๐ด๐ฐ๐ต๐ฌ ๐จ๐ณ๐ณ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ต๐ฌ. ๐จ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ฐ ๐ด๐ข๐ต๐ฐ๐ณ๐ถ ๐น ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ
๐พ๐จ๐น๐ต๐ฐ๐ต๐ฎ๐บ: fem reader, slight angst, pushing, argument and making up, gojo spiraling, crying, angst to fluff, petnames, young!gojo, reader being labeled as ambitious and pretty
you donโt quite remember when gojo and you became friends, was it when he threw your plushie in the mud when both of you were eleven or was it when he apologized for it a year later?
you like to think it was since you first shook hands, even though he swore he hated you then. but ever since you both laughed when you two saw the messiness of the ice cream on your faces, he grew fond of you, very much so.
back to the present, you are sitting beside shoko as she talks with gojo and geto, you and gojo not speaking for two weeks now since the fight you had with him, even if you all hang out together you donโt look at him, nor talk to him, and neither does he.
the fight was about him ignoring you just the day after he kissed you, just the day after all those โsweet girlโ, โmy pretty girlโ whispers, soft spoken.
you doubted yourself ever since then, now it didnโt matter that you were labeled the prettiest or the smartest, now you felt like you deserved being labeled a fool.
and for one week (and three days, counting) you didnโt talk to him, you didnโt such as look at his direction, even if youโre hanging out with him technically everyday.
and after all of you say your goodbyes, before you can turn around gojo takes your wrist.
โnot walking with me anymore, or?โ you hear him, and you try to hide the way that all this was hurting you, that you were in fact crying about this and if he continues to touch you in any way you would burst.
โyeah, for a week now.โ you speak up, or, croak out, your voice weak and nervous, as you look up at him, his blue eyes glowing through his glasses, hair messy and pretty lips in a soft smile, gosh.
โoh my manners, letting a pretty girl walk all by herself? there are wolves on the prowl, you never know who lurks when youโre all alone.โ he says with a teasing smile, and you move from his grip.
โiโm fine by myself.โ
โI donโt want to believe that, so act for me.โ he says it, almost immediately, almost pleading as he looks at you so lovingly it hurts.
โwhat is it, gojo? what do you suddenly need?โ gritted teeth as you say it, trying to be mad, so desperately wanting to be mad at him, but youโre voice is too soft and eyes too loving.
โi-look. i wanted to apologize-for what i did, it was stupid, i never wanted to hurt you. youโre my best friend i shouldnโt-..i shouldnโt have done what i did. letโs just forget it, I donโt want to lose you over a thing small like this.โ
he says it, and you feel your lungs tying into a knot, something that was your first kiss was small to him, of course he didnโt knew that, all he knew was that you had the whole school fawning over you with your pretty eyes, so of course you had boyfriends that he doesnโt know about.
but you never had a boyfriend, and your first kiss was with him.
and again what you didnโt knew was that he swears that ever since you shook hands, he loved you, but thatโs another story.
โforget it? that was my first kiss gojo, how can i forget it?โ his eyes widen and your eyes are getting glassy
โI didnโt-โ, โjust because Iโm labeled this o-or that doesnโt mean i just had so many kisses like you. but you probably donโt even care.โ you cut him off, babbling nonsense as he sees your eyelashes getting wet
โI donโt care? i have been regretting the fact that this hurt you every day since then, i was beating myself up for it, i never wanted you this sad.โ
โshame, i-i donโt know deal with it! I hate it when youโre like this i hate you.โ he chuckles bitterly at that as you say it, almost whimpering it out.
โyou donโt hate me and we both know it, in fact, what if i hate you, huh?โ he asks, joking, forgetting already that he was here to apologize, and the fact that whatever i do he couldnโt hate me.
โnothing-because i already hated you first, yeah, and i hate you for hurting me and-โ you whimper, you were both fighting so childishly, you both didnโt know what to say, this was almost funny at how childish you sounded.
as you start to softly push him, with every mean thing you say, dramatizing everything that happened both you and him, he loses it when he sees your pretty eyes teary, your rosy lips trembling and your dewy cheeks stained with tears while you push him, he takes your wrists, looking at you like you hold the world before nestling you in his chest, and you stand there in his arms, sniffling as he kisses your forehead, making you feel all fuzzy.
โi know, sweetheart, i know. iโve got you.โ his voice so soft.
โi love you, you know that i do, yeah? ever since we were little.โ it was hard for him to say it as he took your weet cheeks into his hands, making you look up at him.
โlook at me, sweet girl. i was scared of losing you so i chose to ignore you, itโs stupid i know. but i promise you not ever will it happen again.โ he kisses your forehead again.
โi could never hate you..โ you mutter, voice all shaky and soft as his eyes soften
โi could never hate you either, angel.โ
this is my first fic ever, so the writing is pretty bad
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