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[sasuketwo]

risa💜 - 20s - istj - virgo

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GIRL that last chapter was heaven sent holy shit it’s definitely high in my favs list. i was dying at the beginning ur funny as fuck 😭 and then the way we got into this beautiful smoking sesh u don’t know how bad i’ve been waiting for u to write us getting high together like i needed that desperately. and then ofc the cherry on top: the mind altering smut holy shit i’ve said this before but u seriously outdo urself each time i swear!!! everything was so hot i actually had butterflies in my stomach the whole time while reading

it was definitely worth the wait pls don’t worry about taking time between updates bc u feed us so well and we will wait patiently each time 🥺

also the amount of times i retyped this bc i yapped too much DHSKDHSJS u don’t wanna know.

Girl it's one of my faves too this one and BMW had the most fun smuts to write for sure AND FUNNY PART YOU MEAN THE ZEKE PART RIGHT??!?!?! Zeke makes everything so funny idk even in WTI his dialogues were so gold... Fun fact about those mirrors on the ceiling that Zeke were talking about: WHERE DO YALL THINK I GOT THE INSPO FROM ?! I USE ALL MY IRL MISHAPS FOR THESE FUCKASS FICS (it was a guy though...) (so semi-icky but...) (the sex was amazing)

Same girl I had been yearning for us to get high one on one with Eren, he's a sexy smoker and such a sweet talker ... All hail high Eren ....

Thank you SO MUCH for your kind words 🥹 I feel honored that my smuts get this much emotional response (throwback to WTI Halloween when ppl teared up in the comments LOL) like genuinely it means the world to me

🥹🥹 You're so sweet thank you for your patience AND GIRL DW ABOUT YAPS HAVE YOU SEEEEN HOW MUCH WE YAP HERE ?!?!???! We love yapping !! All of us are yappaholics GOD I wish I was unemployed so I could yap all day but that's the good part about being a dentist !! Bc when you're laying there mouth wide open NOTHING can stop my yapping LMAO except my boss he told me a couple times that I can yap as much as I want as long as I stop running late LOL

Please can everyone brush their teeth and floss so I can become unemployed plz i beg

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Ok jump scare in this book I’m reading. I read the top paragraph and yk what it reminded me of ;) based on what I read so far she’s definitely simping over her best friend lol.

LMAO that his initials are EJ too is sending me 😭 Remind me sm of the beginning when we got pissed at Hitch bc we didn't want to imagine what Eren did with his dick 👅 And apparently it is a canon event to simp over your best friend ... (Eren simps over us more though)

IS THE BOOK GOOD THOUGH IT CAUGHT MY ATTENTION LOL WHICH IS IT

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Have you ever had any cosmetic surgeries? Or get any regular procedures for maintenance?

I have done it but I don't rly do it anymore! I've done botox a couple times ONLY between my brows and a bit above them bc I was so scared of the wrinkles/crease I get from frowning when studying or when I'm at work searching for canals (they're TINY yall sometimes canals are thinner than a hairstrand). I haven't done it in ages though as you can see on THIS TikTok where that DAMN FROWN is showing clear as ever !!!

My mom has a license so she does it for me, and I'm also planning on getting my license too next summer just because lol. I've also done lip fillers twice, first time I had to get them dissolved like immediately bc they migrated and made me look like an idiot. Second time I got like 0.4 ml upper lip and 0.2 ml lower lip so a tiny amount and then it looked quite alright ngl but it was 1.5 years ago (it was like 400$ or smth) so idk if I have any left in my lips. Noooot sure if I'll get it again though I kinda like my lips this size? Thin lips are cute too !!!

DON'T start botox at a young age though. Like, I did it only when I started seeing that crease between my brows during my damn dental school stress, and don't do too much, I'd never risk touching my cheeks or the eyes or anything that'd make me look crazy in a couple years like don't overdo it!

Recently like the past year I've been more into doing good skincare and staying hydrated to keep wrinkles off me, so that's kinda what I've been doing instead of botox and imo it works perfectly fine, I look young-ish ... r-right ... And for lips if I feel like I want them bigger I slightly just overline them, idk why if it's my frontal lobe being fully developed or smth but I don't rly feel the need for cosmetic procedures anymore ??

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my dog also passed away at 10 years old on the 2nd of july, :( because of both late stages of liver and lung cancer that we didn’t find out about until a week before his death. he had a year to live but we needed to pump him with painkillers daily, and on top of that he had joint problems (german shepard) so he’d have moments where he couldn’t even walk for too long or bring himself to stand up after laying down, we had to physically pick him up for potty or he would do it all over himself, so we had no choice but to put him down. we couldn’t bare to see him in that condition for selfish reasons, i didn’t have the heart to let the cancer take over him as much as it already did.

i understand exactly how shocking it is to find out that your poor baby is suffering to that extent, and if you ever need to stop writing for a bit to take a mental health break we’d understand <3 (i know i would lol i’m also a writer that your mutuals with but i’m keeping this anonymous cause it’s very personal to me and i’ve never shared about his passing to the blog.) if you ever feel overwhelmed of the amount of words you have to write for the next chapters please don’t be shy to take a breather! unless it distracts you then very understandable <3 but i hope you don’t feel pressured to write new chapters every week. we love the series & eren but we love you more!

take care <3

Oh deer 🥺 That makes me so sad to hear, like you're saying cancer can be so stealthy... It was the same with Milo, we did find his cancer relatively fast like we had done tests only like 10 months prior, but even then his liver had a couple satellite cysts located centrally on the liver and i know im yapping too much with my doctors talk but when there are multiple small cancerous cells additional to one large tumor, it's hard to remove all of them and when they're placed laterally it's easier to remove than when they're central so we decided to let him live his life out 🥹💜

The symptoms of your dog sounds very similar to what Milo went through, too. When dogs get to that stage that they can barely walk, they lay down more which puts pressure on their joints and Milo also struggled getting up his final days. And mine was a Shetland Sheepdog, they have similar joint issues as German Shepherds, but German Shepherds are known to get joint issues so I can't imagine how hard it must've been for you to see him like that 🥺

Sounds like you had the same reasoning of letting him pass as we did, though. We learned of Milo's condition 2025 in January, and he lived 1.5 years happily until his symptoms started showing and they sound very similar to your dogs. I had the exact same thought as you, that I didn't want the cancer to take over him and change who he was. I think it's our way of showing them mercy by not forcing them to live in a way that's not good for them. Like I mentioned, when he was happy and energetic the last day I selfishly wanted to keep him alive, but it would've eaten me alive if he had passed from a seizure or acutely and I know deep down that he didn't want to live a life he didn't enjoy anymore and I find some comfort in that 🥹

Thank you so much for your kind words 💜💜 I did take a little break the days after he passed, but I deadass couldn't be alone with my thoughts or alone in the empty space he left behind so fortunately writing and this blog is still my little world of escapism <3 I'm very thankful for it

I appreciate you reaching out so much, I'm sorry for yapping so much it just feels better to talk about it... I understand you want to be anonymous, trust me I'm the biggest preacher of that just this thing with Milo I felt like I needed to write bc I've been struggling talking about it to friends and family so I was like wth imma just use my blog for this this once, I usually try to keep everything very fanfic and anime related on my blog and tiktok but this got to be an exception...

Always feel free to DM me if you need to speak with someone, I feel your grief I truly do!! My tumblr DMs have been blown up for a while now I promise i'll get through them 😭

<33 I appreciate your kind words and that you love the series, love Eren and that you love me (!?)

I love YOU 🫵 even more !! Take care my love ilysm 💜 Sending hugs and kisses to you and your family

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do u like reiner or jean👀👀 if so are we ever gonna get a jean or reiner fanfic👀👀 i love ur writing sm

I LOVE both of them I used to like them more than Eren now idk, atp I feel like I've written sm smut about Eren it should count as a body LOL

I have plots for both of them in mind! Reiner's is a football!Reiner AU (I have a few posts about it! I have like a Pinterest made AND I actually originally planned on doing a Reiner fic after WTI but ended up writing JF instead which worked out ?!) and Jean isn't quite a college AU, I feel like that man has enough college AUs it's time for him to do smth else

I'm a Jean girlie through and through like I used to tweet about that man 2014 as if it was my husband shipped to war, the Reiner love came a little later but around s2 I think ?!

SO TL;DR YES IT'S HIGHLY LIKELY I'D WRITE ABOUT THEM! Thank you so much for enjoying my writing <3 Ilysm

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all im craving rn is this hot manbunned man to be in my bed and its all YOUR FAULT!!!! why do u have to write him so amazingly sexy😢😢😢😢😢 (dontstopdontsrop i beg)

Girl I feel you the way I crave Eren has to be studied istg I’ve been a Jean girlie since 2014 when I first watched AOT but there’s SOMETHING about frat boy/man bun Eren like deadass he moves so sexy idk what to do LOL

Wti-Eren had me in such a chokehold and now JF-Eren is so freaked out it’s INSANE UGHH THATS WHY ITS SO FREAKING LONG I CANT STOP WRITING UNNECESSARILY DETAILED SMUTS

… glad you’re liking it bby ilysm

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UPDATE. I WAS THE ONE GETTING WAITLISTED FOR COLLEGE. I GOT ACCEPTED. I’M SO FUCKING HAPPY. idk why I’m writing all in caps. anyway THANKS TO RISA AND EVERYONE ELSE THAT HOPED I WOULD GET IN Y’ALLS ENERGY GOT ME INTO THIS MF COLLEGE🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳

OMGGGG CONGRATULATIONS!!!! IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!! Go break a leg in college now, have fun and enjoy your time 🥹🎊🎉

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Heyy queen 🩵 I know you mentioned that the next chapter will be the last one for this arc, and that the one after that will begin the final arc. I was just wondering—how are the arcs divided up? Like, where does each one begin and end, and what would you say is the main focus of each arc so far?

I’d say main events are the different arcs but they’re also part of bigger acts. Like the Reiner thing one arc, the whole experimenting part from the couch to the actual sex is one arc, then the fallout and Connie part and now the sex with feelings (undeniable atp) one too.

So the first act would be the whole backstory from our pov + the intros, then next would be when we actually start messing with Eren as more than friends, and now after the coming chapter is the next ! I’d say this is kind of part of the final act but more an ease into it? So not really but quite?

Main focus has been in the first one to set a foundation: our history and dynamic and how both us and Eren mess with other people. Next one after the couch fingering focuses on the uncertainty and toeing the line, seeing our internal conflict about doing this with eren. The Connie part legit main focus was to have some drama and also prove to ourselves that “nothing has changed” (it has changed) and also show that there is indeed change bc Eren got PISSED and now this latest one is to show that as much as we SAY that we are friends, our feelings and thoughts are not aligning with our words

They make more sense in my roadmap and in my head sry queen LMAO (also I’m answering this at work so sorry if it makes zero sense) feel free to ask follow up questions if I was unclear LMAO

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OH MY GOD YOU DID IT WE SQUIRTED ON HIS FACE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 sex was so good i cried wtf

WE DID and boy did he enjoy it 👅👅 (almost more than us)

GLAD YOU LIKED IT LMAO SRY TO MAKE YOU CRY

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NEW CHAPTER WAS LIFE CHANGING. literally nothing can top ur smut🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤 alsooooo are u participating in kinktoberrr🤤🥰

IHHH GLAD YOU LIKED IT !! 🥰🫶

Omg maybe I should ?! Last October I was pumping out JF chapters so I'd match JF-Halloween with real life Halloween but this year maybe I could do some one shots ?! IS THERE A TEMPLATE OR DO PEOPLE MAKE THEIR OWNS?!?!?!

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went to a daniel caeser concert and genuinely started crying thinking abt eremika

Omg this is so real this would be me FOR SURE ... He's so Eremika coded it's insane ...

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The way you’ve actually made me look at Zeke differently is INSANE because back when I had watched AOT I couldn’t stand his ass, and even in most Eren fics he’s meh but the way you write him?? YOUR Zeke specifically?? I love him so much and would absolutely love to be picked up by him and treated to lunch 😌

Girl I hated his monkey ass in AOT too he killed Miche off in the worst way possible and then OBLITERATED the entire Survery Corps OH AND HE KILLED ERWIN and he ALSO TRICKED LEVI AND he wanted to sterilize all Eldian's LIKE NO ZEKE! EREN'S MASS MURDER PLAN IS BETTER!! id be such a pick me jaegerist idk

I love my Zeke like him being rich is lowkey canon (doctor dad and royal mom) AND him being good with wine... He looks goofy af and is an idiot for sure like ugh I love my portray of Zeke too he does a good job at being the annoying older brother to Eren LMAO I'm glad you see the vision ! I would not hate a ride in his Honda AT ALL (ily)

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EREN MADE US SQUIRT girl i knew this was coming (literally) what a chapter wow

cannot WAIT for the next part

HE DIIIID WHO ELSE BUT HIM ?!?!?! Glad you liked the chapter, stay tuned for the next one it's also very good! Maybe not AS good but honestly I'm super happy with that chapter what can I say .. 🥺

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on the topic of sisters, i love the bond you share with your sister because it reminds me of my sisters 🥹

i’m the youngest of five girls (yes you heard me, FIVE) and i love them all so much they’re all so incredibly special to me!! i’m so blessed that my sisters and i have such a close knit bond despite our age differences 💗

🥹🥹 She's my best friend I'm so happy to have her, I'm glad you and your sisters also all have a good relationship <3 I think the slight differences but yet being so similar is what makes sisterhood so damn strong

Five girls sounds both like my dream and a nightmare LMAO but you being the youngest must mean they baby you and spoil you a lot 🤭💕

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hey so wanna give a little teaser of what the angst will be about its genuinely eating me up and i need to know…

... I'm sorry I can't do that I yap too much I'd end up spoiling everything LMAO But you'll see quite soon!

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Lowkey how i felt after reading wti lmao https://x.com/buckleydiazed/status/2083446375795273773?s=46

(LINK)

I'M CRYING PARASOCIAL ATTACHMENT TO MY BRAIN ?! Honestly just stay here it's sexy I enjoy company, I feel like yall match my freak so well LMAOO

WTI really put its mark into the frat-boy Eren world and I'm SO HAPPY about that I love WTI-Eren i love manwhores im so sorry