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i just want to be important to someone for once lol im not important to ANYONE!! its a shitty feeling to know if i dropped dead nobody would care
every time I think I've finally found a person that might care about me as much as I care about them they fucking. Do whatever it is they do to show I'm wrong!!!
I need to stop being so fucking attached because nobody that I love really loves me back as much lmao
hhhhh I feel so bad no matter what I do I always make things worse for people ?? like even if I'm trying my hardest to help I always fuck up and upset them even more?? I hate myself
i don't know if i'll ever be alright again
it's April 2nd 2017 and it's been over a year since things changed now. I still love you just as much as I did before. I still wish things were how they used to be. I still hope with every fibre of my being that maybe, miraculously, you'll love me again. Maybe one day you'll see this.
I fucking drove away the only person I'll ever connect that much with because I'm so fucking heartless and unbearable and fuck I hate myself so much fuck why did I do that why did I ruin everything
I know it's been a year and she's moved on already but I'm still Not okay and I'm still stuck on it and I still miss her
also in other news: I'm so 100% head over heels in love with this boy. my god he's so amazing and beautiful and smart and funny and talented and handsome and radiant and remarkable and he just ! Lights up my entire world! and he makes me feel like the stars are inside me and I just feel so safe whenever I think of him and I just! Love him so much holy fuck!!!! I completely adore him and I'm so so so shook over it bc like???? what!!!??!!!!!??!?!?!! what am I doing!! who do I think I am getting up in my feelings about him he's so fucking perfect and I'm BLAAHHHHHSGSHSH I'm just some nerd that's hopelessly in love with him
I feel really weird mentally right now lol
but st the same time there are people I know I could never go a day without talking to or else I'd feel really weird? I like having structure to a certain extent and having those people in my life is part of my routine and structure and them being around is good
I feel like learning how to breathe without someone is such a good feeling. Like knowing that you can be separate from them for a period of time and still be perfectly fine and not worried at all. It just feels really good and peaceful
idk why but I just feel so! Shitty! I feel so fucking stupid because I'm just tired I think!!???? I'm just so exhausted and I want someone here with me but I know he is literally physically impossible to ever have with me but if he was I just think I wouldn't be so sad all the fucking time
weeeeeoooooo I feel so lonely and hopeless and unloveable wwweeeeeeooooooo
I'm so terrified for my future like there are so many things I have to do that I'm literally incapable of doing to get where I want and need to be. there's no fucking way im gonna want to take a math course this summer and there's no way I'll even be able to PASS the math course if I take it and I won't get into pre calc and then I won't get normal calc and I'm gonna fucking die! Because I need them for what I want! and there are no fucking programs for two years that I could get into because they're all so difficult and you need such high marks for them and I fucking flunked out! I flunked out of 11th grade and got sent to a different school because my mentally ill ass can't handle it! And I'm not going to be okay!
so anyways I'm either gonna run away or kill myself and as of rn I'm leaning towards killing myself