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I can see that you are trying so hard to survive in your life right now. But I want you to know that you should still fight and keep going. Some things might not be easy to deal with, and the world might not be easy to face, but I hope you still find the courage to live. I hope that despite all the pain that you've been suffering for so long, you will still get up from your bed and try to give yourself a chance to be happy again. I know that you always think about giving up, and you often tell yourself that your existence is not important. But I want to remind you that you will always be precious. Give yourself a chance to discover your worth, and give yourself the peace and happiness that you deserve. I'm proud of you for always trying. I can see that you are doing your best every day just to hold on to something that keeps you going. It must have been really painful and hard for you. It must have been so heartbreaking to see yourself losing hope but still forcing yourself not to give up. I know you're tired. And sometimes, you just want to turn your back on everything, but there you are- still trying to survive every day, no matter how miserable it is to live.

I want you to know that no matter where this life takes you, I hope you will still live as if it's still worth living your life. I hope that you'll see your worth soon. I want to remind you that you should always try to keep going, even on the days that you feel like you're trapped in the darkness. Even if you are not okay right now, I hope that soon enough, the world will be more gentle with you. I hope that life will be more bearable for you. And I sincerely hope that soon enough, you'll be able to be okay again because your chest will no longer feel so heavy.

I pray that I never stop noticing the little things that make my life feel full. The comfort of sitting in a warm milk, the way the world softens when I hold a cup between my hands, the little pause that lets me breathe and think, the gentle feeling of beïng present in my own company. I want to appreciate these simple moments, te romanticize the way light falls on a table, the calmness in the air, the softness of a song playing in the background. Happiness doesn't always arrive in grand ways sometimes it's right here in the stillness, warmth and tiny blessings God places in front of me when I slow down enough to see them.

The weight of regret hits differently when you've opened your heart, been completely vulnerable with someone you trusted, believing it was a safe space, only to realize it wasn't. That sinking feeling, the ache of expesing your true self and having it mishandled, persists far longer than you ever expect.

The best revenge is: None. Heal yourself, forgive, move on and don't become like those who hurt you. God always puts everything in its place.

I love my aura, my energy, my mind, my thoughts and the woman I'm becoming. I'm proud of the softness I carry, the strength I hold, the grace I choose and the peace I protect. I'm learning to honor every version of myself, to grow gently, to evolve beautifully and to trust that I am becoming exactly who I was meant to be. Just wait for the new version of me. 🙏

I'm proud of myself for everything I carried in silence. I held so much without asking for praise, yet I still showed up for my life. I'm giving myself credit for the strength no one saw, the battles I faced alone and the way I kept going even when it felt heavy. My resilience deserves to be acknowledged, especially by me.

Always carry this mindset with you: if I am not willing to Love myself fully, to care for myself deeply and to treat myself in the most beautiful, kind and generous way possible, then who else will? I owe it to myself to be my own source of love, my own champion and my own safe place, because no one can honor me quite like I can.

I truly believe in God brings the right things together at the right time. You never have the rush, force or exhaust yourself trying to secure a blessing. He knows exactly what you need, when you need it and the most beautiful way to place it in your life. What is meant for you will arrive in a way that shows His presence was guiding it all along. 🙏

Facts over feelings. Don't let your emotions play with your intelligence. Never allow temporary feelings to cloud your permanent wisdom. Stay grounded in logic, observe before reacting and think before speaking. Emotions can create illusions, but facts always bring clarity. Protect your peace by mastering your mind, because when you control your emotions, you control your decisions, your actions and ultimately your life."

Maybe the happy ending is that you fall in love with your life. Eat your favorite foods, admire sunrises and sunsets, pick up the book you've been trying to finish, dance to your favourite songs, buy yourself flowers, bring your mind back to how blessed you are.

Maybe the happy ending is cheesing peace over pressure. Laughing so hard your soul feels lighter. Spending time with people who feel like sunshine. And learning to enjoy your own company like it's the best place to be.

Sometimes you have to accept that people are not going to change. They will not understand you, they will not fix their behaviour and they will not feel bad for how they treated you. They will not try to undo the hurt they caused. They will simply remain the same and expecting anything different will only wound you again. Acceptance hurts less. Accepting people for who they truly are is what finally gives you peace.

I've realized that I'm doing okay, even after losing people. Sometimes, it's better to just let things be - don't ask for closure, explanations, or try to make them understand where you're coming from. It doesn't matter who goes or who walks away; if that's what they want, then I know I'll still be fine. I'm no longer the version of myself who does the extra. If I've already done my part, I let them do what they want to do.

Disappointed, but not surprised. It does not shock me anymore, so it is nothing new. It just hurts to realize I was right.

One thing I've learned in life is that it's okay to walk away from situations, even if it means walking alone. If something doesn't feel right for me, I'd rather choose my own path than stay in a kind of love that doesn't feel right for the rest of my life.

Love people on purpese. Find someone wonderful and love

them and tell them it wasn't an accident, you had a choice.

You saw who they were and realized how lovely it would be

to love them.

Love doesn't always have to be unexpected or by chance.

Sometimes the most beautiful kind of love is the one we walk

into with open eyes and a calm heart. It's the kind of love

that says, "I see you clearly, I see your flaws and your

fears, still I choese you." Cheesing someone is powerful. It

means you aren't falling blindly. It means you've taken the

time to notice their soul and the way they speak, how they

care, what makes them laugh, what hurts them. And after

knowing all that, you still decide to stay. That is love with

intention.

Love them with your time. Love them with your words, your

patience, your presence. Let them know they don't have to be

perfect to be deeply loved. Let them feel safe in your arms

and even safer in your silence. Not because they asked for it

but because you chose to offer it, freely and fully. And

don't let them wonder. Say it and tell them, "I chose you,

Out of all the people I could have loved, I picked you. It

wasn't just a moment. It was a decisicn. I knew how special

you were and I didn't want to let you go unnoticed.'

Love them in a way that makes them feel safe and seen. Not

because they earned it but because you wanted to give it.

That's what makes love feel like home, beïng chosen on

purpose every single day.

I used to be scared to turn the page until I realized I was

the aouther.

for a long time, I waited for life to decide where I was going. I thought I had no control, like I was just a character in someone else's story. So I kept holding on to old chapters, even when they no longer made me feel alive. But then I understood, I was holding the pen all along. I didn't have to stay in places that made me feel small. I could write something new, something softer, something stronger. I could leave behind the things that hurt me, not because they didn't matter, but because I deserved better endings.

It wasn't easy to turn the page. There were doubts, fears, and days when I missed the comfort of the familiar. But slowly, I started choosing myself. I started writing from hope instead of pain, from growth instead of fear. Every step forward became part of a story I was proud to tell. Now I know this life is mine to shape. And even when I don't know what's next, I trust myself to keep writing. Because the story only gets better from here.The past is a chapter, not the whole book. And every time turn the page, I find more of who I truly am.

I became that girl who enjoys beïng alone, who always puts

her phone on 'dnd" because silence feels better than waiting

for people who don't really care.

I became that girl who cuts people off easily, not out of

hate, but because I finally understand that not everyone

deserves a place in my life.

I no longer beg anyone to stay, and I no longer break down

when someone leaves.

I became that girl who finally choeses heself first, the one

who protects her peace of mind and doesn't feel sorry for

needing distance.

I no longer explain why I'm quiet, and I no longer try to

make everyone understand.

I realized that losing people is not the end of the world, but

losing myself would be.

Now, I'm softer with myself, but stronger with my

boundaries. I'm learning that the bravest thing I can do is to

love myself enough to walk away from anything that takes

away my peace.

Yes, I have changed. I've removed toxic people from my life,

invested more time in my self-develepment, learned to say no

to anything that drains my energy, taken better care of my

mind and well-being. I have definitely changed for the better,

thank you.

May you attract someone who treats you like they've been waiting their whole life to find you. Someone who looks at you like you're a dream they've held in their heart for years. Semeone who understands your silence, respects your space, and still cheoses to stay close. They won't play games with your emotions or make you beg for the bare minimum. May this person notice the little things about you, the way your voice changes when you're excited, the way you always try to be strong even when you're breaking inside, the way you care more than you admit. And instead of taking these things for granted, may they treasure them. May they protect your heart like it's something rare and sacred, not something to use and toss away. I hope you find a love that feels like peace. A leve that doesn't confuse you, doesn't make you shrink, doesn't make you chase. A love that's calm and real. The kind that helds your hand in public and helds your heart in private. The kind that makes the world feel less heavy just because they're around. Someone who listens to your dreams and encourages you to chase them. Someone who becomes your home in a world that's always rushing. Because you deserve a love that doesn't make you question if you're enough, you are. You deserve someone who shows up for you in all the ways others didn't. And when they come, I hope you feel the difference. I hope it feels like healing. Like everything you waited for was worth it. Like you were never asking for too much, you were just waiting for the right heart to match your own.

Maybe I lied when I said I'm alright. Maybe I couldn't really admit to myself

that I have not been okay all along. I may look so strong and brave from the

outside, but deep inside I still feel so hurt and lonely. The truth is, I never

really know how to be okay. There are times when I feel like the pain in my

chest is aching terribly. Sometimes, I feel like I'm losing myself, and I never

really know how to start loving her again. I just hate that I feel this way, and

I hate myself a lot for being me.

There are some moments where I fall into pieces when I realise how unhappy I

am. I know for sure that this is not the life that I ever wanted. But it makes

me sad how I end up feeling so down by just simply existing. Sometimes, the

worst feeling is when you badly want to be okay, but the world doesn't let

you have your happiness and peace of mind. You see, all I ever want is to be

okay--but I always end up forcing myself to smile even with tears in my eyes.

I end up mourning at night with a heavy heart. That was me before for a long time. But not anymore! I'll wait the right time and the perfect timing for me. And when the times around, it comes around.

I wish, I hope and I pray to see and find myself again.

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