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@scribblingredglass
8th April 2026
I don’t think you ever heal from the past, well I haven’t. It’s hard. Things are getting harder and when I think I need support I don’t get that - not from my parents, friends, best friend or even strangers. It’s hard to be alone sometimes. Currently I feel all alone I don’t share emotions with anyone, not even with him, because I can’t. These suicidal thoughts seems never ending.
23rd March, 2:59am.
I think I am officially ready to die. I promised him I will never cry in front of him. He kissed another girl. He cuddled her, my heart feels heavy. I have a lot to say to him but I won’t. It was his birthday yesterday. I think I will cut again. My head hurts. I wanna kill myself. I will kill myself soon. Very soon. Just waiting for him to buy his car that’s it. I will kill myself. Not like he likes me ya kuch. I can finally die lol
26th March 2025
Everyday feels exhausting without you
I don’t know if you ever ask god for me… do it once maybe we will end up together and forever
Love me again maybe
— unknown (via letsbelonelytogetherr)
23rd November 2025
To my beautiful boy RG,
I want to get married to you but I don’t know if this dream of mine will ever be fulfilled. I just hope you remember me if I am not here anymore. I will always protect you. I will always pray for you. And I will keep missing you. But if we do get married, I hope we live a happy life together, I really hope that we belong together. If we end up together I promise to always love you, care for you and do whatever I can for you.
And if we don’t. Hug me one last time before we part ways cuz we might never meet again.
— Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook
I will always be yours.
18th October 2025
Happy Anniversary baby ❤️ I miss you. I have a lot to say to you but I don’t think I will. I have so many thoughts. So many feelings. But let’s keep them to myself this year. I hope are doing well in college. I am so happy and so proud of you. I miss you so much and I love you so much. Meet me soon my baby boo. I love you my rage man. Shiva will always protect you ❤️❤️
Miss me ❤️
22nd August 2025
I feel like not existing today. I feel like I should have never been born. I feel like my mom should have killed me when I was born. But here I am, 25 years later. Waiting for my death. I want to self harm today. Like really badly. I am controlling the urge to. I want to hurt myself. I deserve the pain. Why do I feel like a nobody? Why do I feel like I don’t deserve the things I have. God you should have given my life to someone who deserves it. Will everything be okay if I just kill myself?
30th August 2025
You know what hurts? When you feel even god can’t help you or maybe doesn’t want to. That one damn wish just one will take the life out of me I feel. But I think not living would be better than just existing and not able to be with that one person that I want to be with. The date I decided is not even 60 days away now… should I k!ll myself?
9th June 2025
I feel like a failure today. A failed daughter, friend, human being. I feel like a failure. And I guess I am failure. I really don’t belong to live I guess. I don’t know why I am still alive… if I haven’t promised him things. I would have killed myself
25th May 2025
Hiii I am back!! Currently I am literally begging god for you. I can’t think about anything but you, all I think about is you, your college, your future - maybe our future, well I am thinking about ours but yeah. Everything. I am sorry. I don’t know if you will ever be reading these. But I am sorry for everything. Sorry for coming in your life, sorry for ruining it, sorry for leaving, I am sorry about everything. I hope to make everything right but if I can’t just forgive me. Hopefully we will be together but if we are not I hope you remember me.
15th May 2025
I just want you to trust me again. I will make everything perfect. I promise you Bubu. Come back to me soon okay. I will make everything perfect for you. I will love you always. I will prioritise you. I will be everything you want me to be. Just trust me again please. One last time ?
10th May 2025
It’s just another night for you, isn’t it ? But it’s another night of me begging god to give you back to me. Begging the universe to make it right again. It’s a hard night- my hands are shivering, my eyes can’t stop crying, my heart is beating so fast. My breathes are trembling. My heart is begging you to be back. My soul is craving for you. My body aches whenever I am not with you and this feeling might kill me any day now. It’s been 3 years and I haven’t moved on. I can’t move on. I haven’t moved on a percent. Wow. I am sorry for my existence.
I hope I don’t wake up this morning. A minute ago I tried to choke my own self so I can stop breathing. I hope I die. I hope somebody kills me. God please kill me.
22nd April 2025
Its almost my birthday, and i don't know why i feel he doesn't want to be with me on it. But I understand why he wouldn't want to xD anywayssss i loveeee youuu so much you dummy
7th April 2025
I feel like giving up today. I feel tired, useless, a burden and every negative thing you can think of, my hands are shaking, my heart beat feels weird, even typing feels harder than usual. My brain feels like it has shut itself and i just feel like giving up on everything - myself, family, career, everything.
