Be consistent ✍🏻

Come on girl, look up and chase the goodness of life. Kaizen. 🌻

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Should i post it here? Damn this life!! So complicated

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🤞🏻

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“Our lives are defined by opportunities, even the ones we miss.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button (via books-n-quotes)

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Google

I admit everytime I don’t know a word or how to do things, I always seek the help of Google to search for what it means and how things worked.

I admit everytime I have anxiety attack, I search for articles or to dos to ease the pain and how to fight the mental distress.

I admit.

I admit that I have been dependent to Google when I suffer difficulties but I have realized that I can not be too attached to the idea because Google won’t give me the answer to my real problem and situation.

It is me who will be the one responsible to sort things out and make an effort to uplift myself from the drought I am facing. I should be really living my principles to always stand tall and not give up whatever happens.

I can not depend on something else but to my self only. So, time flies and so the remaining days of the year. I should be letting my wings to fly high this time and soar higher for the days to come. Aja, self. Love you too.

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I hope everything will be okay.

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Almost going vertigo

I have been experiencing dizziness for the past days. The feeling of spinning your head no matter you do either when you are seated or lie down. So, I got conscious with the situation and research for possible cause and I expected what it is.

I thought it was connected with my vision, or getting back to being anemic or having a low blood BUT it wasn’t....

It was anxiety.

Severe anxiety.

You feel being dizzy when you think too deep and get yourself stressed out. And that makes sense, I have been hard to myself that lead me to experience this.

But as times go by, I loosen up and relieve myself from thinking things too much and it works. Now, I realize that I need to take care of myself more than ever.

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Balance

My thoughts are summed up to this article that I have read few days ago. I think I am at the peak of the so called balance in my life. It says it is not being negative if you expect the outcome from what you least expected, it is called acceptance. Hays, living life is a blessing and hardship as well.

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Sudden

How can one decide on an important thing so sudden?

I mean arriving at your final decision would require deep thoughts for its pros and cons. How will it affect your life afterwards. For my part, I came to the decision as impulsive as I am and I guess I am not regretting it up until now. It is hard to finally lay your final say and just move forward and hope that everything will be fine.

I may be hesitant and confused at first but I keeping my fingers crossed and really prayed harder to make things clear for me.

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Beautiful dream

My mind was clouded for the past days about the people that I used to know about their bigger step in life of having the opportunity to land a good job in a foreign country.

I was thinking what would be like to experience the same to me? Or will I ever experience the life that they are enjoying to do? Will I ever be given the same opportunity and path in the years to come?

It is such a beautiful dream to experience the same if a door would knock for me as well. What a good life would it be when that day comes. A beautiful dream it is.

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Fifty three

Don’t you want to use if properly?

Everything is laid infront of you, the only thing you need to do is to make a single move. A single move that can make a big impact for the next years of life. A life that you always dreaming of. The life that you wanted for the years passed. So, what to do now?

Stand still. ✔️

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Hi gurl! Wla lng, I just missed you. And I miss reading your blogs. Hope u're doing well. Ingat plagi. Fighting! Mwa, mwa.

Waaaa girl. I thought I am alone here. Hiiii thanks for reading my dilemmas! Hays, dito lang ako nakakapag labas ng saloobin. Miss you too! :*

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relatable

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Atm

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Mabuti pa

Mabuti pa siya

... may maayos na trabaho

... nakakapag-travel na

... may licensya na

... nagpapractice na sa profession

... nakapag-abroad na

... nagagawa niya ang mga hilig niya

... maayos na ang estado ng buhay

... hays mabuti pa siya

Ikaw

... nangangarap pa din

... hindi alam kung saan magsisimula

... hindi malaman kung ano pa ang dapat gawin

... walang trabaho

... umaasa na palarin din

... nangangarap ng maganda kinabukasan

Sa ilang taon kung pagsisikap na makamit ang pangarap ko, natuto na akong maging manhid. Manhid sa sakit na nararamdaman ko, manhid sa kung anong sasabihin sakin at manhid na sa motivation na una kung binuo. Sa pagkakataong ito hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili ko, hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko. Ayoko ng ganito, ayoko ng ganyan.

Aaminin kung ikinumpara ko ang sarili ko sa mga kasabayan ko na humantong sa paglayo ng loob ko sa kanila. Ni hindi ko sila magawang kamustahin at makihalubilo. Ikinulong ko ang sarili ko sa ideyang malayo na ang narating nila pero ikaw nandiyan pa din. Hindi ko din naman naramdaman sa kanila ang kailangan kong pagaruga noon kaya siguro hindi maialis ang sakit na naramdaman ko.

Pero sa puntong ito, tanging ang sarili ko nalang ang makakatulong sakin para matupad ko na ang pangarap ko. Sa tulong Niya at ng pamilya ko, nawa hindi na ako gagawa ng ganitong blogs at puro masaya nalang.

Nawa.

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New Entry

It’s been awhile since I have visited my page and there’s so much things happened.

First of all, finally I decided to leave my second comfort zone for good and for real this time. It felt sad at first because I will really miss my friends and colleagues but I can’t stop time to continue my plans so I will just leave it to that.

Now, I am fulfilling my dream, the dream that I am longing to come true. And I am still hoping for success and nothing else. So, I hope this time it is thumbs up.

Let me finish this one with my saying way back in my primary year. “Try and try until you succeed.” ☝🏻

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Going fourth

Never be ashamed of how many times you struggle just to get what you want. The most important is how you get through the dark, tough, pain and sufferings to make it till the end. Fighting!

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One day

I would get all these pain fade away

And soon be a better

Happier Stronger

Braver

Wiser

Confident and

True to myself

One day