felt like she was floating as Ruki pulled both of them to their feet and kissed her again. His lips were more forceful this time, his tongue immediately invaded her mouth without permission.

He moved her arms to wrap around his neck before wrapping his around her waist, pulling her to him. She whimpered at the feeling of his lean body pressed against her plush one, his chest rubbing against clothed nipples; making her gasp.

Ruki smirked at the sound, fingers moving up to the zipper on her back; slowly unzipping it and letting the dress fall to the floor. Ruki pulled back from the kiss to admire her form, eyes and hands racking over her curves and the dips in her flesh. Y/N suddenly felt extremely insecure, he’s the first one to see her body like this, to see her curves and stretch marks.

A moment later she felt his hands pulling at the fish net top, telling her to raise her arms so he could remove it. Soon Y/N was standing in front of her long time crush in nothing but her undergarments while he was fully clothed.

“R-Ruki it’s embarrassing….”

“What is?” He whispered in a quiet tone as he finally forced his eyes to break away from her form, opting to search for her eyes instead. Y/N lifted a hand to pull at the hymn of his shirt, her cheeks flushed a deep crimson; too embarrassed to admit what she wants.

Ruki got the hint and made quick work as removing his clothes, only leaving his boxers on before speaking again “this what you wanted?” He smirked as the blush grew on her cheeks.

Y/Ns eyes wondered from his chest to his thin waist to the prominent bulge in the front of his boxers. She could practically feel the smoke coming from her ears at the sight especially when it throbbed underneath the fabric.

Her body tensed when he gently grabbed her hands in his “bedroom” he mumbled before pulling her along with him. It didn’t take long until they were in his room, he walked her to the bed and gently glided her to lay back against the pillows.

“Comfy?” He asked as he knelt between her spread legs, gently gliding a hand over her knee to comfort her. Y/N nodded nervously. Ruki smiled down at her, carefully rubbing her thighs “if you need to stop just say the word” he said firmly as he moved to lean over her.

Y/N nodded again before Ruki captured her lips with his. The kiss was slow and gentle, making her heart ache with all her raging emotions. Ruki’s lips were pillowy soft against hers, moving like he’s done this a thousand times but right now it was with her. Ruki was actually kissing her.

She let out a whimper when Ruki’s hand found the front clasp of her bra, snapping it open in a second before letting it fall to her sides. Y/N felt lightheaded from the lack of air and turned her head away from the kiss and Ruki immediately let his lips move down her throat.

He left lingering kisses down her neck to her chest, taking his time and making her shiver underneath him. When he finally got to her breasts, he pulled back for a moment to admire the mounds in front of him.

“D-Don’t stare….it’s embarrassing” she said as she tried to cover them but to no avail when Ruki’s hand moved to pinned her arms down by her sides “don’t hide your beauty from me” he growled, then letting his hands ghost over her breasts, flicking a nipple and making her buck into him.

Ruki smirked at her reaction, lowering his head and stopping to gently blow on a nipple; making her shiver. He didn’t waste another moment before flicking the nipple with his wet tongue, causing a loud moan to be ripped from her throat. Ruki smiled deviously and took the hardened bud between his plush lips and sucking gently on it.

Y/N bucked her hips and whined as he flicked over the bud, not stopping until she was panting and twitching. When he was satisfied he pulled off the bud with a wet pop; making her whimper loudly. Ruki quickly moved over to the other nipple to give it the same treatment as a hand slid down her curves to the waistband of her underwear. Ruki pulled on it and snapped it against her skin once and enjoying the way her body moved at the action.

He continued to suck on the bud in his mouth as he moved the hand between their bodies to rub over the front of her panties. Ruki smirked around her nipple at the wet spot in the front of the fabric. He gently rubbed two fingers over her clothed lips, making her moan and buck into his hand.

Another moment and he pulled off her nipple opting to smirk down at her as he continued rubbing her “feel good?” His voice sounded like honey as he spoke but his eyes told a different story; she seen danger behind his gaze. Y/N shivered at the thought but nodded. It felt really good, almost too good but at the same time it’s not enough

“R-Ruki”

“Tell me what you need…use your words”

Y/N whimpered, not even sure what she needed and he knew that so why would be ask something so impossible of her!

She took a deep breath to steady herself before speaking in a quiet voice “I-I need you….need anything….please, Ruki”

“Your wish is my command”

Ruki slowly kissed down her body, stopping to leave hickeys in his wake until he reached the waistband of her panties. He gazed up at her as the tips of his fingers ghosted under the band to slowly pull the fabric down her belly. She lifted her hips silently to help him pull it down her thighs then off her feet.

Ruki balled the fabric up in his hand before leaning over to his bedside table, putting the panties in there and pulling out a condom to sit on the table for later.

Y/Ns head snapped over to the smirking man above her, Ruki licked his lips teasingly before speaking “for later” he winked down at her; making her blush even deeper if that was even possible.

Ruki repositioned himself to kneel between her legs, gripping them and pulling them apart. Y/Ns hands flew to hide her face from the embarrassment as Ruki took in the way her folds glistened for him and only him.

“Fuck….you look delicious” he groaned low in his throat before he leaned forward to give her a quick and teasing swipe of his tongue. Y/N gasped and tensed at the feeling, it hasn’t been enough so why did her body react this way?

Ruki groaned again when he pulled back and licked his tongue over his plush lip “I knew it. You are delicious” he spoke in a gravely tone as he moved to lay on his stomach between her thighs.

He leaned his head against one thigh, nippling it once before continuing “I’m going to enjoy this” he said as he leaned forward to swipe over her folds a second and third time. Y/N bucked her hips and let out a loud moan as his tongue grazed her swollen clit. The feeling was nothing like the lonely nights she was fantasizing about Ruki as she touched herself. This was better.

It didn’t take Ruki long to figure out want she reacted the best with, his skillful tongue bringing out noises from her that she didn’t think was possible. A few more mindless licks and Ruki moved a hand around her hip to spread her folds apart. With her sensitive bud exposed, Ruki gently took it into his mouth and gave it a long suck. Y/N let out a loud whine and tired to wiggle her hips away from him but Ruki wouldn’t let her move; his arms tightened around her thighs.

The action making her whimper and her hands flew to tangle themselves in his dyed hair. She desperately tried to pull him off but he just sucked her harder, making her back arch off the bed.

“R-RUKI”

She felt him smirk against her and flick the bud with his tongue as he quickly brought her to the edge. He flicked it once more before her legs started trembling and she let out the loudest and sweetest moan Ruki has ever heard. He continued pleasuring her until her moans turned to whimpering and her body started twisting away from him.

Ruki licked one more quick swipe up the length of her folds before pulling away and moving up her body. Y/N laid panting underneath him, eyes glazed over with ecstasy. Ruki felt his cock throbbing for attention but ignores it as he brings a single had to caress her cheek.

He swiped his thumb over her bottom lip and she opened without hesitation, sticking out her tongue like she was begging for a taste. Ruki smirks at this, bringing his hand up to apply a light pressure to her throat; forcing her mouth wider. A second later he opens his mouth and lets his spit mixed with her cum, drip into her open mouth.

She whines at her own taste but she greedily takes what he gives her and swallows it down without question. After a moment Ruki breaks the connection between with mouths with a lick of his lips “Fuck. You don’t know what you’re doing to me. Here feel this” Ruki groaned as he ground his crotch against her pussy.

Y/N could feel how hard he was even through the fabric of his boxers. She suddenly felt extremely nervous at the thought of that going inside of her but she wanted him.

“P-Please Ruki”

He growled deep in his throat and she felt his cock throb again before be leaned over to retrieve the condom. Ruki brought it to his teeth and opened it with ease, the image making Y/N whimper.

With Ruki’s free hand he pulled his boxers down far enough for his hard cock to bounce up against his lean stomach. Y/Ns gaze followed his hands, her heart racing at the sight in front of her, Rukis cock standing proudly against his belly as he rolls the condom on.

He stroked is cock slowly, sighing at the feeling before bringing the length to her folds. Y/N tensed up with fear as he slowly slid his cock against her folds without pushing it into her.

Ruki teased her folds with his cock, rubbing his tip up and down before sighing deeply “you’re already dripping and I’m not even properly fucking you yet, you really are that desperate for me, aren’t you?” He groaned as he teased her swollen clit with his tip

Y/N whimpered and nodded while trying to buck her hips into him; desperately wanting him inside. Ruki laughed darkly at her attempts and quickly gave in, sliding his cock down her folds once more before bringing it to her opening.

“Take a deep breath” he whispered and she obeyed and not even a second later, Ruki pushed his tip in. Y/N shut her eyes tight at he sting and Ruki quickly leaned forward to distract her with a deep kiss. She held him tightly as he pushed in slowly inch by inch until he was fully seated.

Ruki pulled back from the kiss a moment later, looking over her face for any sign of discomfort “are you okay?” He whispered making her eyes lock with his

Y/N whimpered quietly as she wiggled her hips to test the waters “I-I think I’m okay” she carefully answered with a nod of her head

Ruki smiled down at her with the most sincere smile she has ever seen from him “if it’s too much tell me” his words making her nod again

Ruki lifted himself up on his hands, taking a long moment to admire the beauty underneath him. Her flushed cheeks and how her plump body tensed with anticipation for what was to come. The image was making his cock scream for him to move and he finally obeyed his urges. Ruki carefully pulled his cock almost all the way out before slowly thrusting back in.

A loud moan was ripped from both of them at the pleasure. There was so turning back now, Ruki’s hips couldn’t stop themselves from slowly speeding up the thrusts. He groaned lowly as she clenched around him as he moved his hips to find her g-spot “feel good?” He smirked down at her as she screamed with pleasure

“Y-YES PLEASE” she moaned loudly and wrapped her arms around his neck to anchor herself as he abused that spot over and over. Y/N can do nothing but hold on to him tightly as her body was taken for the first time but her crush, the only man she’s ever wanted. A wave of emotion and pleasure over took her as tears pricked at her eyes. Ruki quickly kissed the liquid away from her trembling lashes before speaking in the tone of voice he only uses for her

“Shhh it’s okay. Just concentrate on the pleasure. Can you do that for me?”

Y/N nods her head frantically and tightens her hold around Ruki’s neck, pulling him fully against her. Ruki groans at the change of position, making his cock slide deeper into her. They both moan as he hits her cervix on a particularly deep thrust and that’s all it takes for Y/N to clench her walls around him.

“Gonna cum for me?” He whispers in her ear; making her shudder and whimper desperately as her stomach tightens

“Go on and cum for me”

His words shook the woman, her arms tightening and nails digging into his shoulder blades before hot liquid burst from where they were connected. Y/N let out a loud scream as pleasure over took her trembling body; this pleasure was more intense than anything she’s ever experienced.

“Good girl” Ruki groans softly as his thrusts quickly became erratic. The pleasure of her warm body clenched around his cock was too much and he thrusted once more before sliding deep inside before stopping abruptly

“Fucking shit…” he groaned under his breath as his whole body shuddered in pleasure

Y/N had her eyes shut tight and was panting, trying to recover when she felt his lips clash with hers again. He forced his tongue between her kiss swollen lips, moaning at her own taste still lingering in his mouth. His kiss was hungry and needy but still filled with his own love for her.

Y/N was breathless and panting when he finally pulled back, licking his lips as hunger took over his expression once more. But to Y/Ns surprised he slipped his hardening cock out of her, pulling off the condom to throw it away.

Ruki moved to lay down beside her, his cock pressed up against her side and he moved her head to turn towards him “you think you got one more in you?” He licked his wet tongue over his lips as he let his fingers drift down her body to her sore mound between her legs

“N-No Ruki….please don’t” Y/N begged as she gripped his wrist and tried to push him away but to no avail.

Ruki gently rubbed along her slit, collecting her slick before bringing his fingers up to circle her clit. Y/N whined and tried to move away from the sensation as he touched her still twitching clit “Shhh you’re okay” he cooed at her while pressing gentle kisses to her forehead and hair

After her twitching subsided and her whimpers turned to moans, Ruki sped up his fingers “that’s my good girl” he praised as she started bucking up into his hand

The pleasure was still too much for her to handle and she turned her head back towards him with pouty lips “p-please kiss me” she begged sweetly and he happily obliged. Ruki let his lips ghost over hers for a moment to tease her and make her whine for it before giving her what she wanted. He kissed her sweetly, nothing but lips moving together and the sighs from both of them.

Ruki started to hump against her side as he sped up his fingers, making sure to swallow each and every moan from her.

It didn’t take long before her legs twitched and her hips bucked into his hand as she came for the third time that night. Y/N whimpered and pulled at his hand still moving between her thighs.

“Good girl” he cooed against her lips, he circled his fingers over her clit until she was twitching and whining for him to stop. He slowly pulled his fingers back but not before giving her pussy a small pat; making her twitch.

Ruki moved his hand to up to her lips, sliding his finger tips across her bottom lip and she opened her mouth to take in the digits. She wrapped her lips around them and sucked, moaning at the taste of herself. Her eyes locked to Ruki’s dark ones, eyes filled with lust and need.

A moment later and Ruki’s hips sped up for a moment before he moaned and shot hot ropes of cum across her side and the bed.

Ruki pulls his fingers out of her mouth opting to caress her face to move it over to him. He leaned forward to press his lips to hers in a gentle kiss before pressing their foreheads together. They laid like that for a while, patting against each others mouths while trying to come down from their highs.

Ruki placed a gentle kiss against her lips once more before asking in the softest voice he could muster “are you okay?” Y/N met his eyes for a moment and cleared her throat before she answered with a soft voice “I-I think I’m okay. Just tired”

Ruki smiled and placed a gentle kiss to hers forehead as he gilded her to turn onto her side to face him “you know you didn’t need to do this right? Sex isn’t everything you know?” He whispered as he petted her hair slowly but before Y/N could respond he cut her off “I’m still glad you chose me” he finished and placed a quick kiss to the tip of her nose

Y/N blushed deeply, suddenly getting extremely nervous but she had one question she needed the answer to and forced herself to ask it

“Do you really like me?”

“Oi! I wouldn’t do this with you if I didn’t, idiot”

Ruki let a pout pull at his full lips, trying to act offended but Y/N saw right through it and laughed softly “I like you too. Thank you for liking me back, Ruki”

Ruki rolled his eyes and pulled to closer to him “don’t thank me, have some confidence! You’re the girlfriend of a soon to be famous singer now!” He mumbled angrily; making Y/N laugh once more and tighten her arms around him

“Whatever you say, soon to be famous singer”

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