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ctdr 🇯🇵 17 N3jp ps ily

[satoruangwl]

Dazai’s Intro

Dazai 17 🇯🇵 student musician

I hope to make friends & discuss my journey

I’m bisexual & ctde (cisasian)

Goals

♡ pass as half japanese: from-tokyo

♡ lose weight & slim figure

♡ long wolfcut deep black hair

♡ be a rockstar

Contents

MeCore ,, ,, tips

car lover ,, magical girl enthisiast ,, musician

[satorulvvr]

does anyone know how to get paler thanks xx

[things4rena]

Japanese Childhood Snacks

Umaibo

JagaRico

Konpeitō

Senbei

[deyjahvu777]

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rn i have box braids n theyre so cute. I was admiring myself and thinking about how before I accepted myself as transblack I was so depressed and insecure and I would barely put effort into my appearance

now I'm getting subliminal results and see myself as black. I get excited about doing my hair and can't wait to try out every single style. I visit the beauty supply like twice a week. I actually put effort into every part of my appearance. and find it fun. and when I say I'm happier than ever I truly truly mean that

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[nekochuuya]

EVERYONE GET MORE TRANSRACIAL NOW.

[satorulvvr]

transjapanese dazai upvote

[fuyukisworld]

How can you spot a fetishizer in the transrace community

I personally think its fairly easy, primarily on tiktok, but here are a few things ive noticed that are consistent with fetishizes/bait(mostly tiktok)

many fetishizers will have layouts consisting of unrealistic expectations, goals and desires. What I mean is identifying as 3+ ethnicities(usually asian), use stereotypical names, their appearance goals are almost all highly edited people with lots of makeup on(alot of the time its idols). Their accounts for some reason seem to always look “cutesy” or have that try hard aesthetic vibe.

This doesnt mean someone doing some of those things is a fetishizer/bait.

If they use terms RCTA/ECTA or in general show 0 knowledge for about the transrace community, terms, identity and actual struggles, they are most likely a fetishist.

take a took at their content. Take note of now exactly they talk about the race and or ethnicity they are transitioning into. It is extremely easy to tell whether or not a person has done any actual research or if they are just using the identity bc they think said ethnicity “looks attractive”. A stark teller is almost all baits/fetishizers post their previous name and race/ethnicity, usually for attention.

Manys content will revolve around physical appearance and lifestyle on nonrealistic standards. Their goals and desires will be very obvious rooted in media they have seen online and not rooted in an actual want to transition but more “envy” because they perceive said race/ethnicity as “better”(again, mainly based on what the individual consumes online)

most fetishizers I have seen are people who are claiming to be transitioning to Japanese. A common behavior I will see is the romanticism of their culture, denying or overlooking Japans crimes and cultural issues, claiming things come from Japan when they dont and otherwise have that mentality that Japan is “ superior “. ive seen outright claim Chinese and Korean people(img wise) are Japanese as well, showing they think atleast some asians look the same.

They are also usually really fucking mean for some reason lmao?? They have that sweet behavior exterior but on the inside they are some of the most toxic mfers you have EVER met its genuinely scary.

[satorulvvr]

formally satorulvrr I have reposted my old posts and plan to remake them :b

[satoruangwl]

What i do 2 feel like me

as a transjapanese girl

1. Watching sports in japan, usually baseball or volleyball as those are my favourites but this can extend to football and more

2. Watching children shows of when i was a kid or nostalgic movies to relive the childhood

3. Cooking / Baking common dishes for myself and my family !

4. Language learning / watching youtube vlogs in japanese

5. Writing my school notes/ revising in japanese it also helps with both language learning and revision

6. Drawing cute familiar japanese characters in the sides of notepads

7. When i learn more fluently japanese I hope to join japanese discord servers/ online spaces and call with people

[satoruangwl]

The type of transjapanese I am

get it cause i’m just a normal girl who likes comics, cars, videgames & sports

[satoruangwl]

Internal & External

ctdr goals 🇯🇵

will be updated . . .

INTERNAL

- language 0/10

- celebrations 0/10

- history 5/10

- culture 7/10

- media 5/10

- childhood 4/10

- cooking 2/10

EXTERNAL

- 7/10 straight white teeth

- 8/10 pale skin

- 7.8/10 long straight hair more black

- 4/10 symmetrical face

- 5/10 clear skin

- 6/10 slim body

- 2/10 eyes

- eyefat filler epicanthic + aeygos

- thicker eyebrows and eyelashes

- slim jaw

- 0/10 natural makeup - practicing

- 8/10 little body hair

- 5/10 no body odour

-0/10 bmi >17

[hxneydreamers]

How can I change my ethnicity in under a week? Before you people say I’m fetishising Asians I’m literally Asian I just want to change my ethnicity not my race!

Hey! No stress here, I understand the difference and you are entitled to want whatever it is that you want, it's your life and your reality <3

To put it very simply, you need to ignore the 3D and revise what you see and hear if anything opposes it. From this day, decide to tune out of the 3D if it ever opposes your desire, and start to remind yourself about how excited you are that you are now your ideal ethnicity. For example, if you hear a family member discuss a tradition that opposes your goal, reimagine the conversation you overheard and replace it with the sound of the family member discussing a tradition or cultural aspect that may better suit your ideal ethnicity.

My biggest tip for you is the ensure you have 3 solid affirmations about your desire and stick to them. Say them immediately in your mind if the 3D triggers you, say them when you're doing anything that doesn't require thinking, say them when you wake up, say them when you're going to bed. These affirmations will be your go to.

Revise at the end of every day before bed, go over the day in your head and add in what you wish had happened, repeat this until you feel comfortable that you can stop.

Sleep with affirmations playing if you can, and make sure you add an affirmation about you having your desire by the end of the week, as well as an affirmation about your ability to manifest instantly. You can also simply use subliminals from youtube coaches :)

The key here is to prioritise your manifestation. If you want it within this time frame, you need to put it first, and put in the work. Every chance you get to affirm or visualise, do it. If you get an opportunity to do it for 10-20 minutes, go for it! The more the better! You can rampage your affirmations, you can visualise for ages, you can listen to subliminals and also affirm, TAKE EVERY OPPORTUNITY TO AFFIRM!

It will be yours if you prioritise it!

Remember that the 3D is a delayed reflection of our desires, so you may need to wait for it to reflect your new thoughts, so if it doesn't happen by the end of the week don't stress at all, you stay on your affirmations and mental diet and it can literally come a day after or a few days later. Either way, if you persist, it will come.

PERSIST <3

[satoruangwl]

Transjapanese Euphoria

1 . Keeping a diary in your native language

2 . Learning & using Slang !

3 . Cooking / Baking

4 . Listening to music / practicing idol culture

5 . Practicing hand gestures

6 . Watching japanese youtubers / music

7. Speaking to yourself in japanese

8 . Changing device language to japanese

[satoruangwl]

im giggling the person i like posted me to “with the beautiful girl that i met made in japan”

like yes i was beautiful

[satoruangwl]

dorayaki for dinner because dessert for dinner is valid

#youngho

[lavenderpilled]

showering is basically a magical girl transformation for the mentally ill

[satoruangwl]

i hope all you transrace little girls boys and others out there know you’re so loved and no matter how much shame or denial you face you deserve to be yourself in every way. This isn’t just a phase and you are deserving of all the love and joy in the world even though sometimes it may not feel that way

[satoruangwl]

I really wanna start posting ctdr content on tiktok but i have 0 followers and a private account so nobody will ever see the videos if i post them but i´m way too scared to unprivate my account because people can be so mean, do u have any tips? :(

こんにちは !! Now I’m not someone who posts on tiktok personally but I think its a totally cool thing to do & I would take so much pride in sharing awareness and myself on tiktok so never be embarrassed.

♡ perhaps use tiktoks comment censor to ban certain phrases such as “You’ll never be ethnicity/race” and other common hateful comments

♡ continue to remind yourself that you exist beautifully and as yourself so no matter what some biggots say they cannot change you

♡ start by using tags more niche to the community such as rsu ctde to reach a smaller audience as well as following people in the community as they will be more than happy to defend you and support you

♡ So long as you build a community around you they’ll drown out the hate. You should never be ashamed to share your identity

also once you post & this goes for anyone else feel free to dm me as i do want to make a post in future about good ctdr tiktok accounts and I’d be more than happy to include you