FLASHBACK;
Date: 10.23.2013 Location: Warehouse District with @dermct
Cain stared out the window from the backseat, watching the rhythmic thump of streetlights as they drew by in the darkness. He held a semi-auto in a vicelike grip, worried he’d somehow set the volitile instrument off and lose a finger, or worse. The object felt foreign in his hands. The only gun he’d ever fired was a petite .45, shot once with intent. It had been more than nine months since the day he’d watched Thom Murphy’s brains leak out from the hole he put in him, but the image was still crystal clear in Scotty’s mind, despite however much drink he’d tried to flush it out with. An initiation, their new employers had called it. From where Cain was standing that day, it looked more like a condemnation.
Per his brother’s orders, an hour or so before they’d left, Cain had shaved and duct-taped the clay-like blocks of merchandise in a belt around his torso, like bombers did with bricks of C4 in the movies. The step seemed unnecessary and frankly a little counter-productive, but out of all the hills Dermot had offered him, this wasn’t the one he was rearing to die on. He closed his eyes, breathing deep, trying to calm his nerves with the counting technique Alex had taught him. One, Two, Th-. One, Two-. One, Two, Three- Before he could count to four, a bump or pothole in the road made the cargo tug and pinch at the hairs he’d missed, further adding to his irritation. Restless, the Made-Man propped his gun upright in the seat astride him before rearranging his long limbs to straddle the middle console, leaning between the driver and passenger seats, resting an elbow on each side to let his lanky arms swing freely. In the rear-view, the headlights of the caravan flashed, making green eyes squint against the harsh light. “The fuck are we going, Egypt?” Cain hissed, irritably.
His unease was bone-deep. Never before had they opted to gather more men than themselves for a mission, and the robustness of the arms they packed for a simple drop was unsettling to say the least. Peering at the sliver of his brother’s face he could see, he was struck to find the trademark boyish charm was gone from his face. He didn’t know it was something that could be taken from him. This life was unrecognizable. A year ago, it’d only been the two of them. No guns, no knives (unless for show), no killings. They’d done their dealings quickly and cleanly, without unnecessary damage. Despite his ounger brother’s insistence that this choice was made for the better, Cain struggled keep his faith in the Syndicate.
“Usually I’d enjoy the silence, but here I am trussed up like Christmas dinner, and you still haven’t told me a single thing ‘bout this man we’re meeting.” The eldest said, trying not to let his nerves show through the statement. Then, after a pause “Have you at least met the man before?”










