can't wait anymore

18 . ftm . asian . hiatus ? posts are queued !! check pinned post ♡

[edgylambz]

    “ I've been waiting for so long ”

    welcome to my memoir, my love

I'll give a brief, lazy, and shitty description about myself: I'm asian, ftm, and 19 years old so I will not respond to dms from minors.

This memoir is a yandere blog if you haven't noticed already. I might explore jirai blogging, landmine blogging, and art blogging. don't like my blog? then instead of reporting, just block me and move on. this is my safe space.

I'm not mentally sane, I condone a lot of hardcore kinks and dark humour. I also have obsessive tendencies. This memoir is an outlet for me, my thoughts, my fantasies, and my vents. While I do have these thoughts and urges, I don't act them out irl.

If you want to dm me or send asks, go ahead. I'm friendly enough to talk with. My posts are all queued by the way, so please don't think that I'm ignoring your asks or comments.

ᝰ‧₊ claimed anons: ★ 🎴

check out my friends: @careamelt / @lowvein . @edvicpresident

[edgylambz]

Yo you have such a sick pfp

- 🖋️💉

hello, darling, thank you for the compliment.

[edgylambz]

hi!! i came across ur blog and thought it looked cool. the obsessiveness is really intriguing and i wanted to interact :D

for ref i also have bpd (she/they pronouns)

why hello, deary, I highly apologise for answering this so late, but thank you.

I haven't been active at all but you can interact as much as you'd like!

[noctivienne]

the best thing about being yan4yan is that other people don't need to comprehend your relationship. why would their opinion matter in the first place? you're really letting them get in the way of your love?

[ghouulmetery-deactivated2025120]

yan4yan? nah. freak4freak.

#stayfreaky.

[6dette-deactivated20260106]

whimper and cry under me as i cut my initials into you; nothing makes me happier.

[edgylambz]

[obsessivel0v3r]

Parasocial relationship where I'm looking at your posts like a crazy ex missing you even though we've never even talked before.

[edgylambz]

Happy birthday, fizureh :)

Everyone please go and say happy birthday to my dear friend, @vandrid-disha-temo-pande ! It's his birthday today ♡

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Happy birthday, criz :)

Everyone please go and say happy birthday to my dear son, @edvicpresident ! It's his birthday today ♡

I also still cannot colour for the life of me bruh. Also wtf is perspective.

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[lowvein]

       ꕀ  bait and switch   one and all, full of sh ─

  @  lowvein   ⇀

 𓂃  eli  trans  ftm  ⟡ ݁  he hym 18

       rentry    comms

      self indulgement    diary blog

      expect random rants, confessions and so forth.

      this blog acts as my diary, more info on rentry

i do:   rentry graphics and tumblr layouts    💿

i don't do:   real life people as it is far too uncomfortable for me

  characters that are not well known unless,                 you can provide art for them

͟♥︎   mostly a self indulgent blog; i post whenever and whatever i want. i decline requests at times when i am busy or not in the mood ─.minors strictly don't dm unless for business . request purposes

art cr:   @/goofynoli    @/patholgic    @/spawnrie    @/bunzan   @/JZ_ZOO