*finger guns* pew

its not my fault but it feels like i deserve it *｡☆+hakusho -my little rants - scales+ﾟ☆*°

[n-e-m-n-e-c-r-o-m-a-n-c-y]

“There is a terrible emptiness in me, an indifference that hurts.”

— (via ce-ai-mamiiiiiiii)

[vv-itchy]

[desperatefunproductions]

"Scarecrow" by Ministry is now playing in my head.

[disease]

"THE WORST IS YET TO COME" STEVE SCHAPIRO | NYC, 1968 [gelatin silver print | 16 x 20"]

[49wasagreatyear]

Yeah, been there, done that, still doing it…

[dankmemesreasonforliving]

[sayako]

Im more useful dead than alive

[sayako]

It’s starting again, not being able to fall asleep… and when I do it’s just nightmares. I’m exhausted.

[sayako]

How can I stop drowning in my own sorrows?

How can I make it stop?

[kosmogrl]

[sayako]

I don’t think I should be alive for next year

[bakedbabyd0lll]

bruises are actually soooo pretty to look at ✨

[to0needy]

it’s sad that some people think that suicide is selfish

yet i have to stay alive and suffer bc i don’t want to make my family/friends sad and miserable

it’s so difficult not to attempt when you’re just so done with your life

[edgylambz]

[bakedbabyd0lll]

[spookystrawberrystarlet]

if you see my sh scars this summer no you didn’t

[sayako]

Cut myself again, punched my desk and hurt my wrist. Hit my head and now I have a bump. It’s swollen. I feel nauseous.

[sayako]

I got into a car accident and everything hurts… it should’ve been worse for me and taken me instead of letting me live. This is worse. I’m a burden to those around me and even more useless at work. I can feel people getting frustrated at me.

[sayako]

I have no energy, I’m slacking too much and I know I should do more but I can’t push myself to do anything