life is about more than just surviving @saturnvs - Tumblr Blog

tumblr prayer circle. let every train and bus arrive on time to every destination on this tuesday

#i am by no means a christian but i will be putting my faith in st christopher this coming week #patron saint of travelers #i have one chance to get to where i'm going and it needs to work :')#trains are unpredictable here this time of year

king

#a very quick one #florence welch #florence and the machine #florence + the machine #fatm #art #illustration #my art #listening to her more than ever #i always always find my way back to you've got the love and cosmic love tbh :')#she's accompanied me in different ways in every era of my life but i always come back to those #one day i'll bother to draw detailed lacy frilly clothing but now i mostly want to play with the wonderful colors from all her concerts

fairycosmos

i look in the mirror, i lose my mind a little, i cry on public transport, i walk through a fluorescent supermarket, i have slow and confusing dreams at night. you know how it is

#have done all of these in the last week! :)

just discovered three whole florence + the machine songs i've never heard before, this is the greatest day of my life

#conductor pure feeling and as far as i could get #from special cd editions of hbhbhb apparently #WOW :')))))

Hello! Could I use your art in my pfp and in edits I make? I will give credits.

Love your art so much! Have a nice day😊

hi! sure, that's absolutely fine as long as i'm credited!

thank you anon, have a nice day :-)

#ask #anon

florence and killing eve ohhhhhhohohoh how have I only just found your blog?!

better late than never :'D welcome to my humble little art blog, there's some florence art and years and years worth of killing eve fanart <3

#ask

hii can i ask what brushes you use for your florence art? it’s literally so beautiful i’m in awe

hi anon, thank you!! <3 i used this brushset from yuming li! i think i mostly used the brush called oil 3 for the paintings :) they're meant for photoshop but i use clip studio paint and think they work just fine there too!

#ask #anon

saturnvs

the stars, the moon

#the way i’ll paint like a madman for three days straight and then be completely unable to draw at all for weeks or months after #fascinating #what the hell was i going through when i painted these

cookiethebirddoll

bus is my friend. shes no train but shes trying her hardest in a world that hates her

#my real true friend is the tram #like if they made a bus into a beautiful little city train

nijaded

Poetry in Motion — the phenomenal Florence Welch

#art inspo .. ohh :')

about to have the first real summer since i was a young teen/child (picture of horses frolicking happily in the ocean to represent freedom and joy and relief. btw.)

#even if it's just for five days #have not gone anywhere or done anything real for so so many years now #but this year my life has changed beyond recognition in many many ways #will be travelling far away on my own for the first time #across a body of water kind of far #to see my still sort of new and very dear friend on gotland (a place i've dreamed of returning to for nearly ten years)#it doesn't feel real #and it maybe is not a very big deal to many people. but when you've been this lonely and isolated for so long. it is a big deal #overwhelmed with good feelings to the point of wanting to write poetry #i don't want to say too much on my blog yet i ramble here constantly #but there are feelings inside me that are big and foreign and scary but so Good #i keep saying it i think but it really is like i've been in a coma under a big heavy blanket that has now been ripped away #i barely knew i had these kinds of feelings #or that i was capable of doing things on my own or enjoy doing things with others #in her company it kind of feels like i'm brave enough to do anything #idk man i should get a diary at this point #but i think there are a few people on here that have followed me for many many years and know that things haven't been so easy #you know who you are :) and i'm happy to share my happiness #i'm lonely right now and summer is tough. but those days are going to be magical #okay bye. love u tumblr

opossum-handz

the heat is making me feel ill i can't do this anymore

#(i'm fine!! don't worry)#just having a terrible awful time beause i cannot regulate my body temp well as it is #several days of the weather being 30-35 degrees is NOT helping #i'm so dizzy and sluggish and warm and i hate it here

alonesomes

“You are making breakfast in every dream that I have of you. You are in the kitchen, your soft middle pressed up against the cold marble countertops like a vision too beautiful for the magazines, sprinkling dark chocolate chips over pancakes. I think for a brief second that I am dreaming inside of my dream, that I had to make you up twice, just to get it right. You, brushing your dark hair out of your face, smearing batter across your cheeks. You have come and made my dreams smaller, narrower. Filled them with sugar and your body humming in the same room as mine. I dream, now, of a normal life with you. A life where breakfast lasts until the sun goes down, until I have finished gazing at you from across the table, flour dried to your forehead like a kiss.”

— Caitlyn Siehl, Chocolate Chip Pancakes

alonesomes

“She is a year ago. She is the ache in the empty, the first time you changed your mind and the last time you were sorry about it. She is a city sleeping beside you, warm and vast and familiar, streetlights yawning and stretching, and you have never. You have never. You have never loved someone like this. She is your first stomach ache. Your first panic attack and your favorite cold shower. A mountain is moving somewhere inside of you, and her handprints are all over it. Here. Here. Here, you love her. In the fractured morning, full of too tired and too sad, she is the first foot that leaves the bed. She is the fight in you, the winning and the losing battle floating like a shipwreck in your chest. When they ask you what your favorite moment is, You will say Her. You will always say Her.”

— Caitlyn Siehl, Her, Her, Her

hey (possible) sjogrens buddies!!

for mouth dryness, I've found that sour hard candies help for short term relief, and at night I use little tablets that attach to my teeth called OraCoat Xylimelts, they're made of xylitol and they dissolve and give ur mouth more lubricant!! much better mouthfeel upon waking up + it's better for ur teeth.

I hope things go well and get better!!

hii! wow, thank you so much!! i hadn't heard of that type of tablet before, that sounds like a gamechanger. i think i'll give them a try! dry mouth has been torturing me for years now :')

thank you! <3

#ask #people are so nice :'D

i might finally go to the doctor this year

#about to overshare on tumblr again may delete later #but i think i may have sjögrens #im really not sure. i keep shifting between being very convinced and then thinking nahhh i don’t feel nearly sick enough #i’m ina. very very happy place in my life right now so i don’t feel fatigued anymore #but many of the other things on the list of symptoms sure are there #have been for years #even my mom (nurse) said she had thought of it before when i mentioned it to her #having very mixed feelings about seeking care #i do not like the vårdcentral #and i also do not like the thought of being ill #but something has felt just a bit Wrong for so many years now #since my teens #and now as a young adult it’s gotten both better and worse #not so fatigued but oh so dry. left eye is getting blurry from dryness and my mouth has been a desert for like six years now #again i do not know why i’m telling tumblr this i’m so sorry #maybe it would be nice to receive an answer whether good or bad #i haven’t seen a doctor or had my blood drawn or anything for like three or four years so it might be time

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