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🩸 ♯𝐒𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐀⠀﹕⠀a headcanon based, independent *𝙰𝙽𝙰𝚇𝙰𝙶𝙾𝚁𝙰𝚂 from 𝙷𝙾𝙽𝙺𝙰𝙸 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁 𝚁𝙰𝙸𝙻 studied by 𝕽UE ( * 𝟹𝟶 + ˢʰᵉ / ʰᵉʳ ) ocs & crossover heavily encouraged . 𝟸𝟷+ access, NSFW content present . sporadic activity . 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐋⠀: ⠀𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚛⠀+⠀𝚜𝚕𝚎𝚠𝚑𝚞𝚗𝚍⠀+⠀𝚛𝚘𝚣𝚎𝚗𝚛𝚘𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚍 .

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𝄡 o1 ﹕ i am very open & friendly, but also very shy & nervous ──── i may not talk much ooc but i am also a yapper at the same time . i am always down to write with you despite all of my intimidating graphics, please don't feel intimidated ! 𝄡 o2 ﹕ ocs, crossovers, sonas, & etc are all accepted & encouraged ! shipping is also accepted ──── as long as the muse is of age & muse is 21 + . i am multi - ship, & Anaxa has no gender preference . 𝄡 o3 ﹕ please do let me know RESPECTFULLY in my dms if i am associating with someone who has been problematic in terms of abusive ╱ bigoted behaviors . i do not tolerate any -ist or -phobic behaviors at all & you will be hardblocked if i catch sight of it. 𝄡 o4 ﹕ i work part - time, but my job requires a lot of brainpower as i essentially run my own store & run down my mental ╱ social battery as it is a mix of retail & bookkeeping . i may be slow & take time to reply . i also thrive on longform novella writing, & i don't really banter much because my autistic self can't really make sense of it . i write a lot, but never feel you have to match it to write with me ! i am just a big ol yapper . 𝄡 o5 ﹕ you are always welcome to make threads out of my answered asks! i also love to make threads out of answered asks i have sent ──── if you would prefer me not to, please let me know ! 𝄡 o6 ﹕ i am chronically bad at making coherent rules .. i'm a girlfailure unfortunately . above all else please write with me i want to write with you !!! more than half the time you can just come into my IMs & yap freely with me & i'm already considering you a friend .

* HEADER ART CR : @ yexion123 .

* PINNED ART CR : @ thijikoy .

* ICON ART CR : @ anna_drw01 .

[schismatica]

/ I got the paper that describes the state my gallbladder was in before they took me in & they used the words " fragmented " " markedly disrupted & tattered " " hemorrhagic " " remarkable " ... holy fuck that thing was gonna kill me

[schismatica]

⠀⠀──── ✶ HABITS .

bold + italic  -  well-known  +  known  for /  italics  -  sometimes /  strike  -  will  never.

nail biting | throat clearing | lying | interrupting | chewing the ends of pens | smoking | swearing | knuckle cracking | thumb sucking | muttering under their breath | talking to themselves | nose picking | binge drinking | over-sleeping | snacking between meals | skipping meals | picking at skin | impulse buying | talking with their mouth full | humming/singing to themselves | chewing gum | leg jiggling | foot tapping | hair twirling | whistling | eye rolling | licking lips | sniffing | squinting | rubbing hands together | jaw clenching | gesturing while talking | putting feet up on tables | tucking hair behind ears | chewing lips | crossing arms over chest | putting hands on hips | rubbing the back of their neck | being late | procrastinating | doodling | shredding paper | peeling off bottle labels | forgetfulness | running hands through hair | overreacting | teeth grinding | nostril flaring | slouching | pacing | drumming fingers | fist clenching | pinching bridge of nose | rubbing temples | rolling shoulders

[schismatica]

/ i won't be around as much as usual today cause my supervisor is going to be helping me through the week which means no tumblr at work, but give this post a like if you want a Naxa in your inbox when i am able !!

[schismatica]

“ you don’t have to talk “

⠀⠀──── ✶ something bitter just at the tip of his tongue, ready to be spat out at the other, but it was just replaced with some sort of strangled sound . take the kindness offered, his body screams at him . but Anaxa felt odd, off - put by the other's care ..

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ * a hard cough breaks from behind his lips, & a familiar metallic taste fills his mouth . he had pushed himself entirely too far this time ; leaning his head over to spit <shiny gold onto the floor instead of bright red . settling back, mint strands cling to pallid skin like tendrils, stuck in tracks of cold sweat along his forehead & cheeks .

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ * ❛ i'm sure you would like that, wouldn't you ────── ❜ & just like that, his speaking makes it worse, like Pantalone had implied . the pain in his back & abdomen makes the frail scholar writhe & curl up, a shaky hand quickly wiping away tracks of gold that trickle from parted lips .

[schismatica]

[f4therlesssss]

nvm i’ve said too much #unknowme

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/ the two anaxa stages

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While its eyes are not as big as its mummy's, this baby tawny frogmouth is still using its beady peepers to see the best it can

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𝖦𝗈𝖽𝗌, 𝖽𝖾𝖼𝗋𝗒 𝗂𝗍 𝖺𝗌 𝖻𝗅𝖺𝗌𝗉𝗁𝖾𝗆𝗒 — 𝗂𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗂𝗌 𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖼𝖺𝗇 𝖽𝗈! 𝖥𝗈𝗋 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗋𝗎𝗍𝗁, 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗂𝗌 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 “𝖿𝖾𝖺𝗋”.

[schismatica]

/ this was about all i could manage but honk if you love walking corpses that are also twunks

[schismatica]

/ seeing him softly smiling like this is like seeing the sun rise

[schismatica]

Scribed into a scroll is the following:

I’ve recalled a formula you might enjoy...

↑ ↑ ↓ ↓ ← → ← → B A

— Alex

⠀⠀──── ✶ nodding sagely . this doesn't make much sense to him now, but he has a feeling it would if given the proper thought & study . he's going to keep this & attempt to decipher it later .

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“Don’t push yourself, or you’re the very antithesis of the thing you despise.”

⠀⠀──── ✶ ❛ oh, please . i see you're trying to shame me, now . is that the only tactic you have left ? ❜ the words come off quite sharp, but after some time around him, learning Anaxagoras' quirks & his behaviors, one would know when the sage was truly angry with them . despite her words, he's moving about the study in a semi - frentic manner ; almost as if something has his eye, & has his mind working overtime . he's in good spirits today .

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ * ❛ i'm not caving to your demands, i hope you know . this body has endured more than a night of sleep missed . it'll endure worse . so instead of bullying me, miss Blone, either you will take a seat & allow me to continue with my work, or you'll have to grow a spine & physically tear me from what i am doing . ❜

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ * despite his borderline insulting diatribe, he's actually smiling .. at least, it seems like he is . it could be a trick of the light, or her own imagination⠀.. ────

[sigrika]

Sigrika   wasn't   so   conceited   as   to   think   he'd   do   something   just   because   she   asked.   It   was   her   who   intruded   upon   his   space,   though   his   response   was   still   disappointing.   Working   himself   to   the   bone   would   only   end   up   causing   him   more   trouble   in   the   end.   She   had   witnessed   countless   people   work   themselves   into   exhaustion   or   even   illness. 

 "An   open   window   can   only   do   so   much   but   I   know   no   one   can   force   you   to   take   a   break   ...-"

words   trailed   off   as   she   met   his   gaze.   "I   -   ....   won't   pester   you   here   anymore   -   but   ONLY   ...   if   you   promise   to   at   least   step   outside   for   a   few   moments.   At   least   once   a   week??"

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⠀⠀──── ✶ Anaxagoras straightens his back, turning his head to peer that intimidating eye down at his insistent guest . most would cease, taking the gaze to mean a silent sign for them to depart before the scholar became irate . but in reality, most of those people don't actually know Anaxa like they think they do . that singular eye is still intimidating, but like a wild animal, one has to know how to read him before making snap judgements .

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ * ❛ it's beginning to sound like you're not actually leaving me a choice . ❜ he mutters, the airy nature of his words a bit more taut, but not outright cold . he's not much bigger than her : only about five - foot - six himself, & his frail frame not exactly the epitome of towering power . but he was correct . sure, Sigrika was posing this as hypotheticals, as theory, but he knows how she works, & he knows she will simply keep posturing the said theory at him until he finally caves .

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ * ❛ clearly, you have your heart set on it, & you will not let me be until i give in to your rigid demands . ❜ Anaxa stands up straight, allowing the book he had been glancing over to fall shut with a poignant & echoing clap, like a punctuation to his words . he acts as if she holds him at gunpoint, talking as if he has no choice, but at any time, this dynamic could be switched . he could chase her out, he could point his ACTUAL gun in her face . but he doesn't . & that was key .

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ * Anaxagoras begins to walk past her, as if he intends to leave Sigrika behind in his teaching auditorium ; if it wasn't for the wave of a tattooed hand level at his waist .

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ * ❛ come now, don't shirk your responsibilities . you insisted on taking me on a walk, i intend to see you follow through . ❜

[schismatica]

you are like a beautiful woman to me

[xxenon-54]

the great performer