You.
How do you expect me to fight for you when I can't fight for myself, she said.
The thing is,
I no longer fight for you
I don't want you to fight for me
I'm no longer abusing myself for you
I'm no longer finding euphoria in needles to escape your pain
I'm no longer driving miles for you
I'm no longer wasting my energy for you
I'm no longer going to try to smell your scent on my sheets
I'm no longer picturing your smile everytime I wake up
I'm no longer distracted by your kisses
I'm no longer craving the orgasms you give me
I no longer need you
Want you
Can't live without you
You are my everything
And now you are nothing
My dear,
Love yourself
And stop taking mine
Because you drained me
And now I'm finding ways to revive
What's left of my
Soul,
For
Someone else, someone else
That isn't
You.
